I miss my beautiful babies 🤍🪽🫶🏻

prod by xona<3 this beat sucks im sorry(,:

thank you to all the ppl that help me make this ily (all in order)
@reesoo
@heylog
@hovis
@moodyriley
@quannnic
-comet
@1vil
@uglysneaker
@valerii

avoid

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avoid w/ reesoo, heylog, hovis, moodyriley, comet, vil, uglysneaker & valerii

produced by xona, ruevi, & oc

big thank you to all individuals who helped make this song possible <3

@ruevi @prod-oc
@heylog
@hiraethsry
@sleepywater
@sinxi
@caspywaspy
@vilsynth
@valerii
@deadfishh

the lyrics were over 4000 characters and that's the limit for soundcloud ♥

-lyrics-
https://genius.com/Xona-avoid-ii-lyrics

xona

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

produced by heylog

lyrics:
fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
cause ur not receiving 
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
or maybe i should let it fall

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
i'm looking at the pane and see a kid i don't recognize at all
you think i'm in a crisis but this is my life inside a ball
but i am not the one to be crying over some bullsh-
i'm trying to be a man for a girl who is the purist
and i believe that's only achieved through work and purpose
but at the very end of the day it'll be worth it
so what'd you say you come tag along to a journey
i'll be your protector, you won't have to worry
will you believe in me if i focus and try
i'll do what it takes to give you a better life

i assume your brain still has developing to do
no one cares about my feelings and neither do you
only difference i don't post them, you fiend off replies
absorbing it like energy to mentally survive
you're fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
because you're not receiving
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me
the letters i would write
could form into a book
when turning every page
seem to be overlooked
so when you read the words
imagine you are me
tearing paper
and grinding your teeth

oh i was always there
too bad i ain't here
go cry, well life ain't fair
it's not like i don't care
but oh my, i'm bad at saying no
but i don't wanna be a problem if i'm holding on
oh my, now you wanna complain
baby i'm not gonna put up with that for very long
for long

teeth II

produced by xona

new insta since my last one got falsely terminated:
https://www.instagram.com/uvxona

-lyrics-
when you’re in my head
got your words into threads
“I don’t think you’ll ever find yourself”
now I feel like shit
still in my bed
where I am I just need your help
thinking what I’d done
my mind spirals a ton
it gets worse when I’m all alone
I got the blade of it all
I’m still holding your arms
whenever you wanna come and talk

time slips off my hands now
I can’t stand my own ground
got chains that hug me around
yet, you got me all the way down

down (x4)

chained to the bottom, got me under suffocating 
you put me on the side, nothing felt nothing changing
got too many things going on, too many faces
nothing i could switch, yet I’m always tryna chase it

whatever you said
I know it’s filled with some red
your voice is what I always miss
but why I do care?
you’ve been stalking for years
now that I made this myself
it was stupid at first
I knew the end of the verse
where we both knew we’d get hurt
it’s taking a truth
rip apart and then chewed 
I got nothing left for you…
 
for you (x4)

chained to the bottom, got me under suffocating 
you put me on the side, nothing felt nothing changing
got too many things going on, too many faces
nothing i could switch, yet I’m always tryna chase it

walls

'into the wind' produced by heylog

lyrics:
on my last little bit of breath
will i make it to the final stretch
but the wind has something for me instead
bones break and every single muscle group
feels torn apart, skin is turning blue
and i cannot comprehend on what hurts
seems like i did a little bit too much
pushing my limits way too far above
way too far above
the wind before winter is like getting punched
and i ain't got any spit left under my tongue
under my tongue
the wind blows on a tuesday
do you think we'll make it, what do you say
i've been away from home now for a few days
and it got to living like i'm in a new age
standing in the wind, i know it's cold out
2 somethin the morning, it's a ghost town
conscious telling me i should probably go now
cause as soon as the wind stops there ain't no sound

this ain't nothing light and nothing small or subtle breeze
just shows how much force the wind can put resist on me
run i'm almost there, i'm so so close, aheads the fin
head down, forward movement, running straight into the wind
into the wind, into the wind

into the wind

produced by skylin

lyrics:

I don't want to be alone, I reached out to everyone
no one answering my calls, don't blame me when I am gone
feeling all this hatred and anxiety in my heart
can't control the thoughts that rush in I have to restore

please do not leave me I need you right here
patience is fleeting and you're nowhere near
cut off all my ties remove all emotion
treat me like some shit I know that you want this

why did you think that it was okay to leave me now?
I sit here all alone and I can't hear a single sound

