Ends (prod. kessen)

https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv + https://soundcloud.com/newgarasu

You’re guilty
Ahh you’re guilty 
Clean hands conscience filthy 
Touchin on my skin wilt me 
Touchin on my skin guilty 
You’re guilty
Ah yeah guilty 
Clean hands conscience filthy 
Touchin on my skin wilt me 
Touchin on my skin filthy 

Look how you try to avoid it every time I ask 
Hear my chain tapping whenever I walk past 
Things have been strange lately 
It’s all my head yeah I know 
I can’t let go of that feeling somethings going wrong 
Do it to myself there’s no one I can blame
Tried to change up i’m too stuck in my ways
Try as I might these stains are too deep it's filthy
I can act innocent but i’m...

Close as I am the further I get I’ve seen it 
I did what it did I know who I am I’ve been it 
I’ve seen thru the mist I know it exist I need it 
I fell for it once fell for it again I’m useless 
Come to the show just me and the bros let’s turn up 
I needed a home created the grove it’s my place
Took so much from me that all you would need is my face 
As close as I am the further I get I know that 
As close as it seems (it’s closer than that)
Put the stuff in the Grove maybe
It won’t change a thing

Guilty (prod. Shinjin + Garasu)

@bydion 
produced by @prodsouls1 @rprezo1

Never understand what I’m getting to
Never understand how I got it new
If I’m locked out Ima have to shine thru
What I’m supposed to do? Yea I am just a fool
Life twists I turn to my bandz yea
Always staying in my bag for my comfort 
Watch me drop the base, turn you to a dancer
Talk to me najs If you want a answer 

Getting to your call yea I always try
See me lighting up bout to take a flight
Tryna get this bag gone before the night gone
Yea you see my shades on when the lights off


Crowdi told me what’s about to happen I just nod my head
I saw the pictures of your party, it’s like the walking dead 
Even if I didn’t have a face I’d still know myself
She said “Can you tell me bout your life” let’s talk bout something else…
It’s me and Pradaa back to back I know they love it 
I might come back for my revenge I’m not above it 
I’m in the city off a pill that’s how I love it
I can say that it was easy cause I’ve done it 
Tell me whatever you’re thinking
I’ll help anyway that I can just for you
Lie and tell me you need me
I know that it’s easy
I’ll never be nothing to you

Never understand what I’m getting to
Never understand how I got it new
If I’m locked out Ima have to shine thru
What I’m supposed to do? Yea I am just a fool
Life twists I turn to my bandz yea
Always staying in my bag for my comfort 
Watch me drop the base, turn you to a dancer
Talk to me najs If you want a answer

Shine thru ft. Dion (prod. Souls1 & redpriest)

Yon - Stack Up

produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

You could read it, in my palm
I'm a city boy chilling at the farm
You’d be mad that I’m really this calm
I don’t really think that you really mean harm
You can join me, if you please
Clothes cost but memories free
Can’t take it when I’m deceased
So these new kicks are gonna get creased
I don’t think that the good gets bad
I don’t think that the bad gets good
I don’t think that you think bout me 
And I don’t really think that you think that you should

Talk... That’s all they ever seem to do
That’s enough about me, what about you?
Hand on my heart tell me what am I to do?
Your lips are like poison, lips just like poison
Carry me away, to a place I’ve never been to
I can’t lie, I don’t know all the things that you’ve been through
You love my flaws, that’s like the only time that I see you
I know that you said it but you “didn’t mean to”
Truth, is that I don’t know what to think
I can’t be bothered with the thought of thinking out the problems
I just have to move on I’ve got it

They were wrong
They said you don’t know what you have till it’s gone
I’ve never had it but part of me is still holding on
I swear the mirrors looking different, I can’t see me or you
There has to be a meaning to it but that’ll have to do
Right or wrong it’s my life, good or bad it’s highlights
Opened up the deck the card that just came outs a 10 of Knights
Checked for you it’s all me, it’s no worries All G
When I started getting money it turns out it's all free

I Don't Think (prod. Shinjin)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/shinjinv

Sideways
Why does everyone look at me sideways?
Is it something I said? Or it’s my face?
Are you mad that I’m doing it my way?
I’m going back to my place

Maybe it’s cause I’m gullible, maybe I’m just uncomfortable
Or maybe it’s a mix of everything and I don’t notice
It’s hard for me to focus... the hopeful and the hopeless
Both bound by mud like the worms and the roses
I can take it however I want? Oh that’s nice of you, oh that’s so very kind of you
I been up for 30 hours what’s another 10? What’s another night or two?
You’re killing me with the comparisons, don’t you have any compassion?
It’s funny how everything changed, but it’s the same cause…
I’ve been out of time and every single truth has been a lie
Been working on myself I hope it shows
No matter what I know, no matter where I go
They look at me

They treat me like I’m foolish and perhaps yeah I’m foolish
I know I could fail but my brain just said “we'll do this”
The things they’re tryna sell me, I’ll never buy it
It’s just outta my reach so ill just romanticise it
I wonder why you look at me like that
I can’t be more than I am but I am way more than that
I know it’s getting good because the nerves are kicking in
We’re more the same than different but that’s only just the start
Tell you how I feel it’s from the heart
I thought I saw the light it’s going dark
I don’t need to see to feel the mirth
It was a nice attempt for what it’s worth

Sideways (prod. Shinjin)

https://soundcloud.com/bydion
Rip my flesh apart so it can grow back stronger, won't it?
These are all my thoughts and this is all my blood in which I wrote it
It’s a heavy heart, it’s made of stone, I don’t want you to hold it
Never had the chance to meet the people of which I’ve been moulded
Cursed to keep on checking mirrors just to see that nothings different
Somethings aren’t even my fault but I have chosen to forgive it
It’s gon take a while longer I just wish someone had told me
I keep everyone away, then wonder why nobody knows me

If perfection is perfected what’s the point in being perfect?
I gave someone all my love it didn’t work but it was worth it
Take a look I’m still a human it’s embarrassing to say it
Wasn’t supposed to be here this long it's surprising that I made it
They say words are stronger than a weapon, sharper than a blade
They say that you can’t be anything unless respect is paid
I’ve been had a million blessings, so I can’t go out conceited
Thanks for everything the words are there for whenever it’s needed

Open up myself, I’m ready to be free again
Tell you everything, I’m ready to be me again
The hopeless giving hope, that’s all that I can try and do
Tell me what you’re like, I wish that I was more like you
It’s tryna take my castle I’m living like my last night
All this bad karma aye shout out to my past life
Tryna save the planet, this time I will not recycle
Time that I pickup just hit me with the re-dial

Dion - Flesh (production by Avail)

single for upcoming ep nerd-tactics [10/20/24]
MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pk0dtAMEH8c
vox,art,prod by me (@bigdog30k) 

i dont care if u care
i got shit going on
i wanna be where you’re near
tell me i belong


its something theres something 
theres always something
hold on to hold on to
hold on to nothing
i fear for this skin and what im becoming
this pressure is crushing
im running from something 

(when the walls
take my fall
and to silence it all
and i hope for the best
and i hope to be gone)

woulda done everything and more
if you met me in the middle
but you played your part too well
and you played me like a fiddle

you left your tracks on the porch
and expect me to follow
and yea you’re right ofcourse
or ill just lay here and wallow
cus i gotta face tomorrow
and its.. and its… its..


its something theres something 
theres always something
hold on to hold on to
hold on to nothing
i fear for this skin and what im becoming
this pressure is crushing
im running from nothing

(when the walls
take my fall
and to silence it all
and i hope for the best
and i hope to be gone)