prod. byekento + hexo

told you that i feel just fine i don’t feel alright no more
i’ve been wasting all your time with the same damn lies i know
everyday i gotta death wish 
and i don’t know what i’m doing i just guess it 
said you’re gonna stay but i really can’t accept it 
‘cause i’ve been in my head so i really can’t expect it 
‘cause i ain’t been important only ever had deception
‘cause it’s been so long since i’ve ever meant a thing to someone else
and i know when it’s over i won’t move on 
probably rid myself away just a nuance

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong? 

and if i could for a second make it all just go away
and tell you how much that you mean to me to find another way 
‘cause i don’t wanna be another cynic with a cold heart 
and i don’t wanna fall apart and tell you there’s a next time
i don’t ever wanna act like i ain't ever know ya 
i just wanna hope that you gon be there for the long ride
talking like the rest of my damn life
don’t wanna see you go i want you by my damn side 
i swear i want this shit forever not a damn time 
i wanna be the one for every single lifetime 

and every time that you hold me close 
i remember things i used to never know 
that you love me so 
didn’t ever think i’d find a place like home
but i know i never wanna let you go

for the rest of my damn life 
don’t wanna see you go the rest of my damn life
cause you’re the only thing that ever really feels right 
and you’re the only one i ever wanna be mine 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life 
for the rest of my damn life 
for the rest of my life

‘cause the pain so hard and it gets me 
‘cause they lie so much and it kills me 
make the same old song but it rids me of all the things that i couldn’t say
couldn’t stay away for so long
‘cause i know in end it’s just my ways what i got
and i know i can’t ever fucking change i forgot 
so if i put a bullet in my brain is it wrong?

rest of my life

Producer/artist/ master engineer.
Love my girl 🖤
R.i.p WiFiskeleton

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if i fell in love with depression, would it leave me too?