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@navyxower
Written by: Reapers Shadow & NAVYXOWER
Produced by: @deadyami
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NAVYXOWER
Mastered by: JoshIGuess

Lyrics:
[Intro: Reapers Shadow]
Trying so hard
I don't wanna leave

[Verse 1: Reapers Shadow]
Letting go of memories
Hate making enemies
But I know It's necessary
There's no remedy

For a broken soul
I know I'm bold
But I've worked myself to the bone
Just so I could become known
By the people I know

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Losing sight of the future
Hope I won't stay a fucking loser
But my luck ain't no four leaf clover
Everyday I get fucking older

[Verse 2: NAVYXOWER]
Yeah just turned 21 It's not my fault
This is it, all the friends tend to leave
Because it's changed
My whole life is such a disgrace
The people around me keep me in my place
I'm the only one who's left to blame
People talk shit to get their way
Stop right now or I might run away 
I promise that there's no one to take my place

[Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Losing sight of the future
Hope I won't stay a fucking loser
But my luck ain't no four leaf clover
Everyday I get fucking older

[Post-Chorus: Reapers Shadow]
Still never got any wiser
But maybe one day I'll surprise ya
But for now I'm just a passenger
In your car

[Outro: Reapers Shadow]
Did my best But I know
My emotions stay the same
Cause they never go away

Enemies W/ NAVYXOWER (Prod. Dead Yami)

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

Lyrics 
You, I cannot forbid
I've been tryna take my life on things you've done
I'ma try to close my eyes

I hope that I won't down
Cus I can barely swim
I've been stuck in this ocean
I thought I could fly now I'm fallin down
Now that you're not around

You left so suddenly
I can speak no
Actually, talk to me, love
If I could scream
I would seek help
No one knows
I was born in hell

You took away the pain
Leave me here with broken hearts and broken bones
Please just let me decompose alone

Remember summer nights when we were close
We never got that life that we had hoped
I loved those dark green eyes
You felt like home
Nirvana, nirvana

You left so suddenly
I can speak no
Actually, talk to me, love
If I could scream
I would seek help
No one knows
I was born in hell

'Cause I never thought I'd have to say this
Never thought I'd have to say goodbye
Now I'm lookin' at your face in pictures
What I'd do if you were still alive
prod boyfifty I think

drown // grief

soundcloud if u take it down one more time im swingin

sulking w/ casperrr [prod. santana]

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

Run, run, where the wind blows
I can't decide so I don't care no more
Like tell me the hell was I worried about?
'cause I don't do stressing for fun
Like tell me like what do you play me for?
I wager my life with this gun
Tell the lord take care of me
'cause I don't even trust in me
I'm only tryna find my peace

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Why can't they just get rid of me?

Reach out try the best that I can
Bleed out when they leave me and scram
I know that's the way that it goes
I know that they'll leave me a ghost
Maybe I'm haunted by this misery
Crying tears inside my sleep
Deep inside my skin they'll seep
I'm just another soul to reap
So I don't wanna think about the end
Or the things that I know that I should've just said
And I still suck at going to bed
Every time I lie down i'm just laying in dread
I don't wanna panic anything good in my life it just vanished I
Just can't understand it
Can't even change 'cause I'm stuck in my habits I

soul to reap

produced by Exilian, & orrionn
featuring: https://soundcloud.com/caspywaspy
from "nemuri" album
enjoy

lyrics:
[orrionn]
i'll regret regretting trying
i die but i'm stylish
i'll reboot resetting tempting
i die but i kinda be stylish, though

bellyache
bellyache from the butterflies, i ache
butter though, feels like she's a hoe
butt on my crotch, butter on her lips
blowing kisses to actually f*cking me
brainwashing my every move, like i was

playing a role
petty though, i'm not gonna lie
pretty, yes she's pretty i feel like i'll cry

pendant qu'je nage (nage)
plongeant, dans ses nuages
plutôt charmante, mais je
pense que j'me fais manipuler
p*tain, ça m'fait chier

(reboot)
(reboot, reboot)

[casperrr]
how are you like this?
and why do you hurt me?
why do you try to eat me alive?
why do you break me?
and why do you taunt me?
why do you try to kill me?

under, what's around me, are getting closer
about to crash, we'll soon forget it
i'm sick of the hate and i think i've awaken
i've turn on this time, i've rebooted
i've changed the way i am
what i think is getting bad
i've been a different person
but they love me dead
or maybe when i'm down
all the shit you did is sad
killing all around me
you know the way you act
even though i tell you
you chosed to haunt me

[phone call]
【日本語の電話スピーチ】

[orrionn]
i'll regret regretting trying
i die but i'm stylish
i'll reboot resetting tempting
i die but i kinda be stylish, though

i cut myself again (reboot)
i'm killing more than i'm liking, myself
i might reboot my whole life
i know, i never mattered
i'm sorry, i'm this slow to die
i simply lost my f*cking knives
i die but i'm stylish
i've rebooted

nemuri

reboot

spotify

reboot (ft. casperrr)

last breath II

prod. neverforever

ALL LYRICS ARE FROM "nothome. srry"

srry

grasp

fragile face

What I Did (prod d2s1 ‪@jusikbeatz‬ )

