eos (ft. heylog)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

bleed out 
separated from all the tension
seek doubt
disregarded their good intentions
sleep now 
you inflated all my distortions
breathe out
i won't let you say something morbid

we could argue all we want, but we both know we're splitting hairs
seems like nowadays we're stuck indulging and nobody cares
 addicted to convenience while these corporations take a share 
take on my perspective and then we'll see how you really fare

i've been misshapen 
beaten down and hated
 i don't deserve this
 light keeps on fading
 i've been wasting myself tryna pick up the mess
 all the feelings i harbored, they won't lay to rest
 so i thought of your face, now i can't go to bed
 i still have your t-shirt, it's the one that you said
 would look better on me, but despite your regret
 i think you looked lovely, now i can't decompress

i could never put you into words 'cause i feared
 that it wouldn't be good enough
 i think it's clear
 the dependency issues that i've displayed here
 and it's frightening i haven't loved no one in years

this shit is making me sick 
but i'm tapped the fuck in
 steady zoning out in front of my monitor like a kid
 now you can't take no offense
 but are you that fucking dense?
 my brain is growing pretty tired
 from all of your shitty friends

newton's flaming laser sword

produced by heylog

lyrics:
when my body's lying in place
every memory of you now awakes
the road was stable, now it's rough
cause i'm starting to let u back up
i'm fine
at least i tried
bright light
your piece of mind
i am okay
you wanna see what i'm made of
i'm not the same
you wanna see what i'm capable of
i start to feel like nothing
why does everything slip through my hands
people think i'm sad but bitch i'm not
it just looks like i am
can't go out 
i look like i got eczema all down my face
every time i sweat it starts to sting
even with tallow paste
flare up, then get better, do it all over again
red around the center, i'm not tryna screw with it
you don't even wanna know what it's like being me
every second always stressed and always worrying
i rest your soul by my side
cause i know i'll sleep just fine
i barely see anyone
if it's just you i don't mind
i'm upstairs makin some sounds
na this mixed never too loud
want this shit piercing my ears
until it rings so severe
until it

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flare

prod by heylog

lyrics:
there's just something about driving away from your house
you cried in my arms cause i gotta go now
when you touch my skin, i go numb cause of it
your hand on my face, narrow waist on my hips
i don't know why i'm like this
i'm not open minded
i'm filled up with hate
but you keep me sane
she looks up and listens
and she likes submitting
i got you, it's fine
i'll give us a life

there's just something about walking out of your house
you stood at the stairs, i know you'll miss me now
your nails touch my skin, i go numb cause of it
your lips on my mouth and your waist on my hips
god this feelings amazing
the smell of your fragrance
lingers in my room
it makes me miss you
the ripples and dents
you won't bleed again
i got you, it's fine
i'll give you a life

mouth

naive w/yona

HOWTOGETAWAYWITHMURDER

produced by logan

if you need me i wont be there
when you wake up, in front are stairs
have to hold back on what i want
i would love to be this blunt
save yourself
dont die in my arms
if word got out, youd be behind bars
save yourself
dont bleed in my arms
if you got out, youd be behind bars

i know something you dont know
i know i know i know i know
think im stupid? ive watched you close
im watchin watchin watchin been watchin
hows the weather over there
tell me why the fuck you scared

scared

ballerina [16kibo + leslii]

Lyrics:

[VERSE 1]
Won't lie to you bae
Hard words that I'm trying to say
Lets try this again
Find reason to say you in my grace
Love when she right in my face
Feel lost gotta find my way (way)
Lately tryna find our place
Lets run it up, but my heart my break (no, no)

Want it bad but you don't know
Look back at all these photos
Wishing that time would change
Find out at the end of the day
My minds runnin round for you bae
We can't argue all day
Times running out, too late
Can we do this shit my way

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

[VERSE 2]
You're moving too fast
Open up when I'm faded
I don't want you that bad, no
She want love, she unstable
But she do the things that I say
Can we do this shit my way
Held it down on my own, I did
I did

Had to, hold my breath cause you won't step back
Hunnids on me, imma break that bank
She tryna lie about it, taint that fact
All these snakes I gotta watch my back

[PRE-CHORUS]
(Back)
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my back
Oh I gotta watch my (back)

[CHORUS]
Tell me you ain't fall too fast
All these secrets I want you confiding
Say you love me and that's a fact
Thinkin bout it when I'm inside it
That's no lie, I was out my head
So high but these clouds feel red
You try love me left when I bled
Had to hold my breath

hold my breath

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