you say that im alright
cant you see that im not fine?
fucking hate when you say bye
cant you just remain this time?
no matter what you say
its always the fucking same
just make me feel alright

just make me feel alright

hurting myself - met a boy that likes my body

all the hurtful things i said you’d think that i drink booze
you’re my favorite person but i can’t show that to you
im so fucking stupid i can’t speak my sentence through
in my eyes you’re perfect yeah but what am i to you
i am not the victim here it’s just another song
cut off both of my legs so i cannot dance along
i don’t want forgiveness i know what i did was wrong
but i can tell you this my correction won’t be long

pity on the dance floor (prod. sickboi)

geomtry spun from the static that she hears 
a language pulled soft in her ears 
sleeping machines hum lullabies painting the night with synthetic eyes 
let our signals align
watch the colors rewrite their design cause its like you paint the words i cant define
see your true colors fading out while their perfect in light
but i still dont see why you choose to cry 

in her dream i dissolve into sound 
a waveform bending unbroken unbound 
frequeinces sketched in the dark imaginary tones and electric arcs
geomtry spun from the static that she hears 
a language pulled soft in her ears 
sleeping machines hum lullabies painting the night with synthetic eyes 
let our signals align
watch the colors rewrite their design cause its like you paint the words i cant define
see your true colors fading out while their perfect in light
but i still dont see why you choose to cry 
i feel the same things you do i cant lie 
lie x3

motorcycle helmet

everything by me
featuring vocals by @imar @imar @imar
wisteria soon
love

@ᶜᵉˡᵃⁱ @ⁱᵐᵃʳ ˡᵒᶜᵏˢᵐⁱᵗʰ

summerbreak :D

prod sickboi

why does everyone i know just leave me to rot in this pit
i feel like im getting pushed to the side like im just a piece of shit

i wish i knew how to be someone better than i am
i wish i knew how to be someone more likable than i am

why does every time i try to talk just end up in a fight
why do i have to be so cautious when i try to speak my mind

i wish i knew how to be someone better than i am
i wish i knew how to be someone more likable than i am

how can i be better

ive had enough of life ill kiss her forheadand walk into the nightt#

you made me realize

all songs and most beats by @alphieafterlife on ig

tracklist
1 polly
2 the same food
3 rennys guitar but my lyfe suckz
4 leave everyone behind demo
5 mr smith cover gamble
6 punchy and alphie proud
7 20 dollar bill
8 coincedence :(
9 puppet aka lucy showed me things
10 so blue mr giannascoli
11 mr giannascoli poeple
12 naked driver
13 eat your goldfish baby
14 flip my coins 4 u :3
15 march
16 calm1
17 what u saying demo
18 train demo
19 pile up demo 
20 kick the baby out its crib
21 do you still kick the dog
22 lying on your grave dmeo
23 sandy!!!
24 wheni looked her in the eyes i looked right at the devil
25 starve untill i see my ribs ;_;
26 through the glass of the train ( i rteally like this one but i think i might record it with no drums cuz i dont like the drums)
27 i dont wanna like i want to dieee
28 counting sheep wiv u <3
29 punchy and alphie fuck u easta bunnayyyy
30 i didnt understand full vocal cover
31 i wanna be her soooo baddddd >,<
32 nothing going on
33 looking 4 sum1 neww

alphie afterlife unreleased songs to cry to

Uwielbienie live "Ulewa i śnieg" (Owca) Iz 55,10-13

Tekst:
Póki ulewa i śnieg 
Ulewa i śnieg
Nie nawodnią ziemi
Nie użyźnią jej
Tak, że wyda chleb 
Dla tego, który głodny jest 
Tak Słowo z Twoich ust 
Nie wróci bezowocnie 
Bo wierność Twoja 
Wielka jest 

Tak jak ulewa i śnieg
Ulewa i śnieg

Ty nas uwolnisz
Dasz nam swój pokój i wesele
Wzgórza zakrzykną
A polne drzewa klaskać będą
Gdzie rosły ciernie
Wyrosną teraz bujne krzewy
To znakiem będzie 
Wiecznym niezniszczalnym

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Ulewa i śnieg (Owca)

i crave a cig that smells like your hair
you say its weird but this lifes not fair
ill die here and you just dont care
you just worry about what happens next
i dont wanna die but god keeps taking me away
and i know ive been through pain i dont wanna stay
doctor said your lifes so fucked up but you did it to your self
cus you're sad about a whore

lifes not fair

everything by me u already know
#creepstarkastle
bg vocals by revivle and lucky* thank you

welcome to my castle
you could be the one that i call my love
i dont settle for much girl
welcome to my castle
you could be the one that i call my love
i been thrown out of love before

its the worst thing that could ever happen
girl ur such a mannequin
got no heart i got no way to salvage this
take my heart
rip it out my ribs and take advantages
planning this
you come to my castle and we'll get it fixed

its the worst blood i still wanna bite you
i dont wanna fight with you
just come to my place girl im in a mood
bloody red, veins blue
sorry girl i make the rules
and i done followed you
girl im watching all yr moves 

welcome to my castle
you could be the one that i call my love
i dont settle for much girl
welcome to my castle
you could be the one that i call my love
i been thrown out of love before

how can i be better

archie