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nov21 (again)

The Upload

I GOT DIRT IN MY SHOE
GOTTA EMPTY IT OUT ON THE HARD WOOD FLOOR
AND I TRY SO HARD TO BE POSITIVE
BUT INSIDE ITS A WAR
AND IM MAD AT NOTHING
WHY ALL THE MERE THINGS TURN INTO SOMETHING
I FUCKED UP
NOW IM JUST RUNNING
DONT KNOW WHAT I FEEL
BUT I FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING
AND IM MAD AT NOTHING
WHY ALL THE MERE THINGS TURN INTO SOMETHING
I FUCKED UP
NOW IM JUST RUNNING
DONT KNOW WHAT I FEEL
BUT I FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING 
FEEL CLOSE TO NOTHING 


DONT BREATHE
DONT BREATHE IN
DONT INHALE
DONT BREATHE IN
ON THE HILL WITH FINN

FINISH
YOU HAVE TO FINISH
FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED
I CANT PLAY MY PART
OSX HONEST
PUT A TOWEL ON ME ANYMORE
ITS TRUE
I CANT CHOSE
NO I CANT CHOSE
YEA

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WAIT FOR YOU
WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WAIT
IM IN THE MOOD TO KILL SOMEONE
WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU SAY?
OSX WE STAY ON TRACE
SHROOMS IN MY HAND STRAIGHT TO THE FACE
AND WE'RE NOT THE SAME
QUIT PLAYING WITH ME
NOT A GAME

2 PLANS 
GO WITH THE FIRST ONE
ANGER I GO BERZERK UH
GAUNTLET ON ME 
ITS GONNA HURT YA
GOT A GREATSWORD
FEELING THE INERTIA

PANIC ATTACK I CANNOT SEE
NEGATIVITY
I CANT SHAKE IT ITS SHEDIM
I STAY IN THE TREES YEAH
I FEEL LIKE A BEAST
NEGATIVITY CANT SHAKE IT ITS SHEDIM

shedim

PLACE PLACE PLACE
PLACE PLACE 

THAT LIL MAN HE LOOK
AND HE GO NO FACE (BITCH HE GOT NO FACE)
NO FACE
AND ALL SHE WANNA DO IS SNORT THAT COCAINE
COCAINE 
TAKE A PICTURE WILL I POST IT
(MAYBE NOT, MAYBE NOT)
AND THATS NOT REALLY YOU
AND YOU KNOW IT
DONT SHOW OFF A LOT

PLACE PLACE PLACE

place

IM WALKING STRAIGHT DOWN ON MY STREET
THEY THINK THEY COULD BE LIKE ME
BUT ITS NOT THAT EASY
AND THESE PROBLEMS STAY ON ME
SHAKING THE ANXIETY 
FINALLY GO TO SLEEP
EGO DEATH IS HARD TO REACH
FOCUS ON MYSELF AND THEN,
MAYBE I COULD LOOK AND SEE
OVERFLOW WITH ENERGY
RIGHT EYE USED AS TALKING PIECE
I CANT MAKE THE MEANING

AND IT FEELS LIKE ITS CLOSER EVERYTIME
HAD TO TRY TO STAY ALIVE 
WHEN I SEE IT I WANNA CRY
DEAD MAN IN MY POCKET
FEELINGS I CANT HIDE
PUT THAT PROBLEM TO THE SIDE
GOTTA TAKE MY TIME
IT SEEMS LIKE YOU JUST WANNA LIE
WATCHING ME JUST LIKE A SPY
FLICKING ON THE LIGHTS
LET THE ARROW FLY
NEGATIVITY INSIDE 
I CANT SEEM TO FIND

PUT HIM ON A FLIGHT NOW
LIGHTS IN THE SKY TOUCH MY EYES NOW
WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME
META SWING THE SWORD AND STRIKE DOWN
SCRIPTURES ON THE WALL 
ANCIENT MEANING
I STAY ON THE CEILING
EVERYBODY IS BREATHING
COUNCIL OF MAGICIANS 
AND THEY ALL ARE STEALING
MAGIC TOUNGES WHAT IM SPEAKING
IM SLOWLY PEAKING
AWAKE BUT IM DREAMING
DRAGON IM NOT FEEDING

