my dad died on Xmas day will be 24 years now 🙏❤️

When it was all i wamt for chrismas i thogujt it was my love or sum but its better❤️

over compensate and be a dick to my peers 

Produced/Mixed by me 
Written by il Westo and Jruskie 
Singer: @jruskie 
Singer: @ocoenia
Guitar melody: @mariongaillard7
Art: @ocoenia

Lyrics: 
Tell me all the things I need to hear
Because lately I feel so damn lost
It's like I'm waiting
For the bus that won't arrive on time
It's taking every bit of my soul to wait 

Most days, I miss the moon
I need its solace soon
Can't stand the light of day
Wish it was night forever for that I say
I love the dead of night
I hate the sun it's super bright
My heart it skips a beat
When I'm missing you yeah I feel incomplete
I'll kill this empty noise with sad songs and polaroids 
My heart it skips a beat
When I'm missing you yeah I feel incomplete
I used to love the sun
How could I be so dumb
How could I get so hurt
Worst years of my of life, now watch me burn

Feel so lost inside in my brain
Need something to numb the pain
I'm waiting, wait, wait 
I can't wait another year for 

Tell me all the things I need to hear
Because lately I feel so damn lost
It's like I'm waiting
For the bus that won't arrive on time
It's taking every bit of my soul to wait

I'm here in my room
Conversations with the moon
Solitude just hits with change
No, I'm not who I was before
No, I'm not the same
Tell me you'll be okay as you're walking through the rain
These days I just feel lost when did these twisting roads become so crossed
Tell me you'll be okay as you're walking through the rain
These days I just feel lost when did these twisting roads become
Somewhere away from here
Please make my eyes see clear
Maybe this just isn't, this just isn't quite my year

Feel so lost inside in my brain
Need something to numb the pain
I'm waiting, wait, wait 
I can't wait another year for 

Tell me all the things I need to hear
Because lately I feel so damn lost
It's like I'm waiting
For the bus that won't arrive on time
It's taking every bit of my soul to wait

Spotify

All The Things I Need To Hear Ft. Jruskie

my blooming flower
ascending due to ultraviolet rays
you've grown so much throughout the years
despite the overbearing shade
and i've pulled stems up from their roots
i know you get the metaphor
but with you i touched your core
and pulled away due to your thorns
that represent the past endeavors
whether evil or angelic
the purity of your heart
was something nobody should mess with but,
somehow i just want to hold you closely to my chest
and keep you hydrated for life 
and plant you safely in my gardens crest
honestly, i've never ever known someone like you
such a beauty to lay eyes upon but dangerous to soothe
a sort of, rosebud through comparison
a venus setting traps
so inviting, so enticing
get too close and then you snap shut
understandable
you've been drowned and dealt with drought
you've gone through way too much to grow and yet your petals start to show
i pray that i could be a cause, from my attempts at full nutrition
my volition being only that you'd burst at full fruition
all my visions of you synthesizing photos of us living
know that all of my decisions come from all my past afflictions
all my life i've plucked through gloves to keep the dirt off of my hands
and only see my palms unguarded when im finished with my plans
or when a storm comes and threatens us with never ending showers 
i will run inside for tents to keep the flooding from your glands
i've said it once but for good measure i have watched you rise matured
you've learned to keep it all inside and ignore every feeling surged
throughout the time you have been silenced 
all those needles never dulled
because your innocence was ruptured
and you felt you had been cursed 
but oh my dear, my flower, my precious dandelion
i will comfort you with sunshine
even if you hurt me first
even if you hurt me first

i know you beg for sunlight
i know you beg for rain
i know you pray for something
to numb you from your pain

i know you beg for mercy
i know you beg for ease
i know you pray that you could
take off your thorns for me

an anticipated hurricane's been spotted in the east
and gave me time to pack my bags and migrate up and climb to peaks
like killamanjaro sounds like fun i guess
the view is pretty nice
but with no lily in my sight i'd rather stay and roll the dice
we've talked each other through our darkness
though the difference clearly seems 
that you wilt throughout the outside
i whither in my dreams
all i want is to take care of you
and pour your fill of water
then re-plant in finer soil
so a growth begins to follow
every garden that i've raised has had its wonder in its way
but there's never been a time that i was careless in my traits
i wear my goggles for debris and wear my mask over my face
i put on bumblebee protection spray and lastly without haste 
i wear layers on my hands
to ensure that they stay clean
and i take cautions round my belly
like i just removed my spleen
so how come every time i'm sprinkling the dirt around my feet
i just have to let my fingers bare enough to touch your seed
after 86 occurrences of slicing up my skin against the walls that you have built 
i think i've figured out the meaning behind barriers of silt
i still reach out to coax your base until my blood drains from where it burns down to the turf
it's because i'll never stop being there for you
even if you hurt me first
even if you hurt me first

i know you beg for sunlight
i know you beg for rain
i know you pray for something
to numb you from your pain

i know you beg for mercy
i know you beg for ease
i know you pray that you could
take off your thorns for me

thorns.

Atlas  https://soundcloud.com/atlas
yung bae @yungestbae
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CSeeS https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYRRRnCoKgQOGxk_go0Y9vg
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holding yr hand (prod. yung bae)

HYH (Holding Your Hand) (prod. yung bae)

Distance

Vinyl Appreciation 2018

Dumb Lullabies - Eva Lou

This is for you Renata. Thank you so much to the wonderful @khai_dreams for allowing me to remix his already perfect song. I hope I did it justice.

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Cloud-mac-ultimately-cloudy-remix-lyrics

Produced by @barnesblvd
Featuring @khai_dreams
Mixed and Mastered by @polearm
Artwork by @itsbubblegum

Original: https://soundcloud.com/khai_dreams/ultimately

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Ultimately - Khai Dreams (Cloud Mac Remix)

prod. by @barnesblvd
mixed by me
cover art by @saintkales

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2MjWcVH7lSHZLObWr7PmcG?si=xlpYg_GESKq8L4wpSq8TvQ

Lyrics:

Just shake yo, hips
Aint no thing just take yo, steps
Dancing with a angel, bless
Shinin like a halo, hey love.. i said
×2

Bring it round town when i got the movement
Don't care about ya lil dime or 2 cents
That ain't gonna change that you ain't a groupie
I'm just tryna get down and groovy
Ooo he
Be so nice with it
She got the booty 
Somethin bout bad bitches
Gon make me lose it
I'm ya light let me in
I'm just tryna grow witcha
On some photosynthesis

Just fly with me
We gon get it right
Take it to the sky with me
You gon give me life
Yeah i know why i breathe
I got the vibe in me
I'm just tryna set it free

Eyes all on me
Hope what you see you like
I got a light in me
Hope when you see, it shine
Tryna be as bright can be
That gold lining ting 
Yeah go ahead and try with me

Just shake yo, hips
Aint no thing just take yo, steps
Dancing with a angel, bless
Shinin like a halo, hey love.. i said
×2

She primadonna
and I'm thirsty, get that water
But she foreign call it agua
I guess you been on it all along 
I said
×2

Talking bout ones i don't need no
Yall thinking i be kidding like a nino
Got moves got game I'm BEMO
Make moves play games tryna be more
No way no way no cheat codes
Long hair don't care I'm me tho
Lot of yall only call wanna free load
I'm just tryna live life by my Halo

Just shake yo, hips
Aint no thing just take yo, steps
Dancing with a angel, bless
Shinin like a halo, hey love.. i said
×2

Halo (Hey Love) || Prod. by barnes blvd

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