RADIATION

Life and death, not life or death

Death does not need to have anything to do with killing, but we have created a culture in which we cannot know the name of death separate from a word for murder. In our minds, if our physical or psychic existence is at stake, it is necessarily a life or death situation, not a life and death one. Most sexual violence and the pornographic treatment of all the themes we have treated so far, hinge on this deeply dualistic consciousness.

When death is denied, life is denied

As long as death is denied, life will be denied as well. As long as death is denied, sexual imagery will be dominated by corpses and sexual exploration will consist of mechanical fumblings and violent ravings.

Until we are comfortable with the overall fact of death, we cannot be truly at home in our skin. In fact, it's likely that until we are genuinely excited not only by the fact of death in general, but by the inevitable approach of our own, personal death, we cannot fully know the physical
ecstasy which is available to us.

Far from being a patriarchal plot, the linking of orgasmic sex with death seems an inspired human intuition. It does not need to suggest some cosmic cruelty but may reflect an unfathomable kindness at the core of the universe.

Orgasm is about death, but that death is not - or does not need to be - the result of psychic murder, nor ego suicide, nor interpersonal violence, nor anything in the realm of cruelty. It holds the possibility of both annihilating and completely transforming us; yet it is not something we can or need to protect ourselves against at all.

Sex is how body finds it's link to soul

Perhaps this is because they have also decided that death is the enemy of life, rather than its most faithful companion and only mode of existence.

Death hands us sex as its child

Death circles life and overwhelms us with a presence so infinitely vast that it is almost impossible to consider on its own terms. Perhaps that is why it hands us its child, which is sex, to teach us this mysterious way.

Death, like sex, is without finality


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DREAMTIME

HATCHLING

MUSIC TAKE CONTROL

PLASMA LAGOON

CONSTELLATION

ENVIRONMENTAL AVIATION.

MUTAGENIC PSYCHOACOUSTIC MEMETICS.

CAVEMAN FUNK.

SPACEMAN SKANK.

DINOSAUR DEATH RATTLE.
BIG BASS GHOST DANCE.

PUBLIC RITUAL.


PRACTICE DEATH

BECOME THEE MOST HIGH

REMEMBER THE ESCHATON

DISMEMBER THE HIVE

LEAVE THE TYPE G STAR GRAVITY WELL

GROW  STARSEEDS

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