collection of songs put into a playlist for lit times

$udzy$crap

haven’t seen a well known face in ages 

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

LYRICS:

i’ve been finding love in all the wrong places
i just wanna see some familiar faces 
but it’s been so long since i had a conversation 
haven’t seen a well known face in ages

at fifteen i lost my head
so i almost drank myself to death 
at sixteen yeah, i was fed
drugs, getting close to a final breath 

i was in high school 
fueling my addiction 
it’s been so long 
since i had some feeling 

fuck, i’m so pathetic 
god, i’m so anxious 
but i can’t help it
hate this feeling 

what is this feeling?
i jus need to numb it
never see me cryin
never cry in public 

what am i feeling?
you’ll never know it
i was taught to hide it
never see me talking 

now i’m so anxious 
always fuckin nauseous 
can’t fuckin stand it
how long can i take it?

can’t fuckin take it
i don’t wanna do this
i don’t wanna be alive
i don’t wanna fuckin die

i’ve been finding love in all the wrong places
i just wanna see some familiar faces 
but it’s been so long since i had a conversation 
haven’t seen a well known face in ages

at fifteen, i lost my head
so i almost drank myself to death 
at sixteen yeah, i was fed
drugs, getting close to a final breath

Ages (prod. APT9)

never really sober w/ lo jettra

miles (prod lo jettra)

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


https://soundcloud.com/user-606813790
https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

**prod by 2pluto**
https://soundcloud.com/user-44518529

https://twitter.com/brokenjaw13

https://twitter.com/2pluto5

https://instagram.com/lo_jettra

back hill 5 (prod 2pluto)

mixed by my friend zoloft. check him out https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic (:

beat prod by sorrow bringer https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ (:

LYRICS:
what’s the point in run’n if the race is rigged
is it insane to keep going on
cuz things are getting bad each day ain’t look’n better
i’m pretty worn down get’n beat from the weather

feel’n suicidal
stress floods in like a tidal..
wave
waves of happiness are short and they wave goodbye only to come back once a blue moon
moon
illuminate my night
give some light for my eyes and my heart
cuz this stress is heavy and it’s burning out my wick
wicked thoughts are all that remain

like blowing out their brains so their screams heal my pain
i’ll frame the stain
i’m done with these charades their fake smiles and parades burst with grenades

shrapnel flying
loved ones dying
mother’s crying
my eyes are shining
hate is blinding
always grinding
my art is smiting
demon’s dining

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

erase u (feat. shyfox x willow.x)

TRACK1 Prod. Arcuti

I COULDNT FIND THE PROD/THEIR YOUTUBE PLS MESSAGE ME IF U MADE THIS SO I CAN CREDIT U!!!!!!!!!


- ($udz)
$udz is sleepa
he’s dream’n of demons
he’s lucid scheme’n while he’s dodge’n the geeza
and no i won’t please ya
i rather you tease me
so i can be-seat you
talk back i bewitch you
i’m saying i’m through with it
fuck it im over it
don’t bug me now or i will be lose’n it
 give it a try
test it let’s die
putting an end to your bullshit disguise

(chxngii) vile-entertainment
sunshine white picket sign
nowhere to stand
whispers in the town we in
lets see who’s in your closet
skeletons yeah you all lost it
best on display for everyone
never scrapping out
passive aggression a tone
atone for the last night
when you beat your wife
and stole your sons escape
from a reality you create
i don’t know how else to convey
god serves best late
his greatest mistake
human pathologic caged cells
in the form of conscious evils
proudest amongst a crowd
that thinks they’re not going to hell

($udz) remember what you did does that ring bell
well whatchyu gonna do now
pray to god
you seem off
act’n righteous on your throne of skeletons
the guilt is bus’n in
my anger’s kick’n in
why can’t you see you’re a hypocrite
if you wanna live mindlessly might as well kill your self
there’s too many sheep like you
cant tell right from wrong
still you follow the script
i burn these pages
now we in the dark age
you contract unholy contagion
blistering and bleeding out
no god can save ya
$udz will take ya to the next life
best roll the dice

(chxngii) hell, what a relief
eternal suffering that’s in store for me?
hell, what a belief
eternal suffering that’s what they believe.

brother https://soundcloud.com/chxngii is fire run his shit up

skeletal throne ft. chxngii [Prod. ? LMK!]

i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains
so it seems the path ahead i cannot change
demons sing to me they say $udz please won’t you stay with me
feel’n forsaken i do not awaken
im stuck in my tomb and my mind it be vacant
i’m casting this madness my smile be tragic
your eyes they be plastic you blind to this magic
 i see what you’ve come for i’m selling my soul
you are twisting these morals it’s starting to show
got resent in my mind and it’s starting to grow
while i carry your burden my heart turns to stone
i’m not okay and the angels won’t help me
so i’m turning to the shadows light’s diminishing
this never was my home always standing at forked roads turning back the darkness comforts me im staying here
gave up on life don’t wanna see a better day that shits the same as yesterday…
pain turns my heart black malice in my brain’s back clouding my vision my soul cracks
i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains

