perfection in the scream, pure ear candy mate

im back
prod @riphomesick

lyrics:
wish i would take it back
take it back 
take it back
didn’t know what i lost
till it was what i lacked
what i lacked
what i lacked
and if words were spoken maybe
i could find a way to save
a part of me i needed dearly
a change of scene was not
the reason but it frames whats leaving

out of my pocket
change in the way that i wasnt, 
and if i could find a dial on the wall
twist it back a year into the fall
then maybe
everything that fell was just
a daydream
tell me thats its all just down
to waiting
i cant carry on, the feeling
breaks me

role//reversal [homesick]

lyrics

can’t even face me this evening when i shut the door and run
baby this feels wrong 
like everything’s undone
i put down the foot, but all that says is that you’ve won
girl it’s not my brain
yeah it’s u toxic on this one

foggy mirror, a long drive
misty fields, and a grey sky
eyes on glass, as it spitsrain
waters wet, the tears u shed were crocodile

i see yellow lines but not th same thats on th road
we’re in different times its spiralling out of control
u dont share my highs and i jus keep that on th low
its getting cold now girl i gotta go (shoutout shizu)

ill jus pack my backs, no intent of coming back home
we were on a path were i thought u couldn’t break this mould
delusion got th best of me, guess i was never told
it was written in the stars but now its more than cold

cold cold yeah its more than cold
ice shards forming on my arms and i cant feel my toes
hope ur somewhere where the logs ablaze or that of coal
ill be sitting in the outlands where its well below

i hope ur happy as u weren’t before
ill say take care while on hardwood floors
dreams of incoming meteors
oh on my chest i can feel the force

this pressures stronger coz of what u said
depressing stronger than ive ever felt
an old mossed statue
but my heart still melts
deep in th dark forest will u find urself

i see yellow lines but not th same thats on th road
we’re in different times its spiralling out of control
u dont share my highs and i jus keep that on th low
its getting cold now girl i gotta go (shoutout shizux2)

ill jus pack my backs, no intent of coming back home
we were on a path were i thought u couldn’t break this mould
delusion got th best of me, guess i was never told
it was written in the stars but now its more than cold

cold (caves)

since ur last message - one take

i can make something out of everything i see...
prod. @jolst & @sainttomorrow
art by @/ashleydhe on instagram
love u all, album next week
from the bottom of my heart, i hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i need help
could u lend me a hand?
cuz the foam on the waves
just threw me into the sand

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

to take, to give, to love
living is hard enough
im so used to the brace before the impact
that when i sleep i just wake before the contact

and now i wander
and i wonder
if its over, dead and gone
if my memory takes too long
are u someone i can rely on?

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

i think i waited too long 
i know the damage is done
im moving mountains just to solve
all of the problems i’ve caused
i’d rather take it all in
than try to fix what i broke
cuz every time i step a foot in
i just slip and then choke
i think im losing whats in front of me
and whats in front of me
is the ocean and some company
but what is company
when im all alone
i’ll try to cope 
but i dont wanna know
what’s really gone now

the weight is heavy on me
and i’ve been falling backwards
i cant stay steady i just
pray for better days when i think i need you
more than i’d admit
i wanna cry and fucking quit
my stomach pulls and shakes and twists
take me back to those i miss

i need time more than anything
i can make something out of everything i see
but i just want to breathe for once
i don’t think thats asking much

VII. mountain mover [jolst x saint tomorrow]

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prod. 2001

shoutout the homie skrwd <3

woah
in the silence i will drown
tonight 

i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

in the silence i’ll drown tonight 
no one can save my life (save my life)
all i needed was a friend 
to come and pull me out of the quicksand 

SKRWD:

its been a while and i still feel abandoned
it comes to mind all the time, i cant stand it
every night i lie awake to reminders of the sound
maybe i wont feel a thing on the way down 
i dont get it
you never meant it
so whyd you wanna be the one who said it?
i dont get it
i dont get it
why say it if you never meant it?


i wish i knew it all before
how much it would’ve hurt when i hit the floor
but knowing me i would’ve just ignored 
everything the signs were pointing towards
i search around but i’m abandoned
everyone is gone and i don’t understand it 
i wasn’t needed around 
guess i’ll shut myself out
in the silence i’ll drown

