
Lyrics: 

let me tell you how i feel, now
you had your turn, now it's my turn to take the wheel, now
yea,
i'm over eating every meal, now
stranded in the ocean,
*going through motions like a seal, now

and it feels, 
like i'm floating
*over the sharks
there beneath me while im sinking,
keeping secrets in the dark,
i peep my reason for cheating, 
i liked mistreating myself 
my heart got broken 
and i blamed me..
my health declined..
i'm ashamed of what i can't be

yea, 
and i hated breaking up, 
after all of our struggling, 
and hustling that made us grow

i felt stuck inside box,..
you took over control, 
i didn't realize me not speaking, up 
was hurting my soul

when i'm alone

*i go berserk, mode 
i'm in jerk mode,
i get deppessed
*i'm entering smirk, mode 
there's no need to smile,

for a while..
i would cry, myself to sleep
and i think, my over thinking's, the reason i'm feeling weak, 

aye 
yea,
i'm still waiting on my better, days 
i'm contemplating, what to say i wrote this letter, 
aye
i hide my pain,....
i feel drained..
even tho i don't, complain,
everyday 
*i'm overloaded with strain 


and,
i'm learning nothing is impossible, 
the probability, of me opening is horrible 
emotions deplorable, too expensive unaffordable 
i liked to stick around 
can't, live in the now,  

i get focused, on the past 
i started, keeping secrets i didn't think we would last
i hope, you find a man you feel safer, too submit to
*don't, think for moment i have days, i don't miss you
i used i dismissed you
that's, my biggest issue
didn't, want to kiss you
didn't, wanna talk 

using up the tissue with the water from your eyes
i try to walk to walk but lately i been, in disguise
but it's my fault that i 
put you on a pedestal 
i made mistakes and tried prove, that i'm respectable
i told you most 
i got ghosts, and they undetectable 
im not trying to boast and i see most of them in the edibles 


Drained

Demont