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old song that i picked up nd started working on again for fun :D ,,,,, more music for u guys soon ily˙ᵕ˙

lyrics:
posted w my crew
okay we're cool
break in thru the roof
talk dwn lose ur toothh 

feelin confused
hate being in groups
she said "are u telling the truth?"
well yeah.. cuz im not like u

i panic!!!!
pipe down bby please excuse my manners
im lost in my head
can't get all my thoughts to vanish

3am in the parking lot 
im tripping off acid
it's funny
how none of it matters

i fell on my face
now i cant go back
run from the cameras
hide in the back

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

face me please
why u do me like that
am i going insane??
cuz i think i might snap

in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black
in the parking lot 
im tripping, all black

posted w my crew
okay .. 2 HELL WITH U
so i dont really care
cuz somewhere ill be gone from u
thoughts inside my head i can't bear 
no matter what i do

posted w my crew
okay .. how cruel of u
ppl stop n stare (im aware!!)
don't know what to do
guess i lost my way up
did i entertain ya?

parking lot

deep end

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

Linoleum

Stream

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1JAV46oTdV7Z05cJZIF0ac?si=67e499cfa1f6436c

lyrics:
i know your starving in heaven 
i know your starving in heaven
are we all meant to die (die)
are we all meant to

stop!
are you a fan of a person you dont like
if you cant stand closing the curtains when its night 
and i cant tell if im doing this all right 
and i cant tell if you're doin alright 

(stop) i got 24 missed calls inside my inbox
too many gamma rays around me need to detox
you got me trapped inside your springlocks (springlocks)

(stop) cus im so constantly worried like "what do they think about me" "am i not interesting" 
its getting harder to sleep without you
you said its only me but why am i counting two

i know you're different when there's no one in sight 
you cant help but bring me to life
(bring me to life)
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life

well what do you think 
why you so bad
you've done terrible things
you ain't the one to change cus you've never been

i know you're different when there's no one in sight 
you cant help but bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life
bring me to life

(i cant believe you, i cant believe)
(i cant believe you, i cant believe)
(i cant believe you, i cant believe)

bring me to life

produced by me
written/mixed/mastered by me
cover illustration by server (https://serverxyzz.carrd.co)
interpolates jishoumushoku by sasanomaly

[lyrics]
~verse 1~
i like to keep things close to the same
got personal problems adapting to change
i always plan things so far away
but when i get started its far too late
i like pretending i know what to do
like if i really feel at home then itll all come true
i like pretending ive made it on my own
when it could all end with a phone call home

~bridge~
god, its so hard
to juggle all the things that have been handed to me
but i cant stop
ive got to get back up

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

~verse 2~
i try to sleep well, but every night
i cant shake the feeling im wasting time
ive gotta sink before i can fly
but im still afloat and i dont know why
maybe its all gonna slow way down,
thats all i can hope for, but i still dont know
i roll with the punches, i live in the now
i take a step forward and i double back

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

Steps

art: @xaev 
prod.me 

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

she said it's cold but i wanna 
hear the wind outside, and i'll 
act like it's my birthday but
i'm not alright

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes
she says that i'm fine
it's all in my mind
i don't wanna die
i don't wanna die
it's only sometimes 

close my eyes and i'll see

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

just take what you want
i hate gain and loss
i've lost the whole plot

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

and i wanna die sometimes 
swap clothes? not quite
restart my life

close my eyes and i'll see

JUST TAKE WHAT YOU WANT
I HATE GAIN AND LOSS 
I'VE LOST THE WHOLE PLOT!!!!!!!!!!

close my eyes and i'll see.

gain & loss

U n Me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRnfXyEsHRI

Thousand yard stare

prod. swazy* 
vocals and beat edits by button

oh, how i wish you would call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, you notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate

(//tbh i know it's not best for me\\)
maybe it's for the best that it's not best for me-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate

\//I //L//O//V//E//Y//O//U\\/

(call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories)

tlk2ul8ly

tlk2ul8ly (produced by swazy*)

All platforms — https://too.fm/ma532yq
Music video — https://youtu.be/BNdcc178iiU
Lyrics — https://genius.com/Wishlane-mindreader-lyrics

Length — 3min, 30sec
Key — Cmaj
BPM — 128.000

Additional drums — @bhproducer
Additional synths — @colecalico
Cover art + music video — https://instagram.com/yeongseo

Written, recorded and produced in Chattanooga, Tennessee and Brooklyn, New York
Video + cover art shot in Blairsville, Georgia

tlk2ul8ly (produced by swazy*)

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