These hands were born to create, but all they've done is destroy; the progenitor of mold.

Happy 25th anniversary to Serial Experiments: Lain.

PROD: @C3OF
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
Put a firewall between us
System 32 please delete my feelings
Data mine my thoughts I think you know its over
Overclock the fallout nothing left to cross so why you even bother
Pick the rotting clovers count the moldy spots
My room is vacant except the pc covered in its moss
Attached to wires plug me in the cooling system like a swamp
My fingertips are soggy clog the ventilation in this space 
I only hear the clacking of the keys
And sound of overthinking everything
I wish I never tried to think of anything

[HOOK]X8
I wish I no no think of anything-thing t-t-thing

[VERSE]
Always were the one to wait for me
Spinning ball on a blackened screen
Yea I know that's latency
Keep on buffering know you'll wait forever
I'm not getting better
I am the bug
Better squish me now
Power drained fading fast
When I'm gone
Please delete our past
Deceit is so vast
Shell with no ghast
Chicken scratch on this digital epitaph
Said what I said error 404 this love is dead
Hollow feeling in my chest
Tangle wires
Nervous system halt and catch fire
Let the sludge inside perspire worth it when you're all that I desire

[HOOK]X8
I wish I no no think of anything-thing t-t-thing

Year of Mold

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Year of Mold [prod. saint sleep]

𝙼𝚢 𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚜𝚎 𝚏𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚝. 𝙵𝚟𝚔𝚣𝚡𝚛𝚘  (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚂𝚠𝚒𝚏𝚝𝚏𝚘𝚡)

I promise this is the last time I say these hurtful words. I promise this is the last time I suck the life out of both of you and relish in it.

PROD: @KOROSARETA99 + @NOVOSK + @C3OF + @ZYROM
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[VERSE]
I was young and afraid wasn't ready yet to turn the page
Start a chapter
With my bleeding heart
Sabotage what's next made you fall apart
Sitting underneath the rafters
Let the rain splash
I'm drenched before the first line is written
Too attached to you but too afraid to just admit it
Sent mixed signals on a freeway made of love
Sorry that I put a brick wall when push came to shove
Treat you like a star then gave you empty space when you needed warmth
I did not preform my parts I left you scared and confused
No excuse made you used can't refuse to admit it but that's the way it always goes
Swallow pride and ego I'm so scared to get this off my chest
My biggest problem is I want you all to like me
Overcompensate and lie to make you happy
Promise me you'll never let this disappointment speak

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

[VERSE]
Wasted moments could've been something didn't let it happen
Didn't make things clear let you move on
Gave you migraines size of a tumor
Stole from your smile little bit of ill humor
Sorry that I turned my muse to a tool
All I did was write sad songs in my room
Now I got a best friend not a soul mate get so jealous when you live life in a good way
Play my sorry tunes on a glass violin filled with tar
No amount of therapy will make this soul the opposite of charred
No surprise I never listened made you sick
Used your words as instrumentals never cared I'm a narcissist
I hope you're happy
That's all I ever wanted
For both of you
I tried my best I'm sorry
Now promise me you'll go out there and do better than I ever possibly could

[HOOK]X2
Promise this the last time
Promise there's no next time
Promise that I'll break the promise two more times again
Promise me you'll never give me one more chance

Vocal sample taken from "Grim Fandango" (1998)by LucasArts

Night After

One Last Promise II

One Last Promise II [prod. korosareta + novosk + saint sleep + zyrom]

Dammed to repeat the same actions you instilled in me at a young age. Cursed to relive the worst days when I look within.

PROD: @DEADFAVE
MIX: @ZYROM
ART: @C3OF

LYRICS:
[HOOK]X2
Starry nights and I'm sixteen
Last time that I felt peace
If I disappeared would you miss me?
Gaze to the sky getting sickly

[VERSE]
Def jux in my ears and my board in my hands
Aesop rock labor days is my jam
I would leave if I could but I can't
Bald man in his 40s tattoos on his skin
Said one day imma be just like him
So he push and he step on my dreams till they end
And these kids in these halls they would hate to see you molt
Hit adulthood and I still think it's all my fault

[BRIDGE]X8
This is what I get
What I get
What I get

[HOOK]X2
Starry nights and I'm sixteen
Last time that I felt peace
If I disappeared would you miss me?
Gaze to the sky getting sickly

[VERSE]
There's gotta be more to life than being packed sardines
Heading to a place that you hate
Make me feel like a mirror in a fun house maze
Let comic relief turn to depression
Cosmic coincidence chased like refreshment
Destined repeat the same cycle
Put it on a page for revival
Till I'm middle aged treating future generations
Like they doomed to the same chains doomed to the old ways

[OUTRO]X4
This is what I get
What I get
What I get

Night After [prod. dead fave]

