Serious

yosepii- December 7

BACKSEAT LOVER/ft.bag boyy


Lyrics: 

let me tell you how i feel, now
you had your turn, now it's my turn to take the wheel, now
yea,
i'm over eating every meal, now
stranded in the ocean,
*going through motions like a seal, now

and it feels, 
like i'm floating
*over the sharks
there beneath me while im sinking,
keeping secrets in the dark,
i peep my reason for cheating, 
i liked mistreating myself 
my heart got broken 
and i blamed me..
my health declined..
i'm ashamed of what i can't be

yea, 
and i hated breaking up, 
after all of our struggling, 
and hustling that made us grow

i felt stuck inside box,..
you took over control, 
i didn't realize me not speaking, up 
was hurting my soul

when i'm alone

*i go berserk, mode 
i'm in jerk mode,
i get deppessed
*i'm entering smirk, mode 
there's no need to smile,

for a while..
i would cry, myself to sleep
and i think, my over thinking's, the reason i'm feeling weak, 

aye 
yea,
i'm still waiting on my better, days 
i'm contemplating, what to say i wrote this letter, 
aye
i hide my pain,....
i feel drained..
even tho i don't, complain,
everyday 
*i'm overloaded with strain 


and,
i'm learning nothing is impossible, 
the probability, of me opening is horrible 
emotions deplorable, too expensive unaffordable 
i liked to stick around 
can't, live in the now,  

i get focused, on the past 
i started, keeping secrets i didn't think we would last
i hope, you find a man you feel safer, too submit to
*don't, think for moment i have days, i don't miss you
i used i dismissed you
that's, my biggest issue
didn't, want to kiss you
didn't, wanna talk 

using up the tissue with the water from your eyes
i try to walk to walk but lately i been, in disguise
but it's my fault that i 
put you on a pedestal 
i made mistakes and tried prove, that i'm respectable
i told you most 
i got ghosts, and they undetectable 
im not trying to boast and i see most of them in the edibles 


Drained

Baltimore native..listed #1  new rising stars ✨ B-more Music More

Ziggy6adazz- 6lue dream

bulging

B2 Magazine January Mixtape

step in

neverthought (prod bayergartner)

1motime'

mix of emotions for my view on life. this was my breakthrough album that really got my foot in the door for the music industry. I'm grateful for everyone that was able to make me release this project that meant the world to me. The title of the album "The world is mine!" stood for everything being in the palm of my hands and the start to something amazing in my career. this project really paved the way for me and my growth as a artist for how far I have came since the very beginning.

Drained

Demont