bAttLECAtS


I fucking h🎱 my life
Lyrics:

saw your light on
But you said you were asleep
We never talk for long
And when we do
Its in my dreams
 can't stand these fights for long
I think I'd rather just leave
I'd rather just leave
And catch up on sleep

Feelings fade away
And time can fly by
I tried to make you stay
And now I stay high
Regardless of the pill
I feel I can't die
So then I double up
And feel my eyes cry

I've been on my grind
In the end it'll be worth it
These drugs hurt my mind
But I take them , I deserve it
 I don't wanna die
But when I do it's for certain 
 I cry when I'm high
Because I know that I'm hurtin

I'm hurting more and more
I miss my old house
And the memories it stored
Why can't I just go back
I lost more than I could afford
Now the devil's on my back
I lost it all, what I adore

Altercations
Leave my brain
Feeling like I'm stupid
How could I feel loved
When what I say
Feels ignored
You let me down again
I'm bleeding out on the floor
I could kill myself for real
I know that's what you're hoping for
She could waste my time again
And I would just love her more

Like her words
In one ear and out the other 
I've been living right
And trying hard to stay sober
Always dreaming through the night
As u lay in the covers
I know I'm not alright 
And I'm struggling for composure

I may have been hurt
But I never give up
She breaks me down
But I don't really give a fuck
you say you're sorry now?
 you just see that I'm up
You went and blew your chance
Now I'll keep it a buck

altercations (prod. wetgropes)

tommy the goat fr.
@tommyice1100 on insta
@w8std on insta

Knife ft. Tommy Ice (prod. siem spark)

dis shit on my bday letzzzgoo
Lyrics:
I've been having dreams
Waking up and fucking shaking
I tremble in my sleep
I feel my demons are awakened
But I don't hear a peep
Where's my friends at when I need them?
When I need them

I can hardly breathe
All these drugs that I'm taking
I'm sure my lungs are green
I know that I will never make it
Everynight I weep
And I don't know if I can take this

I waste my time
Doing every substance I percieve in my eyes
Living each day just like it's a Friday night
I don't know if I'ma make
But baby that's alright

Look at my body
I been bleeding
I been sobbing
And losing sleep and
Drinking Bacardi
It's all that I need
I don't wanna talk
I just wanna sleep yuh

Fuck it then
I guess I never knew enough
I would sit around and cry
Until I'm sick and throwing up
I can wait for better days
But they're never showing up
So I'll sit around and cry
Waste away while growing up
Don't give a fuck
About you or your feelings
I'm just filling my pockets up
Running it up until I stack to the ceiling

substance (prod. Tsurreal)

Silky Flaco

Lyrics:
(If I could dig inside my brain
I'd take my memories and erase them
Get rid of all the pain I felt
Leave me numb and nearly brainless)

I would pray to God
Tryna counteract Satan 
Booted from this Molly
body high feels amazing
Careful with the drugs
leave my serotonin craving 
I drank a lil much
Ion even know what I'm saying
But I'll praying
upon these stars
Maybe someday, someday
They'll fix my heart
They'll fix my heart, idk where to start

Idk where to start
I've been smoking in my car
I been blowing on this gas
Got it smelling like a fart
In my future going far
On the stage I'm going hard
When alone I'm in the dark
Making bands and moving carts

Making bands like I'm supposed to
don't know if I'ma ghost you
I been tryna make this work
But Ima hit the road soon
Don't know where I'ma go to
Idk where I'm gonna go to

Next, I've been running up a check
Every single day, i been running off the meds
You can get a hug, but don't need no hands in my pants
I got pills inside pocket and a gun maybe by chance

A gun maybe by chance
I pull it out and then I cock it
Try an Rob me, I'ma stop it
I'm on top an it's exhausting
Take a pic and then I crop it
Hurting deeply, cannot stop it
I need help, but do not want it yuh
(I don't want ittttttt)

meds (prod. OkayKoda)

Starlight

Betrayal

this is a cover of "Fix Me Up" by "AyeleeX" ... I sang a different verse and bridge that I wrote tho ! LESS GOOO 😭😭😭💔🌈🎶

Metro Damsel

Buka Wolfenbear (H&N)