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Cabingory

Latest and greatest depression in my pitiful plane of existence

cancer

Yay!

pen pals cover

feel no shame about shape
weather changes their phrase
even mother will show you another way

so put your grasses on
nothing will be wrong
theres no blame, theres no fame
its up to you the first words should be finded
whatever hold you back I can, I can get it off

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

have no fear for real, its just a turning wheel
once you start up, theres no other way
dont put your eyes on boots, step toward your roots
theres no aid, theres no trade it belongs to you

before you miss something given
you should know what's the truth
i can, I can make it out

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

before you miss something given
you should know what's the truth
i can, i can make it out

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you want
i dont know why, dont know why, dont know why you afraid
tell me what, tell me what, tell me what you say
i dont know why, dont know why, too late, its too late

tell me why

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

i hate my life but it'll be okay
they say they love you throw dirt on your name
i swear my brain could blow up any day
sometimes i wasted my life i hate it
what's the point of love when you'll never find it

It'll Be Okay

https://instagram.com/anrxykk

stop the car and throw my trust out the window to the sun
nowadays i turned 16 but i know youll never grow up
and i wish that i could see that youre waiting there for me
with your hands behind your back and your face inside my dreams
just stay there, please

you will never change,

everytime i stay the same you have to put the blame on me
if life's a game i could play it everyday i know its tragic
if i took every person out the world i know i could have it
you're a loser 
i'm a nobody were just the same
you're a loser 
i'm a nobody were just the same

how could you hate me and i don't even know your name
everyone knows you shift the blame
i fantasize about killing you everyday
when the snow falls down you still say it looks beautiful
she wears short skirts and short shirts but she looks beautiful

She Looks Beautiful

https://youtu.be/rAXZpmavapU?si=vpuQjkr-SxkaHFsp

some of the lyrics from a show i like ifykyk haha

fuck you 
and your stupid debates
i hate everything 
about you

fuck you 
and your stupid debates
i hate everything 
about you

all the pin ups in the magazines
movie stars on the silver screen
they'll do anything for me
can't you see?

and you know she's your biggest fan
cause she'll cancel all her plans
give you everything she can
til the end

I Hate It All

im not okay with this
cheap drugs she takes with bliss
she gives everyone a kiss
no im not okay with this
do i really need a reason
i see the way she looks at all my friends
dont care if youre offended
if it rains then you know it'll pour again

if it rains then you know it'll pour again
if it rains then you know it'll pour again

Do I Really Need A Reason

i feel like the basketball diaries rn and everything sucks

theres a stalker creeping in the night
i wont go out without a fight
you cant run even if you tried
you cant run even if you tried
shes in love with the night stalker
shes in love with the night stalker 
shes in love with the night stalker
shes in love with the night stalker

Nightstalker

instruments by fried by floruide i didnt get permission to post this

i think i wanted to fly
so i wont feel that i’ll amount to nothing
the world would keep on spinning if i were to end up jumping
spending hours melting in the corner of your room
im sorry if im velting just to get away from you
oooooooooo you dont understand
i used to be something greater than the puddle in your hands
now how can i sit here? i’m much less of a man
if i were a feather i’d float gently to the sand

twenty sucks </3 bury me in liquor

Don't Wanna Be Here

falling
over again
its not easy					
to fall in love

feeling so sick 
without your touch
and im missing 
the times that we 
spent alone		

you gave me
an ounce of attention
and i fell
so in love with you	
its hard to say 
what im thinking
and its hard to do
what i need to	
so please come home

you gave me an ounce of attention and i fell for you

its all pointless for my life 
hate me you can love me idc to mind
i killed her now i want to die
i dont care i dont care

i killed her now i want to die
i dont care i dont care

i cant stand the way you look
at me 
you changed to see
you fly to send away
when i tell you 
id tell you to do things you'd always do for me

its all pointless for my life 
hate me you can love me idc to mind
i killed her now i want to die
i dont care i dont care

Don't Care

i won't change 
i won't change at all

i'd kill myself if i were brand new
every time i chase you
feds outside my window
i can't help but to explain it
youre so fucking boring
i really can't handle this

i know it's true
that you don't want me its okay
disgusting you're a mess
you're a pig you're a slob
you're one son of a bitch you should just get a job

i'd kill myself if i were brand new
every time i chase you
feds outside my window
i can't help but to explain it
you're so fucking boring
i really can't handle this

Brand New

cus ive seen caddyshack about a hundred times
talking like im captain kirk in the lunchline
and we dont talk to girls they always pick those guys
and four more years of this i dont know how i'll survive

i cant talk to girls

in my bed hit my head cus im all fucked up
cause shes upset wants me dead and she hates my guts
like whats the deal oh for real i really think u suck
sick of it such a bitch like what the fuck

wake up in the morning
california is just such a drag
cause shes so pretty and its so shitty that im such a spaz
im so done this song sucks and im out of luck
youre everywhere and its unfair like what the fuck

what the fuck (a lose truths production)

i'll never forget what you did

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

Did I Make A Mistake?

every saying every word just makes worse
and it hit you like that truck and now its rainin on my shirt
all a sudden im so nonchalant so chill that it just hurts
if you die before im dyin then im diggin up your corpse
and ill only sleep beside it and ill take it everywhere
if i peel away your skin then its the only thing ill wear
everytime i get embarrassed i just think about your stare
you got big beautiful eyes and they show me how you care
nothing that you do could fail me
but every single word that ive said just ails me
and i understand that you get confused
till you dont know what you want but i know i want you im so
motherfuckin stupid i just wish that i could be like
half as smart as you and half as straightened as my teeth
but theyre rotten and corroded so you might just not kiss me
im so charming but so stupid but what more could skele be