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$udzy$crap

lyrics
($udz)bitch im the suds from the shadow realm 
out the sink gonna wash you away way
no sun can burn the clouds hang’n over my head when i’ve had a bad day day  
say all you want like twenty questions 
but  this world i cannot stay stay 
made up my mind or at least what’s left of it
 it started to decay cay

if i knew it’d be like this i would’ve stayed in the womb 
tomb
all im thinking about is doom 
soon
agitated 
ya know you instigated 
this situation 
mass devastation 
reunite pangea 
tear it apart again 
god’s hands
sudz’s will
(MOTHDUSTER)
Averted coped, 
diverted kitchen sins
That bitches whipped cream covered nippled limbs 
Stuck inna loop that runs in my head
Like my downstem 10
I’ll snap till I’m dead,
Wanna cover my face with a hatchetsen 
Gasoline, syrup matchboxes for parents heads 
A cardboard boxer and a metronome to keep my pockets safe 
I’m no fucking saint
Ask behavior health 
They’ll say I did it with a belt
Jack n’ 24 with no more 
Ask me what’s wrong and I don’t know
I do the stick n’ poke
x2 I do the inking you do the bleeding x2


https://soundcloud.com/user-606813790
https://soundcloud.com/mothdusterr

Omen ft. MOTHDUSTERR [Prod. poison pond]

mixed by my friend zoloft. check him out https://soundcloud.com/zoloftmusic (:

beat prod by sorrow bringer https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ (:

LYRICS:
what’s the point in run’n if the race is rigged
is it insane to keep going on
cuz things are getting bad each day ain’t look’n better
i’m pretty worn down get’n beat from the weather

feel’n suicidal
stress floods in like a tidal..
wave
waves of happiness are short and they wave goodbye only to come back once a blue moon
moon
illuminate my night
give some light for my eyes and my heart
cuz this stress is heavy and it’s burning out my wick
wicked thoughts are all that remain

like blowing out their brains so their screams heal my pain
i’ll frame the stain
i’m done with these charades their fake smiles and parades burst with grenades

shrapnel flying
loved ones dying
mother’s crying
my eyes are shining
hate is blinding
always grinding
my art is smiting
demon’s dining

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

erase u (feat. shyfox x willow.x)

'in a town where my mind is a weapon.' @jeremivhx @dvmrax

prod. sadisfiction
art by. jeremivhx

*10/28/21*

{{vampire: v1}}
in the day I'm busy!
got the klvn with me!
rockstar! very far!
made a band, EZ!
now-she-wanna-kiss-me..
..screaming-said-she-really-miss me!
this towns really fishy..
nurses said they wanna lick me!

the nights are scaryyy
nightmares!
in a town.. where my mind..
..is a weaponnn!

{{werewolf: v2}}
this world is cold..
..& full of lies!
illusions take over..
..just free your mind!
i can see the monsters..
..waiting at night!
don't you cry, cause we will fight! 
(for you)

the nights are scaryyy
nightmares!
in a town.. where my mind..
..is a weaponnn!

Jeremivhx x Raxxx - Silent Hill (Prod. Sadisfiction)

"clearless" | guccihighwaters sad type beat | emo trap

Misplaced (+splashgvng x jolst)

🦋🦋 Butterflies 🦋🦋 {feat. Doofdum} (+iof x DreamUnion)

[$udz] my mind is fucking bent
in his skull i’ll leave a dent
pitch em up like a tent and wait for the sun
singing burn fucker burn
it’s not quite your turn
feel the flames and cherish it cuz death will be cold
$udz lost his mind again
$udz going off oh well
delving in the empty ocean
drowning is to kind a notion
got the non slips when i’m in the kitchen
shut my ears don’t wanna hear no bitch’n never trip’n i’m steady flip’n
i’m krooked grind’n i’m steady ride’n
lucid dreaming of stabs and screaming
micheal myers, my blade is gleaming
slit throat we got a blood moat and a castle up in the coast
coast’n im coast’n
to my castle i be stroll’n
i see you online just troll’n so i grab my blade and get go’n