- c0der n No Name Plug aredope go follow them https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2
c0der


https://youtube.com/c/NONAMEPLUG
No Name Plug

hellbound [Prod. c0der x No Name Plug]

life keeps on stab’n at me it’s grab’n for my pockets
always bleeding out these bands 
gotta serve it to the man 
no silver spoon golden plate 
just a salvaged fate
 piece’n together my life
 tryna get it right but these hands are tight 
around my neck 
and i’m really convinced that it ain’t really worth the fight 
survival instincts off and i don’t think twice 
 if i die then i’m dead and i’ll have nothing to dread but instead i tread on a path i misread oh my god cut the rope and im hang’n  by a thread 
get the needle n sew me up 
cant control my feelings im blowing up
i see my demons i say what’s up 
they say 
hey $udz
why you holding back 
i wanna see your anger peak 
i wanna see them bleed 
commit onto them as done to you 
yuh 
what comes around goes around and will come back for you 
you know it’s true i could say it till i’m fucking blue 
but you go act’n how you do it’s got me see’n different hughs 
red blends together with the black in my heart concocting sacrificial art
killing all my feelings there is nothing in me
just a spine chilling memory of who i use to be 
it’s a glimpse from the past but the sunshine won’t last please don’t worry about me cuz i’m already passed

ketsukiyomi//thread [Prod. bughvvl]

im not even tryna live i just go with flow till i turn to a ghost 
necro 
next day commence but i already feel past tense life got the best of me 
fuck off 
i don’t wanna hear it got these sticks n stones n im down to show it 
okay 
gotta cope with pain so i spit on the days that i’m feeling all the rage
visions bleeding out again my brain can’t sense the daze im in 
so i’m scream’n at the world in vain punch 
myself in the face can’t feel the pain 
my heart is in a constant haze i ponder death but am not phased there is no light i can obtain disgraceful life i am a stain 
all my life amounts to is nothing 
all my life i’ve been looking for something 
all my life there has been no feeling
all my life just hang’n from the ceiling 
never 
thought it’d be this way 
reality checks in my mind is caving in 
stress cracks the concrete 
foundation crumbles to the ground
call out to the foreman but he ain’t around 
lights on 
but nobodies home 
just corpse in the room peeking out the window 
looking for a way to escape this limbo 
stagnant in my mind feel the pain in slo-mo

waiting [Prod. bughvvl]

elegant (prod.elegant)

feat @hartofalion
prod @mfschw + @chainheld

alone in the dark (chw chainheld)

Time Loop :( Demo

featuring https://soundcloud.com/yung_sheena
mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic
produced by https://soundcloud.com/discent

dem falsetto high notes tho (;

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yung sheena
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tell me if you wanna live like that
we can go anywhere and be right back
yeah bby, i know that you like that
why you call me if you know that i don't call back?

tell me if you wanna live like that
we can go anywhere and be right back
yeah bby, i know that you like that
why you call me if you know that i don't call back?

i don't really need shit, it's all bad
yeah bby, you know that i'll be right there
i can never leave you, i'm right here
bby, you should know i'll be right there

why you gotta do me like that?
i know that this is so bad
but sometimes i just can't deal with anything at all
anything at all
it feels like i am gonna fall
it feels like i'm falling
i'm trying, i've been trying
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david entendu
--------------------------------
so why you still calling?
bby girl, you know that i'm falling
for you, but you like to start drama
what do i do?
start to think that you're the wrong one
for me, is it true?
couldn't see, your beauty blinds me like the moon
couldn't reach, flew off course past you
couldn't breathe, you tore a hole into my suit
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yung sheena x david entendu
--------------------------------
tell me if you wanna live like that (like that)
we can go anywhere and be right back (right back)
yeah bby, i know that you like that (you like that)
why you call me if you know that i don't call back? (yeah)

tell me if you wanna live like that (like that)
we can go anywhere and be right back (right back)
yeah bby, i know that you like that (you like that)
why you call me if you know that i don't call back? (yeah)

i don't really need shit, it's all bad (it's all bad)
yeah bby, you know that i'll be right there (right there)
i can never leave you, i'm right here (i'm right here)
bby, you should know i'll be right there (ayy)
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david entendu
--------------------------------
yeah, her air can get toxic
shield’s up
try to hurt me, but i'll block it
this time and it's true
well don't worry, bby
least i'll write a song about you

she dressed in black 'cause i like that
sends me selfies up on snapchat
now i don't really write back
tried "love", fucked me up
now i want my life back

can't really trust no one
they really got me on the run
like truman show in '98
they call it love, but it is fake

can't really trust no one
they really got me on the run
like truman show in '98
they call it love, but it is so fake

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

sudz 🦇

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