BORN IN BLOOD

LuminBeats x Helli - CIGARETTES (Prod. Plasma)

OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW : https://youtu.be/DahzdJqZtuo

"KINETOSIS"

produced by @the0000
mixed and master by @the0000
vocals mixed and master by @zyrom
art by @the0000

LYRICS:

As the time passes
I hope you feel free

And if you kept me in your thoughts 
Forget about me

I've acted so cold to your feelings 
Wondered about what the deal is
On your whole skin u were peeling 
And till this day I'm still healing

Uh
I think I fell back
Died from the impact
Everything cracked
The world I live in now is abstract 
Cause I lost track

I let myself jump in the sea of doubts
I let myself drown in my own thoughts
I let myself sink in too deep in the abyss
Can someone tell me if I really exist?
The more I think about us
The deeper I sink in my guilt
The blood on my hands will never be clean
I really should have dismissed all of your feelings x2

OUT EVERYWHERE

KINETOSIS [music video in desc.]

lyrics:
(me)
ay u tryna fuck yuh
get out my phone yuh
yo mans jealous of me cuz of shit i wear yuh
shawty tryna get her throat fucked nd im down to
made her dump yo bitch ass she dont fuckin want u

hella racks spend it on shit ion even need
murder for hire im just doin my deed
talking shit to me u get hit in the teeth ay
feelin fuckin angry chop u up like meat ay
yo bitch wanna kiss me
now u tryna diss me
invite me to her home she be like “be there at 3”
stomp ur face in the concrete cuz im feeling bored
bunch of headless torsos nd no one knows where they stored

ay u tryna fuck yuh
get out my phone yuh
yo mans jealous of me cuz of shit i wear yuh
shawty tryna get her throat fucked nd im down to
made her dump yo bitch ass she dont fuckin want u

ay 
ight lets do some yelling cuz FUCK IT

I NEVER FUCKED THAT BITCH CUZ THAT BITCH IS ALWAYS TOXIC
BEAT HIS ASS UP AND ION CARE IF HE SAY STOP IT
THROAT PUNCH GOT U GRASPING FOR SOME FUCKING AIR (eugh)
NOW U WINDED ON THE GROUND, KICK U IN THE FUCKING HEAD
COME AND FUCK W ME IF U REALLY TRYNA END UP DEAD
TYRNA BE A SURGEON, COME AND BE MY TEST SUBJECT
CUT YOU OPEN AND EAT YOU UP

(silhouette)
u live in yo mom house i just had my kid 
count cash money racks up all that typa shit
bought a 45 shoot it at yo car and then we dip
leave no evidence behind because i emptied out the clip 
all these mufuckers on my dick actin gay
all this mufuckin ice on my neck wet like rain
u can neva pull a bitch pussyboy u got no play 
not makin necrotrap no more bc that shit is fuckin gay 


all these mf wanna act tough 
pull up to you crib cuz u tried to test yo luck
bitches all in my dms sayin that they wanna fuck 
i got better shit to do ho i don’t give a fuck

aye i got better i shit to 
aye im finna hop out the coupe 
aye who the fuck is you?
aye im puttin stars on the roof

toxic! ft. killkarbine (prod. qrystral)

prod by @theredrxxm <3
cover art by @the0000 <3

Lyrics:
I been bleedin', hear the screamin' in my head
Wish you'd leave, I'll never see you, fuck your dread
Bitch you thinkin' I ain't shit but where you at?
Fuckin' wrapped inside that swig, it's starin' back

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

Fuck you thought?
Sit and rot
All your life you've never stopped and fuckin' thought

MEMORY LOSS

MEMORY LOSS (prod. Red Rxxm)

bitch im so done
taking all these drugs wasn't fun
seeming okay on the outside
but im at the lowest point of my life
people ask if im okay
I shrug it off and I tell them that I am when im not

bitch im so done
taking all these drugs wasn't fun
seeming okay on the outside
but im at the lowest point of my life
people ask if im okay
I shrug it off and I tell them that I am when im not

dumped her like I dump a body and I felt no remorse
cut myself because it helps me feel something again
cut myself because it helps me feel something again

*unholy noises*

I break your heart
rope around my neck and I fall off a tree

(stop putting necrotrap in my related tracks pls soundcloud)

cut myself because it helps me feel something (prod. vrolys revenge)

NO HOOK w/ LORD DISTORTION & ALASTXRR [PROD VENXM]

12 {M4N7iIiF3ST8TiIiON$}

I'm completely normal I swear.

Rip GW, Skevious Tips, Kalpa, Dj Sammy P & 19.Thou$and

banner / pfp by saint sleep & plastic pots

One Last Promise II [prod. korosareta + novosk + saint sleep + zyrom]

Saint Sleep

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