New single “All over again” feat casperrr
-lyrics-

I’ve been 
Questioning everything I thought that I knew
I’ve been 
Wondering what’s there left for me to do 
When you’re pulling away 
I’m begging you to stay 
There’s only so much distance 
Before it starts to break 
And I know 
I want something more 

Is it the fear of being alone 
The only thing that’s keeping you home

So I take the fall and plummet 
With these knots in my stomach 
As you tell me I’m everything 
That you never wanted 
I know I know 
Cause I know that I’m different 
Aren’t we supposed to change
I tried to carry everything 
While you were dead weight 
I’m stuck here waiting 
No waiting on the end
Cause I can’t do this all over again

(Casperrr)
Cause i can't bare to go through it all again I’m simply waiting for the end 
So I never have to hurt myself 
I never have to hurt myself again
Your actions left me blunt and hollow 
But you’ll reap what you sow tho
All I have is a blunt and sorrow 
And all you left was a shadow
Shadow in my room 
That I can't seem to unsee
Feel that hateful presence 
Along with a vacancy 
But i always hear ur voice 
Just eating at me 
Trying it's best 
To bring me down on my knees

Is it the fear of being alone 
The only thing that’s keeping you home

So I take the fall and plummet 
With these knots in my stomach 
As you tell me I’m everything 
That you never wanted 
I know I know 
Cause I know that I’m different 
Aren’t we supposed to change
I tried to carry everything 
While you were dead weight 
I’m stuck here waiting 
No waiting on the end
Cause I can’t do this all over again

All over again (feat. casperrr)

Idk who produced this :D dm please
heylog obv inspired
Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/6txPDSLIVEigezgoxmewA4?si=6b5d12d69a1440bf

Lyrics: 
You Were Bad for Me (x2)
Had enough,
I've had enough.
You were bad for me (x2),
Cut you off,
I'll cut you off.
You were bad for me (x2),
End it all,
I'll end it all.
You were bad for me (x2),
'Cause you ripped me apart, pure hate, insanity.

I could never call this love, it's rotten to the core.
You're not what I'm envisioning, I've seen it all before.
It's cyclical, she's cynical, I hide away in fear.
This love is just a pattern, just an image—disappear.

Oh no.

So why does everything I love just turn to dust and die?
I think I'm made to hate the boy that lives inside my mind.
I watch him pace around, he rummages through broken piles.
Maybe I could find, find some peace inside
(Pause)
A broken child.

You Were Bad for Me (x2)
Had enough,
I've had enough.
You were bad for me (x2),
Cut you off,
I'll cut you off.
You were bad for me (x2),
End it all,
I'll end it all.
You were bad for me (x2),
'Cause you ripped me apart, pure hate, insanity.

Everything I do, she gets really pissed, but she needs me, she can't get enough.
Might be a kid, but I'll rock up your shit,
Tat my name on your ass, 'cause she's liking it rough.

Stuck in this bitch, it's like stuck in a pit,
Put my stick shift in drift, 'cause you're not who I want.
Switch like the weather on West Coast, like maybe I'm better if I book a flight to Milan.
Green text my phone when you feel alone.
Yeah, I liked when you're here, but I love when you're gone.
So pack up your shit,
Please take the hint.
I'm watching you leave, so I guess this is it.
Uhh.

bad for me

lyrics ⬇️
when autumns around the corner i feel much worse
cuz i like the birds
and you held my worth
i think that the time against me holds up a curse
where i can’t discern 
what did i learn

dont let me back in
i wont get anything done
cuz
up in my head i been doing enough
youre making me lust when i really want love
and your breaking my trust when im off of the drugs

so i dont wanna do this
oh i hate to shove
but just gotta do it
i gotta give it up

how could i be losing my touch
i dont wanna prove that life been rough
but everything ends when it blows into dust
and i tried to find a friend just to gimme what i want

(Casperrr)

u cursed on me a spell
or sumthing like that 
just like icarus fell
im falling with no catch
ño one hold me tight 
or keep me sight 
at least when im at the verge
of~ commiting suicide 

im sorry u rotted me to the core
just something i can't ignore 
the visual display was nasty 
and all i can see is  gore 
if u'd see it thanr u'd be bored 
i wish dat u'd change but u can't anymopre

tragic
slicing all my arteries 
bleeding out
spilling, fallin of the kitchen sink
coping now 
with what u wanted me to be 
wanted me for urself
that's why u tried to kill me 

\

artery w/casperrr (blocktane)

The meaning behind my name is "The idea of the Reaper is cool yet scary to me & I live within the shadows of everyone and everything"


I make music about my struggles, frustrations, & Passions
I play video games, watch anime, & Chill with my friends when I'm not making music

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-3 song EP w sad chill out now on all plats 💚

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