junks journey (issac zero)

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i kinda feel safe here
so i guess i’ll remain here
i’m ridden with anger
so you better just stay clear

everyone leaves me
perpetual grievin’
we’ve all got our demons
i’m numb to the bleedin’

i can’t even feel it
i don’t think i’m breathin’
i just needed a reason 
but you left me here freezin’

you know i’m down in a hole
but you keep breaking my bones
& i can’t take anymore

i can’t take anymore
i can’t take anymore..

i’m in this room full of skeletons
how i got here’s irrelevant 
your kiss, it felt heaven-sent
but i’d rather kiss medicine

you watched me turn to a skeleton
i know you remember it
i can feel your adrenaline 
it doesn’t help that your tremblin’

you all pale in comparison
i ain’t fuckin’ scared of him
i see his eyes when the terror hits
you should die of embarrassment

you all know i’m so elegant
think i’m evil, no resident
‘cause my heart is so desolate
feel my pain? i’m expressin’ it

skeletons

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break away from the chains 
that hold you in place
i still remember the day
no matter how much has changed
i’ve sealed my fate so dig my grave
(just dig my grave)

my heart, it beats for no one else
i need you to myself
you’re putting me through hell
you’re putting me through hell

im too obsessive & i can’t suppress it
yeah, you hate my guts 
but you won’t express it
& i can’t accept it, needa learn my lesson
yeah, you rip my heart out
you don’t need a weapon

th-th-the rain comes down & i lose myself
i love you so, but this is farewell
i tell you things that i can’t tell myself
it’s obvious that i just need some help

time alone makes me feel compelled
to just kill myself & tell it all farewell

i’ll probably alone tonight
but please don’t cry, it’ll be alright
just look to the sky where the angels fly
& you’ll see my light, yeah you’ll see my light

just tell me goodbye
tell me goodbye
just tell me goodbye
tell me goodbye

break away from the chains
that hold you in place
she don’t know my name
but it’s all okay

& i’ve been feelin’ the same
nevermind the place
the same old shit, just a different day

it’s obvious that i can’t stay
you led me astray 
& now i can’t change

you pierce through my armor
but i’ll die with honor
i lost my soul, yeah i’m a goner..

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feat. https://soundcloud.com/etaiso

i’ll be in your head when you find me dead
you never cared, you just played pretend
so in the end when there’s nothing left
remember all the shit i said..

hold my fuckin’ breath
there’s nothing in my chest
but smoke from cigarettes 
& stark regret

newport menthol 100’s
i hate my life
yeah, i feel like nothing
fucked up at the function
i can’t even function
i was waitin’ on something
& i turned into nothing

it doesn’t matter to me at all
i’m going backwards, it fucks me off
i’ll try to fly but i’ll just fall
i wish i never got involved

our love was chemical but my hearts digital
i saw you standing there in my peripheral
you’re irresistible, i’m fuckin’ pitiful
you hardly talk to me, you keep it minimal

i’ll just run away & change my fuckin’ name
i h8 my fuckin’ face, jus put me in the grave 
it’ll never change, it makes me go insane
these drugs’ll take the pain
& make it go away

i just feel so fucked
i cough up hella blood
i said we’re still in love
but you don’t give a fuck..

our love was chemical
but my hearts digital
i saw you standin’ there in my peripheral

our love was chemical
(but my hearts digital)
our love was chemical…

in my overdxse jeans 
nodding off on the scene of a crime 
there is blood on my mind
and i wean off the drugs 
but relapse all the time
i go back to fucked up 
all i know is the mud 

all i know is to geek 
all i know is your love 
all i know is a week from now i'll be gone

in my overdxse
im eating oreos

you at the glory hole sucking chodes
bitch im immortal, im who she chose

and you dont know 
you dont know 
you dont know 
you dont know 

you dont know 
you dont know 
you dont know 
you dont know shit

digital w/ etai s0

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i’m w/ your bitch 
because you know i’m always lookin pretty
i’m feelin’ shitty in the city
wishin’ you were w/ me

she’s off that whitney
then she hit me showin’ me her titties
i’m in that kitty up in Chilli
yeah, we’re gettin’ silly

i feel like Billy, yellin’ ‘kill me’
i know you don’t feel me
her name was Lily
she said ‘really?’ & now i feel guilty

i’m w/ your bitch 
because you know i’m always lookin pretty
i’m feelin’ shitty in the city
wishin’ you were w/ me

she’s off that whitney
then she hit me tryna show some titties
i’m in that kitty up in Chilli
yeah, we gettin’ silly

i feel like Billy, yellin’ ‘kill me’
i know you don’t feel me

this ain’t the real me
you can’t heal me or try & reveal me

he’s actin’ friendly
when he sees me, he gon’ try & kill me

i gotta 9mm with a laser
send you to your maker
odds aren’t in your favor
i’ll end you w/ my razor