[Lil Wes] I'm posted just smokin
Do not come at me with that bullshit
Takin it easy today I'm floating
Cop a body tomorrow I'll be jonesin jonesin
Woundlust on yo cut sprayin wit a fuckin tech bitch
 Keep your homies close and count your fuckin blessings
Boo boo onna opp leave his blood upon the floor
Do not question me cuz you already know bitch
Blood dripping down
Head to my toe
Think it's my time
Ready to go
Fake rapping for to long
Get off yo weak ass flow
Fuck that gala bullshit this is murder she wrote
I'm jokin just smokin
You a pussy ass lame hoe bitch
Yo girlfriend she want me
Cuz I be so God damn cocky
And mean
So fresh and so damn clean
Flows so clean like I'm febreeze take her to eat
Bust down her spleen
Watch what you say boy
Imma hit you with a fuckin beam boy

[chxngii] Windows open the smoke fog setting
Crooked lives hanging on an old threading
Some times passed but we’re living differently
Don’t miss this line this only line
Stay the fuck away from me
Still in the void in the hollow mind set
It’s so clean an orange sunset
But other friends still met
The original story of deadbeats on a low beat (so sorry)
Constant in my poems and memories
Back drop of the show, cut ties
Fear of a life that took care yours and mine

Check out KoraKazi here!! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC4BrnFLZv-jmVGIhsUqxdvg

Postedupinthecastlewatchingthesunset ft. Lil Wes, chxngii [Prod. KoraKazi]

[Lil Wes] Im all on my forbes shit
Goin hard in my focus
I'm inside of my fort
Inside my emotions
When I pull up with smoke
You bitches better be tokin you already know this
I'm running away from everything you say it's in the back of my rear view
All of this dope that I smoke
I can't stay awake it has me chokin
I'm running away from every thing you say it's in the back of my rear view
And all of this dope I smoke I can't stay awake it has me think imma die soon

[$udz] i think ima die here
how’d it get so cold in here
my mind is off limits
beware we don’t want you here
baren wasteland
grasp the sands of time
always trickling through my fingers
cant hold on to it no more

wanna throw it down
watch it bleed
i cannot be
the one who smiles with glee
tactically i’ll hang from a tree
save me the time of this played out life

hanging from a tree i’ll be food for the birds and the bees
it’ll be my contribution
i want out this fucked up constitution
i get so mad i think i need institution
staying away from these fakes i trust my intuition
stay away from me don’t get my message diluted
in the end death is a duty and im eager to serve

[Lil Wes] I'm running away from everything you say it's in the back of my rear view and all of this dope I can't stay awake it's got me choking

Sittin in my ride stuck in my head
Thinking of the days when I was down bad
Bitch I'm still there
But you know I ain't broke
Snap over on this beat so I can make a buck
Getting hella faded and crashing my truck
Big homie telling me to start giving a fuck
But I can't stop
Making these bands
Shawty callin my name
And throw up her hands up

 I'm running away from every thing you say it's in the back of my rear view
I'm all on my forbes bitch
I can't loose my focus
Do not come touch me
I'm high off a potion



check out puhf here! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnStaNO2wpV1tfx5GBpDpWA

Hourglass ft. Lil Wes [Prod. puhf]

I know

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- ($udz)
$udz is sleepa
he’s dream’n of demons
he’s lucid scheme’n while he’s dodge’n the geeza
and no i won’t please ya
i rather you tease me
so i can be-seat you
talk back i bewitch you
i’m saying i’m through with it
fuck it im over it
don’t bug me now or i will be lose’n it
 give it a try
test it let’s die
putting an end to your bullshit disguise

(chxngii) vile-entertainment
sunshine white picket sign
nowhere to stand
whispers in the town we in
lets see who’s in your closet
skeletons yeah you all lost it
best on display for everyone
never scrapping out
passive aggression a tone
atone for the last night
when you beat your wife
and stole your sons escape
from a reality you create
i don’t know how else to convey
god serves best late
his greatest mistake
human pathologic caged cells
in the form of conscious evils
proudest amongst a crowd
that thinks they’re not going to hell

