needs a bit about philosophy and then this is exactly one unique 38 year old goth boy

ive been blackpilled
ive been depressed
close my blinds
so i see the sun less
waking up at 2:30
i think i need some more rest

ive been blackpilled
ive been depressed
i quit instagram
so ill see ur face less

i sit alone
all my friends are here
well not anymore
all my friends are gone
and so am i
and so are u

im just freaking worthless
im just a dumb piece of shit
ill go
silence is
ill go
silence is
silence is killing me

https://soundcloud.com/melodyx_o
i just want to be somebody that i’m proud of now
but it’s okay
all my friends are fucking gone
nobody responds to my texts now
and i thought it was okay
because i had you each day
someone that i thought i fucking loved
but you suck so much it hurts
i wish you the fucking worst
and now i have nobody fucking else
else

nobody else to be with me
nobody else can see
exactly how i feel
exactly how i feel
and i don’t know
exactly how i feel, i feel like i’m not real

i want to fucking die
all of my friends are gone
and so’s the one i love
the one that i thought was
somebody who was good

my friends are gone and its all my fault w/melodyx_o

leave your shoes by the doorway
leave everything that you didnt say to me
i wanna walk to that forest
and break all the spider webs that you left

your lipstick’s still in my room
and you forgot your jacket too
i am so in love with you
but your not
no your not

leave your shoes by the doorway
leave everything that you didnt say to me
i wanna walk to that forest
and break all the spider webs that you left

leave your shoes by the doorway
leave everything that you didnt say to me
i wanna walk to that forest
and break all the spider webs that you left

i walked by the lake
everybody was staring at me
i looked in that bottle 
by that cemetery

i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost

forest

Girl Nextdoor

Cabingory - Girl Nextdoor

nananananana
nananananana
nananananana
nananananana
shes a top gun gop shooter

Top Gun

Cabingory - Top Gun

https://youtu.be/rAXZpmavapU?si=vpuQjkr-SxkaHFsp

some of the lyrics from a show i like ifykyk haha

fuck you 
and your stupid debates
i hate everything 
about you

fuck you 
and your stupid debates
i hate everything 
about you

all the pin ups in the magazines
movie stars on the silver screen
they'll do anything for me
can't you see?

and you know she's your biggest fan
cause she'll cancel all her plans
give you everything she can
til the end

I Hate It All

twitter threads and faggotry 
need to exterminate
ethnics and genocides 
seem like they're all the same
loot a store just for the fame
sorry im a little late
gun in my mouth 
its the easy way
i just want to be free

ar narcissist bpd
bpd
ar narcissist bpd
bpd

kill yourself if everything went wrong in life
whats the point of living when your down all the time

Delete It All

I'm Really Trying

i swear this year is severed
would you kiss me whenever
swallowed in your endeavors
i'll never fucking miss her

you wanted out the spotlight
just kill yourself and re write
dismembered but im alright
broke hearts with all of her might

you took my phone number and you wrote it down
if you did worse than me then i'd expect a crown
your stupid tricks and hearts breaks i'll just break it down
you wouldn't ever know if i were the one

i swear this year is severed
would you kiss me whenever
swallowed in your endeavors
i'll never fucking miss her

you wanted out the spotlight
just kill yourself and re write
dismembered but im alright
broke hearts with all of her might

Did I Make A Mistake?

i don't care about laws
eat my chainsaw
turn around you're not there
eat my chainsaw

i'm offensive
a cannibal
started the heart
and ate it all

blew my brains out across the room
T.F.W
i hide my face inside the levels
only hate that girl only hate the world

bad grade
hater
shotgun
see you later
i'm a soldier a marine
i still pack heat everything

Running Only Makes It Worse

unnamed

dt thisismyreality




i saw you inside the party kissing on another guy
and i asked you about this before and then you fucking lie
so ill take my bottle with me and ill go out for a ride
hopefully ill crash into a tree and then ill fucking die
now i dont know what to do with you
you can tell me anything but the truth
i bet you feel like shit since you got caught
i dont want you anymore bitch please get blocked

Delete It All

Cabingory

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