And2End

A very simple track I did in my partners studio about... 3 years ago and forgot about.  not the best ending I've ever done!

Recorded and produced at Rose Pro Studio,
by Cookie Jay

Joy of the Darkest Night

Nightowl

Nathaniel Ehrnman ….. Weissenborn (slide guitar), harmonica

https://on.soundcloud.com/byKMtT8AiUKjsKQp6

Remnant60 ….. synthesizer, mixing and production

https://on.soundcloud.com/YaTDsGuPU7qfWJ7R6

Surfers like Us ….. Fender Jaguar (rhythmic guitar and bassline), composition

The artwork photo of Kansas City area (Longview Lake in Lee's Summit, Missouri) was taken by Nathaniel Ehrnman

Thanks guys for your creativity and beautiful playing. We spent a great time together creating this piece! 😎🎸
    Artur

Clouds (w/Nathaniel Ehrnman and Remnant60)

There often is no rational reason for the level of hate and extent of death and destruction for most of our self inflicted tragedies. I think if we ask ourselves the simple question that the spider asked me and if we are true to our own selves and not blinded by paranoia/false leaders. then this can stop

lyrics
I woke up in the morning and went to the kitchen like I always do
to get some coffee and some bread to toast
to my fright and surprise
crawling on the floor before my eyes
A big black spider..hairy and awful
heading to the web he had made the night before

without thinking much,I walked over and picked up my foot
to bring down on his head and end his life for good
but to my surprise and shock,the spider turned and looked at me
and said.."Why?? ...is this something your God would do?"

I held my foot in the air,,I didn't know what to do
First I was shocked that a spider was talking to me at all
but mostly, I couldn't answer his question
I couldn't think of a reason and mostly I knew God would not approve of killing something for any reason

So I stepped aside,got my coffee
the spider went to his web for his breakfast
and we both had a great day

so before you raise your fist in anger again
before you hurl another horrible racial slur
before you burn someone,throw a rock or kill someone
be sure you answer the spider's question first

and if you can';t
then don't..do it

the spider's question

Astrarium

Salsa Peyotl

Come On Home

See me weaving through these rain drops.
Pick it up. Take it slow.
It’s not the only way the pain can stop,
But it may be the only way I know.

See me weaving through these rain drops.
Cut ‘em off. Cause a scene.
Wishing it could be the way it was
But isn’t that the way it’s always been?

Since the last time I let ya down, I let ya down
All I did was fall in love.
She did her magic and she kept me round, she kept me round
But I can’t have it all at once.

I wrote a letter and I signed my name, I signed my name
But don’t know who to give it to.
The choice is obvious and I’m to blame, yes I’m to blame
I’m sorry. It was always you.

Here I am in this kitchen,
A blurry vision of the world I’ve been missing.
I’m hanging by a thread, but I’m still living.
So, please don’t let me go. Don’t make me go.

It’s all for you
You’re all I need
It’s all for you
You’re all I need

Don’t put me out. I promise now,
you’re the only habit that I wanna fall into.
See my eyes. Realize.
I’m the man you love and holy shit do I miss you.

Hand out. I stand down,
fully at your mercy as I pray that you reach back.
And I know, you move slow
But she don’t, I can’t do it on my own.

Here I am in this kitchen,
A blurry vision of the world I’ve been missing.
I’m hanging by a thread, but I’m still living.
So please don’t let me go. Don’t make me go.

It’s all for you
You’re all I need
It’s all for you
You’re all I need

It’s all for you
You’re all I need
It’s all for you
You’re all I need

Painkiller (Live Demo)

いつも何度でも 木村弓 Cover

MELTING SNOW - IDAN SABAN 

I thought I had you wrapped around my fingers 
Like a song I played with worn-out strings
 I thought I held you in a safe place
 Like a flame that winter couldn't touch
 I thought I had you there forever  

Where did you go? 
I don’t know 
You slipped through my hands 
Like melting snow I remind myself
 To let myself go 
And breathe again 
And let it go

  I traced your name on windows in the rain
 Thought time would bring you back again
 But silence answered every prayer 
And all that's left is empty air  
Like a promise carved in wood
Way more than I knew I could
Like a promise carved in wood
 Way more than I knew I could
Like a promise carved in wood
 Way more than I knew I could  

Where did you go?
 I don’t know 
You slipped through my hands 
Like melting snow 
Like melting snow
 Like melting snow 
Like melting snow

ALL MUSIC, LYRICS AND PRODUCTION BY IDAN SABAN 2025

Melting Snow (new song)

Everything you hear is recorded by me in a small room in my house. Thank you for listening.

Painkiller (Live Demo)

Pearson