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NOTHING AT ALL (feat. Lony)

@nickryt - my favorite (prod. sogimura)

nothing good ever last forever
you got so many bad intentions
and it hurts me bad but i gotta accept it
now i get it 
now i get it oh oh oh
cause all i am is just another replacement
can't move on yea it won't be the same and
i been tryin to tell myself i'm okay 
but i'm not okay without you oh oh oh
if i fucked up, i'm sorry i'm overthinking
hope you know that you were always my favorite
it's obvious now that you don't even need me 
forreal

you were always my favorite
but baby we been going through changes and 
i'm afraid that we won't make it
god damn i made so many mistakes
but i can't go back
all the things that i wish that i said
it get lonely at night when i lay in my bed
here without you i bet 
you won't ever think about me again
but you were my favorite

maybe it's selfish but i don't care
you were all that i had left
wanted you for me and no one else
but i guess i can't
i guess i can't now
baby i'm losing my mind
cause i remember exactly how it started
all the times that i tried all for you were for nothing
you won't find someone else who gone love you the way i did
yea that's toxic, but so is fucking leading me on yea
i wonder if you all alone or bendin backwards for somebody else
she said don't hit up my phone don't wanna talk i hope you rot in hell
i got no one but myself anymore i don't wanna feel
i numb my pain with every pill but i swear this shit doesn't help

you were always my favorite
but baby we been going through changes and 
i'm afraid that we won't make it
god damn i made so many mistakes
but i can't go back
all the things that i wish that i said
it get lonely at night when i lay in my bed
here without you i bet 
you won't ever think about me again
but you were my favorite

my favorite (prod. sogimura)

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
my soul's a freezer, i need a heater
give me a breather, why did i deceive her?
i'm cold on the inside
you stole my love and then you killed me from the inside
you stole the lock and then you stormed me on the inside
i turned to rock but i'm still crying on the inside
aye, so please give me some space
i'm closing all my gates and there's no way you're getting inside

(bykento)
closing all my gates and there's no way they getting inside 
wasted all my time and now i'm falling on the other side
take your soul away before you fuck around and take mine
counting down my days because i'm done with all the sacrifice
this is my revenge getting money at the end 
never gave a fuck now i'm falling off the edge 
yeah, and it gets complicated i could never lie 
and all my feelings wasted i don’t feel alright 
i guess it wont make no sense to me hey
pour my feelings in my cup it takes my misery 
all i wanted was some space and you couldn’t see
all the lies straight to my face i could not believe 

(ninewaters)
and there's no way you're coming back from that
beer back to back
i like drowning all my sorrows, i'll see you all tomorrow
there's no way i'm going to recover
there's no way i'm falling for another
yeah, but now i'm falling anyway
this pit is dark, i need escape
i've fallen in a frozen lake
i've just realised now that i'm awful
the problem on my hands is colossal

(darza)
so many hoes round me, look like a brothel
coming down off molly, that shit got me feeling awful
shawty tryna eat me up like a waffle
you know i don't give no fucks, i'm too hostile
me and the gang gon' invade your territory
i gave her chills just like a scary story
opps tryna find me just like dory
all my diamonds blinding, damn i'm sorry
i'm too unique, bust up on her cheeks
i got the keys, rolling smoking trees yah
me and ninewaters posted in the castle
demons on the way, it's time for battle

(ninewaters)
my soul's a freezer, i need a heater
give me a breather, why did i deceive her?
i'm cold on the inside
you stole my love and then you killed me from the inside
you stole the lock and then you stormed me on the inside
i turned to rock but i'm still crying on the inside
aye, so please give me some space
i'm closing all my gates and there's no way you're getting inside

(dylan lotus)
yuh yah, i've been rotting from the inside
the fucking weed in my body is on an incline
i don't think i'll make it home, it's difficult to make you mine
i don't think i'll make it home, it's difficult to bake and drive
now i'm always struggling, all of my thoughts are puddling
my words are allways stuttering now my brain is crumbling
i'm sorry if i said the wrong things
now all my thoughts are gonna haunt me
i've been so anxious, i couldn't take this
i'm on the floor, i couldn't make it
you stupid whore, you're always changing
you stupid whore, you're always changing

(ninewaters)
yeah, shout out my mother
i've been cursed for many moons and too cold throughout the summer
i never thought i'd hit the ground while falling for another
fuck love, fuck life, but at least i have my brothers
i'm insane can you help me
i've been ran over by the horses and the cavalry
there's no way that bitch will be the end of me
but there's some way that bitch changed my mentality

