oh boy, i do love dishmane 😃😆‼️‼️

oooh this tickles my brain just here with the little beeps

3 of 10

cowritten by & featuring @soupandreas
additional production by @bbbbfc
mastered by Ryan Schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
and i promise you this
i won’t be worth nothing to ya when i stop making hits
my character’s nobody if she stops talking shit
when i can’t record the verses that i don’t believe in
whatever, shut up, go fuck yourself
i gotta get me out my head
whoever she was i wish her well
before you snap her neck
i bet half of you’d curse me to hell
if i just think about it
freak out daily, don’t stop to breathe
i can’t say no, afraid you’ll leave
in the right city at the wrong time
making all the right moves with the wrong guys
seeing all the right things with the wrong eyes
living in the right ways with the wrong life
(at least that’s what i think it’s like)

i guess this is how i find out
can i keep it up or do i wind down
laughing, oh my god she’s such a sellout
hold her head under the water, you should be proud
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout

(soupandreas)
saying all the right things at the wrong times
doing all the right scenes with the wrong lines
feeling like an extra in my own life
can you see that i'm afraid of that
or do you feel the same on the inside
i can't breathe anymore
making my way to the door
spilled my guts on your floor
don't know what i did it for
i tried to sell you a lie
you ripped away the disguise
wish i could run back the time
and make it all alright

(sd)
i guess this is how i find out
can i keep it up or do i wind down
laughing, oh my god she’s such a sellout
hold her head under the water, you should be proud
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout
she’s such a sellout

star★☆

sellout

w/ @quedronol on guitar!!


prod. nishith x quedronol
mixed. nishith
written by nishith 

lyrics:
hope that i don't crash again
i let myself down again
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill
i let myself down again
don't know how i found you then
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill

fell right in love, you stole my heart and then you ran away
couldn't care less, was more surprised by how you let me stay
looked in your eyes, it was hypnotizing
man, i saw the light, and yeah, it was blinding
and you gave my heart away but you still stayed inside my mind
sitting under your trance, man, i was way too hypnotized

and you're calling me crazy, no i can't take it
adrenaline rush, my mind's never vacant
you always fill it, and i was just chillin'
when you came along and you paid me a visit
now its hearts broke, months go without a text
imma' chase forever, no i couldn't rest
so it's all a dream that i made up in my head
but would you give me one last chance, no

hope that i don't crash again
i let myself down again
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill
i let myself down again
don't know how i found you then
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues, issues, issues, issues
hope that i don't crash again
i let myself down again
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill
i let myself down again
don't know how i found you then
you found someone better than me
knew it would happen, but it hurts still
and i'm running from my issues on a treadmill

cardiotherapy

i mean, do you even remember?
______________________
in the vacuum of space you called my name, but i can't hear you
rot and decay, there's locusts in my brain but they're see through
know you already got acrylic stains on that sweater i gave you last week

look in mirror but i see you
opaque tableaux of what we were

look in mirror but i see you
opaque tableaux of what we were

achromatopsia

the music he plays makes me want to drive off of a bridge, it's just not for me i guess

he's driving but i won't stop messing with the radio

@46b <3 check out their music its amazing

it was forever ago, but at the same time it's all i think about
_________________________________
bare the night, i'll re-align 
the calling cries, that guard skies
i'm saying by and by, the colors lie awake
just close your eyes, pour the blacklight open

(wisp) i wanna hold rewind
please just get outta my face, you only waste my time
everything you say is hate, i do the same cant lie
but it's only cause you do, that stays the same for life
i feel useless, and it's always facts
every time i check the phone, i never text you back
instead of going through this pain, i'd have a heart attack
i hope it fades to black, i hope it fades to black

(me) so you've gotten all the gossamer, say you got a plan
but you just wanna copy her,  and i don't understand
swear i gave up and i'm fumbling for severance 
i guess i'll shut up gotta learn to accept it 
only got good luck for a couple of seconds
i'm staying tied up and i can't light the matches, yeah

blacklight ft. wisp

co prod gabbyyyyyyyyy

you told me to stay, when i said this town is just another circle of hell
you don’t have to break but you find yourself counting the times you fell
i and was watching all your situations barring the missed occasions with silent regret
when you said you could never love again
too many dark rooms filled with nights to forget

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

you could never be wrong
cause this night will go on
and the dj keeps playing that stupid drake song

and you said
i’m just so tired of these kids going places to do coke in the bathroom and it’s like nobody wants to have fun and everyone just wants to get fucked up so

maybe i could never love again
in all these dark rooms filled with nights to regret

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want

call it what you want

i’m tired of this aggression
faking love and self obsession
nobody’s got good intentions
where’s the ending

am i lost to find consistent
when people are persistent
in their own twisted way of living
i guess we call it what we want

you had a ripped top
black jeans
oversized everything
asked me for a light and your eyes cut like a knife
said you wanted, you wanted me
but you never wanna perceive yourself
like everyone else, so baby
call it what you want
call it what you want
call it what you want

Call it what you want (co p. gabby start)

Census Designated but it's just my voice

I ran home cuz I thought I was fired
And man all these joints are tired
And I said “wait” I was waiting for a serenade
Tell me everything about your damn day
Lay me out front if you threw a grenade
So why?
Do I seem distracted to you?
It’s beautiful to lay awake in my eyes

So watch it all be enough for you to take in
Watch it all be enough for you to let in
I tried to face the great divide
It only tired me out

11.6.23

The Great Divide

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

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