AND THE STAKES HAVE GONE TOO HIGH
RISKING ON MY LIFE
QUIT IT. ILL KILL YOU, DECIDE.
I MAKE NATURE CRY
...
I MAKE NATURE WANNA DIE
DONT EVEN TRY
META MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
TRY TO BREATHE TO STAY ALIVE
YEAH YEAH YEAH
CLOSE MY EYES, SEE THE SKY 
AH YEAH YEAH
META MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE

conflictions

THESE DAYS ALL I DO IS SIT BACK
THINK ABOUT SOME BULLSHIT
ITS TYPICAL
RUN UP OUT THE DOOR
LONG SKY
MAGE IN THE SUNLIGHT
ITS ALL PHYSICAL

GREEN SPORE VALLEY
IT SINGS TO ME
PUT MY FRIENDS IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND
GREEN SPORE VALLEY 
IT SINGS TO ME
PUT MY FRIENDS IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND
(IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND)

STRINGS OF THE VALLEY

HIGH MAGE OF THE WYNTER REALM
THRONE MADE OF ONE MILLIONS LIGHTS
METATRON SURROUNDING 
FOUR MILLION SHAPES INSIDE MY EYES

DONT PUT UP YOUR DISGUISE (UP YOUR DISGUISE)
I CAN SEE RIGHT THROUGH IT (THROUGH IT)
AND YOU PRAY TO SEE MY DEMISE (SEE MY DEMISE)
I JUST GO THROUGH IT YEAH
I FALL SHORT IN THE FIELD OF THE BEAST (THE FIELD OF THE BEAST)
I TRY TO FIND SOMETHING
LOOK AT ME
WHAT DO I BRING?
THE FUCK DO I BRING?

THESE DAYS ALL I DO IS SIT BACK
THINK ABOUT SOME BULLSHIT
ITS TYPICAL
RUN UP OUT THE DOOR
LONG SKY
MAGE IN THE SUNLIGHT
ITS ALL PHYSICAL

GREEN SPORE VALLEY
IT SINGS TO ME
PUT MY FRIENDS IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND
GREEN SPORE VALLEY 
IT SINGS TO ME
PUT MY FRIENDS IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND
(IN THE FRONT OF MY MIND)

green spore valley

old (lungskull)

im kreis ○ + sasaeng (cloudbxy)

https://soundcloud.com/soupxo

wn the suns down
i wnt come around
take me out wthout a sound now
cut my heartt n watch me bleed out
demons lurkin n my shadows

take me out * soup wip

GOOD WINE *p Mr Weaver & Brentrambo

prod @damian1k
mastered by @reazo
co-hosted by @slumpaudios

sick (prod damian1k) *slump audios exclusive*

WENDIGO PRODUCED BY P6NK **MURDER METAL 2K13**

brand new (prod. joshwa)

@lei prod @prodchapter & @innsmouth100k

Lyrics:

now i am free
now i can see
when i get cut
i can bleed
i feel the love
dance with the flowers
under my feet
dance with the bug
upon the leaf
i learned to love
i learned to grieve
emotional thats where i be
i feel the air
now i can breathe

you dont have to tell me just show me u love me

locked on ur lips and ur eyes filled with tricks
fell in love with ur hips and she loves when im in
and she like do me like this
and she wanna kick it with the kid
how could you do me like this, i didnt want to live
live, dont wanna live
dont wanna live
is this how bad it gets?
dont wanna talk to no one
dont wanna talk to friends
i dont wanna hurt no one, never again
i walk up in the function like wassup turn up again
they tryna steal my flow, ima do my dance, and count these bands
like u aint my mans, you talking like a fan
yet a heart in my hands, and i dont understand

the way i comprehend emotions
causing commotion
and im lost in this ocean
take a feeling and compose it
take perception and mold it
plant ideas and then grow it
and you'll be fine before u know it
and ill be fine i know it

now i am free
now i can see
when i get cut
i can bleed
i feel the love
dance with the flowers
under my feet
dance with the bug
upon the leaf
i learned to love
i learned to grieve
emotional thats where i be
i feel the air
now i can breathe

you dont have to tell me just show me u love me

Written, mixed, and mastered by lei

lei - i can breathe prod. chapter & innsmouth

lyricssss

swear 2 fckn god im not from here
yeahh u tlk 2 me but its unclear
i dnt wnna die take tha picture yeah
i dnt mean no disrespect