I said that I'll be A-OK but I was lying out my face
the few that I would call my friends thought that I left without a trace

light a blunt and hold my tongue I cannot use the words I want
fuck him up and leave him rough if he think I won't piece him up
do no harm but take no shit, I promise you that's how I live
I don't really talk that much but it don't mean you won't get clipped

effort

prod by me
thank you to @chalyre for some backing vocals <33

- lyrics -
I've been tryna get some rest but my room feels really warm
struggling to sleep cause outside i hear a storm
keeps me pacing in my head when it lingers for way to long
barely see the sun when i write all of these songs
put my hands up to my face getting ready to stand guard
oh my vision's getting blurry i can hear the ring its hard
if i never trusted words would i be in such a mess
if i never trusted words would there be any progress

i feel my lifespan getting thin
might just take it on the chin
now im trying just to win
cause i feel it in my skin

look around see a setting of a home
you see the butterfly see em when they roam'
i see you blister see the brightness in ur eyes
why you smiling when you jsut saw it all die
does the vision never bother you from hope
many blurry lines that you never sought
what is life where you coming from 
what's the time
not you and i

overheard who is spoken to
"just a friend" doesn't sound so new
never honest just as i knew
brought it up and ur cover blew
what's the name of the guy that you knew
asking for closure its due
feeling dread to the guy you boozed
maybe he would like the news

hold out your hands maybe i wont be that upset
see a pattern baby ima need a cigarette
who you think you are talking like you know us
keep on lying baby maybe us wont turn to dust
keep in mind you never fought for us
see a body dead strung just a shell a husk
sing or hum do whatever that's gon comfort you
can't deny whatever will come for you
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flower petals ✾

strung

prod by logan

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i found the answers
hands hurt
yo where are your manners
wasup
whatchu mad at for
whats w all the slander
can em
man up
hit but im still standing
finally moved on now bros in front of the camera dancin
i guess that im stuck in a loop
but i make whatever i want tho
if what u said was true
then why were you riding my cock bro
i know names when i see em
i connected all the pieces
i drive a big boy truck
but im sure youve already seen it
time to get rid of some people
you aint no family
vin diesel
i just hit a fortnite clip
149 with the deagle
this shit feel like duck duck goose
but youre not me
youre you
you cant tell me that aint similar
now that shits way over used
i found the answers
hands hurt
yo where are your manners
wasup whatchu smokin on
whats w all the slander?
can em
man up
im hit but im still standin
finally moved on now bros in front of the camera dancin
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duck duck goose

tripp

produced by @heylog

lyrics:
(heylog)
theres a fire that sits outside
punish those with corrupted minds
theres a riot that wakes at night
yelling manipulating lies
theres evil bitches late at night
fragrant lips that could end my life
there she is waiting for my mind
i hand it over whisper it some lies

(uglysneaker)
its hard and when im writin all these letters
and voices showing me death saying its better
so i gotta death call its waiting for me
adios friends ill be gone before the morning
i pick apart and dissect these women like its a cadaver
i like to feed off flesh and never get better
so i gotta dip now cause my demons been waiting
goodbye my love ill be busy hanging with the beasts

(heylog)
theres a fire that sits outside
punish those with corrupted minds
theres a riot that wakes at night
yelling manipulating lies
theres evil bitches late at night
fragrant lips that could end my life
there she is waiting for my mind
i hand it over whisper it some lies

(uglysneaker)
its hard when i couldnt provide ur shelter
and my ego wishes death upon your daughter
so i gotta dip now cause the devil is coming
goodbye u fuck have fun hanging with the beasts
but karmas back i trip and eat the dirt
i solve my anger on a blade and it hurts
i watch it sting but she could feel the burn
u satisfied? u turn my life in for the worse

cadaver (ft. heylog)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
rock bottom to the ocean floor
she ask what are u hurting for
u think we're in a simulation
she hasn't felt this fake before
so he cover up his eyes
to shelter from the wicked whores
but he's surrounded with her lies
they're knockin breakin down his door

would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me
no lie
would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me
no lie

everyday when waking up
i swear i'm losing confidence
i been to places seeing things
you'd never imagine
i'm just focused on my life
cut anyone who crosses it
cus any girl or any son
will take upon a deathwish
would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me

i'm tip-toeing metaphors
she ask what are u searching for
i'm looking for the nearest spot
to finally break through my corpse
i'm cleansed my body sanctified
but soon i'll just cry for some more
i screwed up now she's gone
i don't know what i was waiting for
i got dirt in my hands
and cotton in my pants
i look her in the eyes
tell her u don't want romance
cause i'll break ur heart
before u get the chance
does that sound like a plan
i'll warn u in advance

would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me
no lie
would u
say you're proud of me cus i'm
very proud of you
no time
no
to show jealousy
not right
u got the best of me

avoid II w/ ruevi, heylog, hiraeth, sleepwater, sinxi, casperrr, vil, valerii & deadfish

xona

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