& you won’t see it coming at all
& w/ your back to the wall
you’ll bleed out in your palms

yeah, it’s cold at McNutt’s
but i’ve grown w/ McNutt
cracka rich, that shits tough
now i’m fuckin’ your slut

if i see that fat fuck Nick
know it’s on sight kid
yeah, i’ll end your shit

you got my dead brothers name on your arm
(James wouldn’t fuck with that)
& you just keep talkin’ shit from afar
ugly bitch needa lower the bar

you’re unaccomplished as fuck
we all know that your broke
they all heard what i spoke
& you’ve been to my home
come get cracks in your dome

ion like a shit starter, i’ma shit ender 
you’re just a pretender
yeah, im on a bender

i’m w/ your bitch 
because you know i’m always lookin pretty
i’m feelin’ shitty in the city
wishin’ you were w/ me

she’s off that whitney
then she hit me showin’ me her titties
i’m in that kitty up in Chilli
yeah, we’re gettin’ silly

i feel like Billy, yellin’ ‘kill me’
i know you don’t feel me
her name was Lily
she said ‘really?’ & now i feel guilty

i’m w/ your bitch 
because you know i’m always lookin pretty
i’m feelin’ shitty in the city
wishin’ you were w/ me

she’s off that whitney
then she hit me tryna show some titties
i’m in that kitty up in Chilli
yeah, we gettin’ silly

i feel like Billy, yellin’ ‘kill me’
i know you don’t feel me
this ain’t the real me
you can’t heal me or try & reveal me

he’s actin’ friendly
when he sees me, he gon’ try & kill me

try n kill me

try & kill me

anxiety + drugs

we were countin’ the stars 
tht we put on the ceiling
we called it luv
yeah, what a feelin’

& hearts all break
but they don’t break even
well, my hearts numb
yeah, i can’t feel it

i’ll be good on my own
so just leave me alone
i’ll just stare at my phone
wait for you to come home

but i know that you won’t
i don’t know how to cope
yeah, i lost all my hope
now i feel like a ghost

it’s not like it matters
but i’m movin’ backwards
my bones, they fracture
my heart, it shatters

it’s not like it matters
but i’m movin’ backwards
my bones, they fracture
my heart, it shatters

i don’t know what to say 
when u pick up the pieces
your luv’s a drug & now i’m fiendin’

& you could see it, girl i need it
& now i’m pleadin’, stop my bleedin’

yeah, i get on my phone
& i look at our photos
we’re both still young
but i feel old though

things i don’t know
time moves slow-mo 
you’re far away
im all alone, ohh

on my own

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take a look in my eyes
i’m so numb, yeah there’s nothing inside

but it feels so divine
when u kiss my neck & im grabbin’ ur thighs

take a look in my eyes
the rain fell down & i started to cry

i don’t wanna live in your fantasy
all this calamity, i’m losing my sanity
i would look past you if i had the capacity
i’m just another casualty, she listens to agony, ohhh

i don’t wanna die all alone
but i know i must go
you make me feel like a ghost
but i’m still doing the most

take a look in my eyes 
& you can tell that i’ve died inside
i died that night…

i-i’ve gotta break the ice
i know i do it nice
i’ve got just what she likes

she sees me with my knife
i’m hiding pain inside
inside, inside, inside…

can’t get you out my head
as the sky turns red
all that shit you said
ripped me to shreds

& now i feel like death
with this regret in my chest
yeah, i feel like it’s never gonna end..

