city search (nighttownash)

produced by me & @prod_promise

woah yeah i still got my trues on, you know that
hate me, gotta move on
novocaine, my new fix
just float away, then repeat it
ima chase a bag cuz i need it
bouta take a tab up in Eden

crushed up, dont wanna end up like the rest
i cant believe what im seeing, so heaven sent
woah, im shattering into pieces like woah
been shedding tears since U left

cast some spells i do magic
dont believe what u see break the fabric
heartbeats are the reason im one with the sequence
im one in a million, bless up like religion
way too high its a dream tell my whyyy
i cant feel tell whats real got red eyes
and my beats cold like ice
and shes so divine
free flow my life

liquid rhymes the flow
got this on my own
alone, in my zone
im stoned i know

stream on spotify

shedding tears since U left (prod. zenith + promise)

lyrics and translations below

@sh1nuchi
@ilyT4Z
@v4nity

[sh1nuchi]

kinakabahan
laging kinakabahan
(nervous, I always get nervous)
sa isang sulyap ng 'yong ganda
(within one glance of your beauty)
love story ba ito?
o baka nababaliw
(Is this a love story, or am I going crazy)
cuz this shit is so unreal
she's like an angel
I swear that shawty an angel

you're everywhere I look
I see silhouettes of you
my heart you already took
we could be Romeo and Juliet
ride or die, I'll take a bullet hit
ang panalangin ko'y di magbabago
(my prayers would never change)

sana laging sapat ako
para ka mapangiti of course
(I hope I could always be enough to make you smile)
we could both fly out to Singapore
tayong dalawa
(just the two of us)
sana matangap ang aking nadarama
pag umamin at sinabi mahal kita
(I hope you could accept my feelings for u,
when I tell you that I love you)
laging stuck sayo'ng aking mata
(my eyes r always stuck on u)
starstruck ako, nakanganga, parang tanga
(starstruck, jaw dropped, like an idiot)

she turned me religious the way she can fit on em jeans
she get me high, high like ketamine uh
you ain't gotta act so mean
show you how much u mean to me
I'm sick and shawty u my vaccine

[T4Z]
I swear to god shes an angel,
She look good from any angle,
To you baby I never could say no,
Just let me know that you notice me,
You help me be who I wanna be,
Im tryna sweep you off yo feet,
You're the only one that I need,
We aint gotta rush just take our time,
Give me your heart and ill give you mine,
Bae let me know if im getting outta line,
I just really wanna make you mine,
Girl ill fight for your love on the front line,
Pick you up in that whip doors be suicide,
Come with me girl lets go head and fly away,
When im with you i swear life is so great,

[v4nity]

know that i need you right now
please just dont let me down
be my angel right now
tell me what i need to do
to change your mind
to make you mine
until the until the end of time
all mine and you know
i wont let you go
just stay by my side
ill make things alright
keep being my light
i dont see a way out without you

angel 2 ft T4Z x v4nity [cryko]

deja vu w/may

prod mix sfx by me

i cut off my phone
i cut off myself
i still think abt u
ya im sucha  mess
should kms
n 2nite i mite
jus 2 get u out my mind
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine

step outside
jus mite try
2fuckin show u
dat i was rite
mayb i should analize
not fuckin penalize
yea i fuckin hate2lie
mayb i had 2 say it twice
jus 2 get the point across
we r not the same

the meth b gettin 2 ur head

dont fckin hold on
kill urself b so gone

i cut off my phone
i cut off myself
i still think abt u
ya im sucha  mess
should kms
n 2nite i mite
jus 2 get u out my mind
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine
u were nvr mine

cut off (@bloodcryy_)

888cole prod dcm

and i got bands , shes on onlyfans , rockin vans

Onlyfans

too much, too fast, these sorts of things never last

sorry to everyone i haven't responded to, i'm really bad with that
trying to get back into the music headspace again
thank you for listening

also https://soundcloud.com/squidy-but-worse/break-out-btfo-ver

--

breaks out!!

slow it down
girl i kinda need ur help
but i think we need to

slow it down
but girl i kinda need ur help

i miss the feel of the sun
leave me out to dry up
in the dust where i belong
i know i'll remember this one

~~

art by my beloved
co-mastered with @bvrdencr (we made so many versions)
prod me

(i wanted to do more with this but don't have the project files anymore -.-)

break out!!

ft @hxpel3ss
prod @fum1ko + @1stress
master @reivax_sti

why'd u have 2 + HXPEL3SS (1stress + fumiko!)

lyrics✨❤️‍🩹

Another night im feeling broken 
Someone please check my pulse and
If im still breathing 
Pull the plug i feel so hopeless
Deep in the abyss 
I won’t forget 
I wasn’t chosen
Counting all my scars 
As numerous as stars
What can I do 
Your so dead to me 
But your love is still next to me
What can I prove
Is this freedom off ketamine
All these diamonds cuts
They come from reality  
But im so actually 
Still so prone to bleed


I thought I was different 
I said it wouldn’t be this time
Calculating every loss
Just to see when you’d be mine
Overestimated my odds 
Didn’t know they were slim to none 
In a ocean of better ones 
I thought I was one of one
Said you hated my laugh 
You hated when would I have fun
It was too late to go and run
My heart weighed a whole ton 
Inside of a hotel 
Sheets soaked in red rum 
This is one sided love 
Can’t believe this cruel stunt
One day you’ll get what you deserve!
No it’s not a handout…
I promise it was earned 
Evil incarnate 
But your revenge was incomplete 
I’ll see you in hell 
Or maybe you won’t see me

Another night im feeling broken 
Someone please check my pulse and
If im still breathing 
Pull the plug i feel so hopeless
Deep in the abyss 
I won’t forget 
I wasn’t chosen
Counting all my scars 
As numerous as stars
What can I do 
Your so dead to me 
But your love is still next to me
What can I prove
Is this freedom off ketamine
All these diamonds cuts
They come from reality  
But im so actually 
Still so prone to bleed

scars last forever🩹 (NEONMAID w/ NOTLILTHOMAS)

prod @bloodcryy
guitar sample// citizen - the night i drove alone 

bby ,, can u tell me wat2do // 
shaking , y u say u h8 me 2 ??
blame me ,, im da 1 who u accuse. .
say mayb . but i wanted u 2 choose  . ..

n i shoulda crashed the car .. ./
the night i drove alone .. .
escape from all ik .. . 

im sry dat it change, , whered it all go ?? /
im takin hella benzos 2 tha dome ..
i wrote ur name on my sleeve,. .
now ur gone .. .
i cant believe wat i am omg. . .

they h8 2 see dat .. 
dey aint foresee dat. . .
i did it by myself. . .
dont need ur feedback ..
u aint believe me .. 
u dont get repeat .. 
im dyin 2 many. . .
i hope u 4give me. ,. / '

Naa Yea (feat. ang3l) (prod.CASKET6OY)

Bvrden.CR