seroquel

a song about the things i wish i could have done

produced, mixed, mastered by phixel
verse by saoirse dream
backing vocals by jackalsclaw

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[NOTE: english translations will appear in brackets next to catalan lyrics. im still learning the language so im really really sorry for my bad pronunciation and grammar]

(phixel)
em fa mal  [it hurts]
tan malament  [so badly]
com puc escoltar  [how do i hear]
digue'm per què  [tell me why]

no et puc veure  [i cant see you]
a través de l'aire negre  [through this smog]
caurà neu ardent  [fiery snow will fall]
t'enterraré, a la cendra  [i will bury you, in ashes]

et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

(saoirse dream)
I still fall asleep in your clothes
Try to struggle out of your rope
Buy into release I’ve imagined
Cling tight to the arms of your ghost
I light matches that I can’t put out
So I burn down bushes outside of your house
And you just watch me
You laugh
Like “what the fuck is wrong with cat?”
You know that I can’t answer that

(phixel)
et llegiré la ment com un llibre  [i will read your mind like a notebook]
però no ho vull escoltar  [though i dont want to hear it]
encara no ho sé, per què estimes  [i still dont know why you love me]
em desgastaré, afectat  [i will wither away, afflicted]

a la cendra, a la cendra, a la cendra  [in ashes, in ashes, in ashes]

[jackalsclaw:]
(i went, i cast you in the fire, i watched you burn, i didnt cry)
(ill tell you everything alright, to get your memory out my mind)

notebook

ALL PLATFORMS!!!

notebook w/ saoirse dream

Aberdeen Dream Sequence (Stripped Cover)

crutch (feat. Jane Remover)

produced by me :)
vocals by me :)

lyrics:

we could sit beneath the shade
dont know what to call you, dont even know your name
are you feeling kinda reckless?
I can feel your breathing on my neck now

if we could go back, would you do more?
threw a homeward bone when it all went wrong
if you "dont even care about it" why pretend to care now?

HOMEWARD BONE

On all platforms: https://ffm.to/enterprise

Goo goo dolls and Gotye flip

Vocal samples:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F1E42asdCDQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHt-JBw--jI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_5uYoOaVtM

Piano, drums, bass: casio wk-1350
Bass and guitar: Squier stratosonic fed through a Fender mustang amp

keyboard and guitar sounds were heavily manipulated using the kilohearts suite of VSTs, Codec and FuzzPlus3.

Guitar rig 7 used for the basses (both keyboard and bass guitar), as well as the hardstyle kicks.

recorded on reaper,

!enterprise
soundcloud.com/poisonedcheeto/sets/enterprise

Iris / Somebody / DMT

made this today and thought it was too special to gatekeep on my computer forever


additional synth from @neciawake
more music soon

🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋
I never thought that it'd be perfect
but here you're coming back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
with no way of coming down

i always tend to chase the worst things
i always circle back around
don't leave me high up on the surface
because i'm never coming down

nevercomingdown

CITY RUN

Get it how ya live

Static Glitch .mp3

UVC's Christmas compilation featuring the best acts out of the hottest scene in underground music right now!

kmoe + jane remover - nightmare before christmas

mellow -- album in the works fr see u next year :)

HOMEWARD BONE

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