(56ca$h)
no way get' inside
every day i feel not okay on the inside
have you ever felt like your heart is made of glass
and you feel it fucking break every time you going fast uh
i slowed it down off percs
i ain't scared to die, shit can't get much worse
got no tears to cry, dried up on my shirt
life ain't but a bitch, fuck her 'til she squirt
and that's a fact doe
i've been antisocial, please don't talk if i ain't asked hoe
i'm a sad boy, bitch but i'm a bad boy
demons taking over, i'm depressed, it's not a fad boy

storm the castle

storm the castle ft. byekento, darza, dylan lotus, 56ca$h (prod. cush)

happy birthday to me :)

out of everything i dropped this year this song was defs my favorite so enjoy the slow, sad version. thank u to everyone who made 17 the best year i ever had <33

thank u @itschrismarek for producing this, we the best duo in the state fr hehe 

alsooo i plan on venturing far from my roots this year. expect some rly sad, alternative sounds.

woebegone </3

feel the same [og]

@killvalxo </3

- lyrics -
i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 

take it to your bitch id prolly take her heart and run with it
i been off the grid sitting back and watching money flip
i just took the lid off the whip, they ain’t catching up
she saw the world spin when she lit off the pixie dust

shawty i would slide for my bros
shawty i would die for my bros, that’s just how i go
she would prolly cry if i’m gone
she would prolly die if i’m gone, so i’m coming home

and i ain’t even try but i know 
i could prolly still get her tho, cuz she on go
and i be on stage smokin dope
yeah i be on stage throwin fours, they know how i go

(but it’s obvious)
(i be gettin high like a paladis)
(i be havin troops like a paladin)
(prolly get you gone…)

i guess i really need to pipe down
i see the ghosts are all around me
yeah i’m really fuckin psyched out
i swear i do this way too often
and now my only fuckin question 
“is this really what you wanted?”


this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience… 
this is how you wanted it?
i been in my grave and now i think it’s fuckin obvious
i been in my brain and now i think you fuckin haunted it
i been in the stage and now i think you’re in the audience 
in the audience…

all plats

obvious w/ killval [prod. zupehr]

@1darza ft. ninewaters - better off alone

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
it's finally the end, i've been so despicable
better off dead, i'll just end up killing you
if you wanna talk about the pits then i might know a thing or two
i've already done this in the past so i don't care 'bout getting rid of you
but i've been so regretful of everything i've given you
you shoulda picked a better man 'cause i've been tricking you
you could ask me if i felt the love, i was beginning to
i could never say it to your face what i'm admitting to

i'm gonna keep this feeling for the rest of my life
20 pints of lager to help with the strife
i'm drowning out the pain but it still makes me wanna die
i'm riding out the plane, yeah i've been thinking of the highs
but i've been lit like a match tho
tell me that you want me, you won't even give the catch tho
i need a bitch like misato
i don't really want your love 'cause you make me feel anxious
i don't really care anymore
fill me up with lead, you can leave me on the floor
i'm running out of love, no love for the whore
you like your life but mine's a fucking chore
i've been sipping on that coors
don't wanna learn about you, i don't care about your cause
and i've been feeling evil but don't wanna break the law
i would still be with you if you didn't make me bored

good riddance

Good Riddance (prod. @crocusyoukilledit)

USED TO

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LONG NIGHTS <3 (prod. Vita Flare)

raidenbitch & darza - bloody noses

@nickryt - PERFECT (prod. nickryt x nickmira)

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

tired of running
oh, remember what it was?
i saw us drift apart
now i'm so fucking done
we're falling out of love
no way to pick me up
stuck inside my ways
i know that i won't ever change

so day by day i
i throw away all of my time i waste it
trying to love you
everytime i chase it
i'm going through phases
never gone recover everything we had oooh woah

so i hope you
you could look me in the eyes
baby tell me it's alright yea
i hope you
find someone to treat you right
i got nothing else to say now

fuck love yea
after everything i did
you ain't even fucking care
don't even know what to say to you
cause i really tried for you
i fucking cried for you
i would have died for you
oh oh oh oh oh

i thought it was perfect, ugh
baby i'm tired of being alone
my heart is hurting cause
you were the only one i ever wanted
guess i deserve it all
i wanna fall in love
you got me so fucked up
oh no no no nooo
i'm feeling empty
ever since you fucking left me
cause i'm really going through it all again
and there's nothing you could do to save me
don't save me cause i can't live
like this no i can't take it
it's perfect at first
then the feelings gone fade yea
yea they all go away oh oh oh

NOTHING AT ALL (feat. Lony)

byekento

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