take it all awayyyy
i don’t care anyway

i’m covered with the blood of the innocent
(i can’t form sentences)
& it feels so magnificent 
(y’already knoww)

i’m covered with the blood of the innocent
(i can’t form sentences)
& it feels so magnificent 

you’re indifferent
can’t take all this dissonance
i’m breathin’ carcinogens
you see me glistenin’ 
but nobody gives a shit
(they don’t give a shit, i’ll keep on glistenin’)

you see me glistenin’
but nobody gives a shit
(ahhhhh, fill me with glycerine)

you see me glistenin’
but nobody gives a shit

look in my eyes

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featuring https://soundcloud.com/nvr_nvmbr

lyric video - https://youtu.be/AGgsFtlwJnU?si=_w2clSN01htJqDOe

[luv armor]
i guess you reap what you sew
baby, i’m feelin’ low
i just thought you should know

she like X, she like blow
she take that shit to the dome
yeah, baby i gotta go

i’ve been floatin’ & fadin’ away
you cut me like razorblades
but i feel so numb to the pain

baby, it’s in my blood
yeah, this shit’s so fucked
i just want your luv
i guess i’m outta luck

she blocked my fuckin’ ##
what a fuckin’ bummer
i luv’d you in the summer
but now i luv another

i know it’s for the best
but i just regret all the shit i said

baby, i’m a wreck
yeah, a fuckin’ mess
there’s holes inside my chest
i wish that i were dead…

[etai]
I wish that I were dead
no I can't play pretend with you
I'm losing friends
might just control the wheel &crash the Benz

burn to ash and dust
my soul's on the deep end
learn to crash and burn
and accept defeat then

its a crackhead world
but only on the weekends
for everyone else
but I'm always geekin'

riddled with some radioactivity 
radiation rays got me feeling the damn toxicity 
this industry abysmal 
obliterates creativity 
can y'all not see the symbolism hidden in the imagery?

is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low
is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low

is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low
is it only me?
I don't know
my sobriety is at a low

seizium - nvr nvmbr x etai s0

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[luv armor]
i know i’ve gone off the deep end
i tweak & i geek on the weekend
got a bad bitch eatin’ my semen
she leaves & im fightin’ off demons

i know i’ve gone off the deep end
i tweak & i geek on the weekend
got a bad bitch eatin’ my semen
she leaves & im fightin’ off demons

i step on stage with my Nikes on
i feel outta place when the lights are on
i’ll be in my crypt where i belong 
when i’m dead, i hope you’re stayin’ strong

baby, i swear you’re an angel
but you don’t have no halo
i get if you’re tryna lay low
but why don’t you just say so?

drop four beans in my Faygo
please don’t ask how my days go
i feel like a disaster
like my name’s Yung Tornado

baby, you know you’re mine
& that you just can’t deny it
i’ve been sniffin’ this powder
now i feel like i’m dyin’

she give me face for an hour
then we go back to cryin’
i’ve been eatin’ these beans
you know that they keep me flyin’

[etai]
iced out in diamonds
cried an ocean no poseidon
im beefing with the sky 
‘cause i stole a bolt of lightning

[armor]
i wake up & i put on a face
yeah, the same masquerade 
that’s kept me feelin’ safe

i’m so numb to the pain
just put me in the grave
i feel like nothing would change
yeah, it’d all feel the same

[etai]
what the fuck am i here for?
im staring at a clear board
waiting one year more and i'll disappear
i think im hearin' things 
my ears might be playing tricks on me
she see me geekin' prolly
eating molly like its pralines
in the mall we do some shoppin'
rockin' esoteric fashion
so you know we got it poppin'

yuh

if you witness, mind your business
or you won't see christmas
i put violence in lyrics 
you think I won't commit it

i got terabytes of files 
you wont ever hear 'em
police sirens blare behind me 
i could never fear 'em

if you witness, mind your business
or you won't see christmas
i put violence in lyrics 
you think I won't commit it

i got terabytes of files 
you wont ever hear 'em
police sirens blare behind me 
i could never fear 'em

tweak/geek - lil luv armor x etai s0

too late to peace out?
damnnn
i rly don’t wanna
waitt
i was moving slow but i got up
paidd 
i know full well that u saw me
heyyyyyy


oh u break my body
im crashing my computer
i wanna say im sorry
i shoulda did it sooner
blackout in the lobby
i fkd it up ok then …
u think i do it perfect 
i wish u would just say it
[x2]


im going stupid everyday
i gotta back it up
i wanna go away
i wanna pack it up
ik it’s not ok
i still laugh it off
im going to the bank 
tell me what u want

i cannot pickup rn
im sry bro
counting up on my computer
u know how life goes 
giirl i miss u need you sooner
walking a tight rope
i can’t fw you u loser
[x2]

skeletons

nvr nvmbr

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