heart is on my sleeve hickeys on ur neck
shadows tlk 2 me its ur silhouette
wlked inside ur room we were drippin sweat
u were on ur knees r we gnna get it on

new dress bby can i take it off?
when i c u in my bed i wnt it all
i jus burned myself cuz i cnt cope wit loss
but ur skirt n ur mini dress

new makeup new face huh dis aint us feel it in my gut
i cnt fall in love again bcuz i h8 truss
now im back we're antideath n bumpin angel dust

rather taste than touch we were layin on my bed she said she likes my cuts
yeahh bby i like it rough i go back n get the stuff
this aint wht u wanted so i think tht ive had enough

make my $$$ jus 2 spend it on expensive drugs
n my coffin mixin tussin n my double cup
dis a nvr endin story n im feelin stuck
ima paint my walls same color as a firetruck

i jus made a bucket list ill give u a sudden hint
they wont miss me when im gone but im sure tht u'll b missed
im like whts tha point of dis i wake up 2 feel like shit
im a fckn narcissist like when will i b free from dis

every nite while my head spins ur with him n ur touchin skin
n i promised u i wouldnt sin but god i wnna rip u limb frm limb

shadows +rush

Stream on Spotify
ik its a beat from a kit shut up
@h4rts
@darkestnet
@prodelxnce
@4amxx

paranoid w/ h4rt & uxie

i love u

(original)
https://soundcloud.com/bladee1000/fridaynite

friday nite (bladee cover)

ﾟ+｡:.(*･ω･)o旦　旦o(･ω･*).:｡+ﾟ luv ya 

♪♥♪♥

[taro]
js tk a sec2stop i dnt wna do it (－‸ლ)	
mb im nt fluent u dnt gta prov it  
i gt wht ur sayn iv also bn thru it 
so lets nt wast time fixn sum alrdy ruined (＿ ＿*) 	

dnt start,, cuz i cnt mk it bacc
i gt1 <<#33 sry thts2bad ♥
cz i ws so far,, goin off tha tracc
gtn more scars ## cn u let me pass ? o.x,

ooo u js wna wna tlk aroundd ._.
ik,, whts tha prblm go say it outloud
oo think im gtn stuck i nd an out,, ://
im givn it my all jus evry oz,,

x_X we cnt tell u wht we did
i dnt wna turn arnd n hv2deal wit it agn
noo,, all thes prblms i cnt rid ! 
its nt any diff nw,, shutmy eyes i tried my best

gt this feeln in my chest
its nt tha rightpath ok nxt
u gt me in a net (°)#))<<	
think its sum time i gt sum rest

so go ahed n say it nw
eitherway im on tha fence 
ab this,, u n me,,  ⛰️⛰️
dnt evn try2mk amends

i cnt c u thru this lens
im a buhg but u a pest 
drinkn taro im a mess  ◎⃝⃘
i cross tha path i hold my breath
4,, 5times its2much 4me 2cope 

wtchn tha time pass bt i dnt wnt it2go
is it luvv or its lust,, idrrk
all thes words closn up,, 
closn closn up my throat

taro .. 旦♪♥♥ p. mitsu yugen waifu

prod meee yep
@ogpichu
@veezuh
@victxrw
#us

ive been thinkin that ive been an asshole
i thought u was gang but you turn into a foe
how could i think that youre my bro?
i guess thats your problem u gon find urself alone
u broke my world, when u said i werent the same anymore
i tried to change but i couldnt anymore
hate my brain hit my head on a wall

talking shit now
hurt my feelings
u say love now
i cant feel it
used2it now 
used2it now
need to face it
i can take it
2x

veezuh:
yeah im used to it
everybody means more to me than i mean to them
and im looking clueless
cuz everybody look at me like im not their friend
is it really that easy just to put me to the side?
sometimes i wonder if you'd even care if i died
you cant even fucking count all the nights that i've cried 
yeah i felt so weak
yeah i felt weak inside
i cant face the facts
i just wanna go back
felt like i wasn't enough, u turned ur back 
now im way too attached, i cant turn my back :(

victxrw:
rewrite, all the memories
said ill be fine when ur not next to me
and i know i act so selfishly
but u never saw my apathy
turn back the clock to a different time when i was fine
i cant explain why i cant think straight im stuck in my mind

hook repeats yep

used2it ft. veezuh, victxrw

goonncity + u can't get in

artwork by @/2013yearold
second single from spirit obession