Lucid Demons(feat. saysumn)(prod. akassshhhiii)

produced, mixed, mastered by @retro

when i’m alone i’m on my own 
i guess that’s fine 
but i shake when i cry 

troubling trees, i’m on my knees 
find me a way somewhere to stay
a place called home 
i don’t know 
where i should go 
can i go home? 

trembling feet, anxiety 
i’m on the brink of insanity 
could you tell me please
i don’t wanna wake up 
lay beside me please 
i just want to make up

i’m dying please 
and i don’t wanna be 
could you tell me please 
i just want your clothes
i’m going insane 
and i’m on my own 
could you tell me why 
cause i’m on my own 

nobody fucking cares 
tell myself to shove it 

i guess i don’t care
i’m a mess , fuck it 

i guess there’s nothing there 
i guess i should love it 

i shattered my phone 
i got mad i had to check it 

when i’m alone i’m on my own 
i guess that’s fine 
but i shake when i cry 

trembling feet, anxiety 
i’m on the brink of insanity 
could you tell me please
i don’t wanna wake up 
lay beside me please 
i just want to make up

i’m dying please 
and i don’t wanna be 
could you tell me please 
i just want your clothes
i’m going insane 
and i’m on my own 
could you tell me why 
cause i’m on my own

when i’m alone i’m on my own 
i guess that’s fine 
but i shake when i cry

leaves

prod. dercept
original: https://soundcloud.com/kiremo/make-me-feel-like-its-perfect-dercept

ty @vallow-829123755 it sounds cool like this

make me feel like its perfect (nightcore flip)

prod. @pearlblade

lyrics:

shed a tear while i hit the bong
switch it into gear 
i got that you aint fuckin living long
sippin on a beer while i steer like i don't fear the law
wanna disappear don't wanna feel no more

put another substance in my body like a lab rat, abstract, you wont get a dap or my snapchat
i don't interact with these jokers like its blackjack
shawty got the strap in a hello kitty backpack

get to the cash fuck a tax 
ima stack that up
lemme rack that up like a flash back
you be running laps
i don't have to google maps that
make em leak sap
maple leaf, leaf blunt wrap

got a bad rap
matter of fact ion have that
i just like to chat on the beat when i rap that
fabrics on my body like a runway
bitch im like scarface
bitch lemme get paid

labrat (prod. pearlblade)

ft @sxiju prod @pearlblade

lyrics:

(etai)

everytime you call me
its a little bit alarming 
i was sitting in a graveyard 
bugs all on me
already a zombie
i think im the greatest to have ever lived
so now that i aint living who's the greatest?
creatures tearing me apart by every limb
i was timid and the bravest
they gon remember what my name is
i just pulled up the the station
ket in my bag and its kept where its safest
ketamine in my bag and i keep it in the safest location

(sxiju)

yeah you betta wake the fuck up
to get to see the problem
there’s no reason to panic
the time is too precious to waste it
i look like i’m still sleeping
but that is only my appearance
but sometimes it just feels like
that i been sleepwalking all my life
trust me i be feeling fucking fine
what a time to be so alive
i just wanna live forever young 
sometimes i’d rather just die right now
unless if my baby by my side
i don’t want to see my queen cry
i’d give anything to see her smile
and i know its worth for real any price
there are way too many to see me shine

raveyard w/ sxiju (prod. pearlblade)

Laying in my bed,
Staring at the sky while the rain falls red,

And I guess, it wasn't what you meant
but I still fell apart like freshly baked bread

I can't get you out of my head
I can't get the scent of you off of my bed
So lately girl I haven't even slept
I'm dropping everything just to forget why I'm here

I wish that it was more clear
I wish that I could be apart of your life for more time
I know I'm not important
I know I can't afford this pain stuck on my mind

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry


I bought you flowers, 
you left them without water
i hurt for hours you never cared to check up

And your last message, that text i know you meant it
i'm so demented
you're full of lies and evil scented

I bought you flowers, 
you left them without water
i hurt for hours you never cared to check up

And your last message, that text i know you meant it
i'm so demented
you're full of lies and evil scented

you're full of lies and evil scented

you're full of lies and evil scented

I wish that it was more clear
I wish that I could be apart of your life for more time
I know I'm not important
I know I can't afford this pain stuck on my mind

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry

I cry every single night
every single time I hear your name or see you in plain sight 

it hurts to know that you want me to die
It hurts to know that you wouldn't even cry

iCry (drma & mcx)

euphoria (prod. Zemomadeit)

I'm not doin shit now
I just stay in my own house
Waitin for the lights to turn out
I'm not really doin shit now

I could try again
But I don't wanna live
There I go again
Pickin up my friends

And I got so much time left
But I'm 25, I see my death
I fall asleep to no dreams again
Days never seem to end

Falling out of line
I don't have the time
I just waste my time


I could try again
But I don't wanna live
There I go again
Pickin up my friends

Try Again (prod. 4lexf)

prod by me https://soundcloud.com/luv_armor

i kinda feel safe here
so i guess i’ll remain here
i’m ridden with anger
so you better just stay clear

everyone leaves me
perpetual grievin’
we’ve all got our demons
i’m numb to the bleedin’

i can’t even feel it
i don’t think i’m breathin’
i just needed a reason 
but you left me here freezin’

you know i’m down in a hole
but you keep breaking my bones
& i can’t take anymore

i can’t take anymore
i can’t take anymore..

i’m in this room full of skeletons
how i got here’s irrelevant 
your kiss, it felt heaven-sent
but i’d rather kiss medicine

you watched me turn to a skeleton
i know you remember it
i can feel your adrenaline 
it doesn’t help that your tremblin’

you all pale in comparison
i ain’t fuckin’ scared of him
i see his eyes when the terror hits
you should die of embarrassment

you all know i’m so elegant
think i’m evil, no resident
‘cause my heart is so desolate
feel my pain? i’m expressin’ it

skeletons

Production/Mix By @montoya411xx
Vocals By Me @montoya411xx @stairtown
Cover Art By @montoya411xx
Instagram @montoya30pack @stairtown
@dovepressed

Dirt Nap w/@stairtown (PROD. Montoya)

Self produced
Recorded in December 2024 / London

Try Again (prod. 4lexf)

Bvrden.CR