($udz) remember what you did does that ring bell
well whatchyu gonna do now
pray to god
you seem off
act’n righteous on your throne of skeletons
the guilt is bus’n in
my anger’s kick’n in
why can’t you see you’re a hypocrite
if you wanna live mindlessly might as well kill your self
there’s too many sheep like you
cant tell right from wrong
still you follow the script
i burn these pages
now we in the dark age
you contract unholy contagion
blistering and bleeding out
no god can save ya
$udz will take ya to the next life
best roll the dice

(chxngii) hell, what a relief
eternal suffering that’s in store for me?
hell, what a belief
eternal suffering that’s what they believe.

brother https://soundcloud.com/chxngii is fire run his shit up

skeletal throne ft. chxngii [Prod. ? LMK!]

i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains
so it seems the path ahead i cannot change
demons sing to me they say $udz please won’t you stay with me
feel’n forsaken i do not awaken
im stuck in my tomb and my mind it be vacant
i’m casting this madness my smile be tragic
your eyes they be plastic you blind to this magic
 i see what you’ve come for i’m selling my soul
you are twisting these morals it’s starting to show
got resent in my mind and it’s starting to grow
while i carry your burden my heart turns to stone
i’m not okay and the angels won’t help me
so i’m turning to the shadows light’s diminishing
this never was my home always standing at forked roads turning back the darkness comforts me im staying here
gave up on life don’t wanna see a better day that shits the same as yesterday…
pain turns my heart black malice in my brain’s back clouding my vision my soul cracks
i’m searching through these options but i cannot see a way out of this hell hole
each door is marked with blood stains

- c0der n No Name Plug aredope go follow them https://www.youtube.com/user/uShUgEbL17qgkkj0T6q2
c0der


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No Name Plug

hellbound [Prod. c0der x No Name Plug]

life keeps on stab’n at me it’s grab’n for my pockets
always bleeding out these bands 
gotta serve it to the man 
no silver spoon golden plate 
just a salvaged fate
 piece’n together my life
 tryna get it right but these hands are tight 
around my neck 
and i’m really convinced that it ain’t really worth the fight 
survival instincts off and i don’t think twice 
 if i die then i’m dead and i’ll have nothing to dread but instead i tread on a path i misread oh my god cut the rope and im hang’n  by a thread 
get the needle n sew me up 
cant control my feelings im blowing up
i see my demons i say what’s up 
they say 
hey $udz
why you holding back 
i wanna see your anger peak 
i wanna see them bleed 
commit onto them as done to you 
yuh 
what comes around goes around and will come back for you 
you know it’s true i could say it till i’m fucking blue 
but you go act’n how you do it’s got me see’n different hughs 
red blends together with the black in my heart concocting sacrificial art
killing all my feelings there is nothing in me
just a spine chilling memory of who i use to be 
it’s a glimpse from the past but the sunshine won’t last please don’t worry about me cuz i’m already passed

ketsukiyomi//thread [Prod. bughvvl]

im not even tryna live i just go with flow till i turn to a ghost 
necro 
next day commence but i already feel past tense life got the best of me 
fuck off 
i don’t wanna hear it got these sticks n stones n im down to show it 
okay 
gotta cope with pain so i spit on the days that i’m feeling all the rage
visions bleeding out again my brain can’t sense the daze im in 
so i’m scream’n at the world in vain punch 
myself in the face can’t feel the pain 
my heart is in a constant haze i ponder death but am not phased there is no light i can obtain disgraceful life i am a stain 
all my life amounts to is nothing 
all my life i’ve been looking for something 
all my life there has been no feeling
all my life just hang’n from the ceiling 
never 
thought it’d be this way 
reality checks in my mind is caving in 
stress cracks the concrete 
foundation crumbles to the ground
call out to the foreman but he ain’t around 
lights on 
but nobodies home 
just corpse in the room peeking out the window 
looking for a way to escape this limbo 
stagnant in my mind feel the pain in slo-mo

lap23 [Prod. sorrow bringer]

sudz 🦇

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