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You were my sedative (Prod. rx808)

better now (feat. hix)

don’t pray for me (prod. by @arcanebeats & @stillharley)

produced by byekento + scrobaby

when everything is said and done 
i’m still in my predicaments 
you say i wasn’t what you thought i was 
it’s like i don’t even know you

but every single time that you cross my mind 
i cry ‘cause you say i’m just a prototype 
yeah fool me once, can’t fool me twice
yeah hit my line do you think i’m that stupid 
they say you reap what you sow 
and all that you have is all that you know
but its all just an act and i know 
‘cause all that you are is all that you show

yeah so i guess that you got nothing to show for now 
turns out i’m not someone you’d die for
even though i do the things i know you never would 
no you never would nah

and you took your time tryna notice 
last few months with the coldest shoulder damn
‘cause everything i was to you was a lifeline 
i broke the rules and started crossing every fine line
and i try to talk but you just don’t care
and i try to trust but i been so scared 
and it’s sad to think i ever shed a tear
never thought that you would hurt me in the worst way

and you took time tryna notice 
last few months with the coldest shoulder damn
‘cause everything i was to you was a lifeline 
i broke the rules and started crossing every fine line

fucked up she thinks i’m the right guy
but i know everything that you say is a damn lie 
so why the fuck am i still tweakin’ again
i guess i didn’t really know you in the first place

so i guess that you got nothing to show for now 
turns out i’m not someone you’d die for
even though i do the things i know you never would 
no you never would

and you took your time tryna notice 
last few months with the coldest shoulder damn
‘cause everything i was to you was a lifeline 
i broke the rules and started crossing every fine line
and i try to talk but you just don’t care
and i try to trust but i been so scared 
and it’s sad to think i ever shed a tear
never thought that you would hurt me in the worst way

PROTOTYPE

prod. heyzbee & neverforever

is it sad i want to know how how bad i hurt you
you’ve dealt with me for so long, your patience of virtue
i want to be someone you cry to
but i’m still unsure what i can do
please do not lie, if you aren’t mine, just say so
our star signs, do align, but im ghost
it’s bout time, i realize, that im froze
so i hide, in your eyes, but im stoned

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

i try to tell you something but you never get the hint
god i’m scared to say i like you i don’t wanna be dismissed
yeah i’m filled disappointment cuz i think i can predict
everything that you would say if ever did admit
it’s affecting my health
distancing myself
wish i could tell
god, this is hell

is it sad that im still unconscious
i’m not sure who i am if i’m honest
i been fighting with myself like it’s a contest
in the end im almost sure that im an object

object

prod. heyzbee & onidtnom

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest 

honestly, i’m struggling, but i don’t think that’s fair to say 
god i feel so selfish every time i write and the say way 
i’ve been feeling recently, i don’t wanna stay the same
this a cry for help but no one cares, i do this day by day
are you listening to me, every word can you repeat?
god it feels like you’re a liar when you say you’re caring please
it’s all upsetting to me, everything you say is cheap 
you just wanna make me feel better but that’s not what i need 

AVXiD:
i been getting worse
everyday i turn
bb can we take it back a little
back to what we were
let my body purge 
let my systems burn
enter in my heart and sew it up cuz it had start to hurt

split my brain into pieces
u know that i need 
im sick of being
who im not 
somehow seeing
somehow breathing
barely bleeding
let it rot

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down and i don’t want it 
i hate myself so i vomit 
i’m the worst i swear i promise
this the only time i am honest

upside down (feat. AVXiD)

it was never gonna work out
i need to stop now
you think that you're clever
when you live in a glass house

yeah

im just being honest
drinking too much
tryna get her off my conscience 

yeah

for a minute we been falling
swear that im trying
got her roses and violets

devil on my shoulder steady telling me to end it
woke up on the floor i lost my phone then i found it
breathing in, tryna be grounded
claustrophobic and girl you got me surrounded

devil on my shoulder steady telling me to end it
woke up on the floor i lost my phone then i found it
breathing in, tryna be grounded
claustrophobic and girl you got me surrounded

woah

told you im a time bomb, girl
you can see it in my eye-glow
switch to a bad mood
scrolling on my iPhone
ima see the world before i could ever fall off
(i could never fall off)

yeah

im just being honest
drinking too much
tryna get her off my conscience 

yeah

for a minute we been falling
swear that im trying
got her roses and violets

devil on my shoulder steady telling me to end it
woke up on the floor i lost my phone then i found it
breathing in, tryna be grounded
claustrophobic and girl you got me surrounded

devil on my shoulder steady telling me to end it
woke up on the floor i lost my phone then i found it
breathing in, tryna be grounded
claustrophobic and girl you got me surrounded

roses + violets (prod. tiresss)

“Lessons” is about the woman who held me down through my mess and taught me how to grow. Every mistake turned into a lesson because of her.

LESSONS

Congrats!

For Fun (remix) prod. BEATSBYJEFF

baby you just came along
i know its funny how
we were holding on
to something real and now
youre just gone away
 
or maybe im just being dumb
and i'm ignoring that it was never
something but instead im just
wishing you would stay
 
but im trying to be better now
tryna make a turnaround
im sorry for the things i never said
maybe you should find somebody else
someone you could care for and really cherish more
but im trying to be better now
tryna make a turnaround
im sorry for the things i never said
maybe you should find somebody else
someone you could care for and really cherish more yeah

but im trying to be better now
tryna make a turnaround
im sorry for the things i never said
maybe you should find somebody else
someone you could care for and really cherish more

(lee razen)
Sorry for the things I never said yea
Still want more but I think she want me dead yea
Could have done more I did other things instead yea
On the floor with the drugs in my bed yea
I was wrong but you know we all do wrongs
you belong like angels in the snow
I feel like I be on the wrong side of the wall
I’m takin drugs I cannot pick up when you call

PROTOTYPE

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