wow man this is fucking amazing can’t wait to see the full project if that’s what these releases are ❤️

IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD

how i wish i could hold you
i wish i could know you
i wish i could hurt you
i wish i could show you
this love shit is so cruel
why the fuck does it hurt you?
i can't help but want you
i wish you would come through

so ima be waiting for your calls
and i'm not gonna lie, girl it's been so long
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
so ima be waiting for your calls
and i'm not gonna lie, girl it's been so long
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
i don't think i've ever felt this way before

all i think is about you
i wish i didn't like you
you don't wanna be lied to
and i would never lie to you
i'll be the one you can run to
the one you can come to
girl, you can call if you want to
there ain't nobody above you

every time you're walking by
i gotta hold my breath
and when you look me in the eyes
i can't feel my chest
i need you to save me
i need you to break me
i need you to hate me
i need you to take me

how i wish i could hold you
i wish i could know you
i wish i could hurt you
i wish i could show you
this love shit is so cruel
why the fuck does it hurt you?
i can't help but want you
i wish you would come through

so ima be waiting for your calls
and i'm not gonna lie, girl it's been so long
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
so ima be waiting for your calls
and i'm not gonna lie, girl it's been so long
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
i don't think i've ever felt this way before

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you (joshwa & cashi)

castle (pr. telos)

stuck at the table (christmas dinner) p. crona

prod. by me

lyrics:

cigarettes for fun
got me kinda fucked
never had a choice
and i feel so fake

tyrna die young
im always on the run
never take advice
it feels too lame

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 


always having fun now
never ever shut down
never learned for life
i think i might just drop out 

always run around now
never ever think loud
never had the guts to be like this
you know me?

always run away
never solved my problems
cigarettes all the same
cause i know they kill me

never liked the taste of life
imma make it okay
never liked the taste of time
imma make it decay

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 

bath

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Obsessive w/ Belak

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

all plats :D

if you love me let me die </3

second single of "IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD"

guess everything is said and done
you told me roll the dice and now i’m stuck with what i’m dealt
i didn’t have a choice 
and i know 
walking on my feelings like another tightrope
i don’t wanna talk think i’d rather stay cold
‘cause i’m MIA and i just don’t know how 

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

and i don’t wanna fuck things up
‘cause i think too much ‘cause i’m so damn in love 
just tell me everything is really neccesary 
‘cause i don’t wanna be the one you don’t need
tell me that you knew it since the day you met me 
tell me “i think you’re the one for me” 
‘cause i don’t fuck with unimportant conversations 
tell me if it’s over with or if you wanna chase it 

guess everything is said and done
you told me roll the dice and now i’m stuck with what i’m dealt
i didn’t have a choice 
and i know 
walking on my feelings like another tightrope
i don’t wanna talk think i’d rather stay cold
‘cause i’m MIA and i just don’t know how 

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

they always find me baby i’ve been going fucking insane
‘cause i’ve been paranoid and i think that it fucks with my brain
it got so complicated, me and you are one in the same 
different skin, different bones, but we’re one in the same

PARANOID

first singe off my upcoming project "IT WON'T MATTER WHEN I'M DEAD"

i'll do anything a thousand times before i get it right
and I feel everything without a reason why i know I'm out of time
It's hard to think that you could fuck with someone new 
(fuck with someone new)
'cuz the only thing i'd do is stand by you
(I would stand by you)
tell me that you're there, but you always do me wrong and
i don't want to talk baby i've been steady crying
if i'm being honest baby i don't wanna try it 
'cause every time i'm with you swear to god i'm fucking dying

i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 

and i've done everything more times than i can count 
fuck my life 'cause i can't tell if you're just keeping me around 
is it so goddamn hard to say?
tell me that you need me there's no other way
tell me that you're never gonna run
'cause all those times that i fucked up
still never sure if i'm ever enough oh
'cause i was never good to play my part
i always end up fucking up 
my lines, all the time
saying everything and nothing at the same time

i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 
i don't wanna fight anymore
you always trying to do me wrong you always playing offense
and every time you tell a lie its got me over the edge
i'll say it again i'm better off dead 
doesn't matter if you goddamn hate me 

just so sick of my self
i don't wanna, i don't wanna fall off 
say you're your wishing me well-well
we-ell-ell-ell-ell

RUNNN

i don’t despise your words no more
i know things arn’t the same 
i watch your smile decay
it pulls until it breaks 
just stay don’t you fade 
i’ll wait till you come home 
don’t think that you’re alone 
i watch the way you go 
so low 
it’s so cold 
touch still warm
don’t hold on
don’t say much just hold your ground
stay around don’t get so lonely 
lies so phoney kills me slowly 
save myself i killed the old me 
burn my flesh i’m decomposing 
save my breath don’t leave me holding on 
holding on 
don’t hold on

remember that one time on the rooftop when i really wanted to throw myself off it but never could

it hurts in a certain way i could never really get across

i tried so hard so many times i i really tried to do it well i swear to god i’m not the same as i was i am just a shell you said somethings you didn’t mean sometimes i really couldn’t tell if everything is just a dream or am i really stuck in hell i pray to god they cut me off when they don’t need me anymore i pray to god to take me with him when i’m not needed anymore i’ve always had this intuition they’ll find my body on the floor and i could i last my whole damn life and still not be a thing at all and thats what they can’t comprehend just wait till no one else is left they’ll cut me off i know they will so i don’t really give a fuck if they care or they don’t ‘cause i don’t really care at all i can’t be saved when my time is up no i just can’t be saved at all ‘cause i’ve seen me bleed every time this time i’ve crossed the line i’ve been the issue this whole damn time there ain’t no point tryna save my live ‘cause it can’t be helped i won’t help myself i swear there ain’t a thing i’m afraid of now ‘cause i’ve seen it all ‘cause i’ve seen it all don’t save me just save yourself ‘cause i can’t be helped ‘cause i can’t be helped oh

good at helping, not being helped

mo$h & marku - wake up

lyrics:
[mosh]
(i know, you’re not what i needed
baby move on from me)
(oh)

i know, you wanted to see me
you don’t, ever wanna leave me
i just, want you to come meet me
so wait, i’ll wait for you to

wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh
cause i need you to
wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh

[marku]
and i feel, all of your expectations
weighing, on my mind, i cant take it
im waiting, for you to realize we’ve wasted
like every single moment together was patient

you could, love me or leave me
but dont try to deceive me
you say that im reaching
when i express my feelings

i look at the ceiling
and sink in the feeling
does that sound appealing
you know it dont

[mosh]

i know, you wanted to see me
you don’t, ever wanna leave me
i just, want you to come meet me
so wait, i’ll wait for you to

wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh
cause i need you to
wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh

(wake up, feel love and you know that
gave up, you know where we’re both at
your touch, is all i ever wanted to feel
oh, oh)

PARANOID

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