(in the silence i’ll drown tonight no one can save my life)

in the silence i’ll drown w/ skrwd (2001)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/yungrospo

yung rospo's yt: https://www.youtube.com/@yungrospo


/lyrics/

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

steadily dying I'm on decline
tar in my sheets i don't sleep through the night
eyes in my windows i cling to the light
i beg you please don't let me out your sight
it's killing me slowly this shit on my mind
and if i let you in I'm scared that I'll drag you down

i need you to thaw me out make my heartbeat
I'm sorry if i had made you doubt that i love you
i swear i don't mean to i just tend to drift away
from this realm i still cling to
trying to stay sane

i can be okay if i try to
i can't tell what happened
im scared everytime i come to
this is what it's come to
let me leave
i don't wanna be the one to end you

jag har ingen annan än dig
dig
jag har ingen annan än dig
än dig

look at me girl you can see my bones
i wanna talk to you but i don't know how
open up my jaws and let out smoke
one day i might just fucking go ghost, I'm

skeleton (yung rospo)

outstretched against the morning
but they never saw you waiting
but i can't be alone now
getting dressed in a dark room 
know I'll be home soon later
cause its all I want and you're all i want,
to save her

but you said it best when you said to go to bed
despite all the thoughts and the words and the doubts in my head
why did you speak before you knew that i could keep it 
safe from the rest of the way that it felt when i need it

The light gets cold when you take me home and I've been
everywhere that I'm supposed to go
It only feels okay when I'm on my own
with your presence in the corner in your box of clothes
ueah I'll be ok when I'm close to you
and I've been doing things I'm not supposed to do
I'm just young, fucked up and I hate this place
when I touch you cause its easy and it starts to break

I put the seat back with the music and the feedback
like I need that then I backtrack like I hate you and I hate that
maybe addicted to feelings inside of moment; surreal, and 
feeling like deadweight in this headspace
with the pictures on the bedframe

first name on my phone screen
couple lines and I blow three
pleasure, is it to know me?
measure out how it's mostly
inside the walls that it's lonely
inside the bag and it slows me 
I hit the sheet and it's only 
like half as bad as the cold feels

but you said it best when you said to go to bed
despite all the thoughts and the words and the doubts in my head
why did you speak before you knew that i could keep it 
safe from the rest of the way that it felt when i need it

The light gets cold when you take me home and I've been
everywhere that I'm supposed to go
It only feels okay when I'm on my own

until you're facing me
and if you couldn't stay
I would call it a problem but I would never say
and you could do what you want and we would be ok
just like these things in the dark it happens everyday
it happens everyday

(but i can't be alone now
getting dressed in a dark room 
know I'll be home soon later
cause its all I want and you're all i want)

artwork by @jckftz on instagram

and I couldn't talk
so I hit it clean in the dark
and I was ok in the morning
but I'm feeling nothing at all
like you said I would I'm just different
but I couldn't trust my instincts
and I never did I'm just wishing
and I never will did it sink in?

or do we fade to black?
should we focus on the texts or can we speak on that?
it's never over when it's over but it doesn't last
there's just so much in my body thats been fighting back

so far from me, so far from you
so far from anything that we do
lost your passport on the way home
tell me what the fuck is the move
cause he's not home yet
and this shit's so dead
and I don't love you
and I can't fake it

red eyes still got it good
in the Overlook suite in the hospital
broke everything that I thought it was
didn't care that much, didn't give a fuck
don't know why
cause I just can't stop
so much less real
than I once thought

or do we fade to black?
should we focus on the texts or can we speak on that?
it's never over when it's over but it doesn't last
there's just so much in my body thats been fighting back

run it again and again
clocking the moment inside of your bed
friend of a friend of a friend
said that he noticed, the fuck that he did
caught in the wrong place, wrong time
fucked with a year of my life
so unclean, I won't fight back
something moved in the foglight

the frozen moments stolen over parallax
wonder if I'm special, what he doesn't have
I could turn a ghost, just bring my body back
hold me, cut me open, think I'm safe at last

Illusions

mixed/mastered by me
-
produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodlilnightshift

she told me i was nothing (lil nightshift)

Produced by Carlby
Guitar by mampitsu
Vocals mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Michael Venia @veniamastering

LYRICS
What I got's not much
Don't know a lot
But I know one thing for sure
That I'll never ever stop
No I won't give up
These things are worth fighting for
Or even dying for
It's nice to think I have a cause
I'd make the sacrifice
I'd pay the price
No matter what the cost

I'd take the brunt so you don't have to
Worry for a thing at all
When the little things mean everything
My problems seems so
Small town living just the way it should be
Got a brand new lease
But the same old me
'til the day I'm deceased
Here's where I plant my feet
Repping the dairy state
'Cause my lyrics cheese

At least I got a family to come home to
Depression and anxiety
Two things that I'm prone to
I've suffered a lot
I'd like to think that I've grown too
Still I've got so much left to prove

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