Latest and greatest depression in my pitiful plane of existence

always next to her in class
i just wanted her is that alot to ask
she said she didnt wanna date 
oh boy now that doesnt feel to greeatt

cus if i wore a skirt
and a pink sweatshirt
shed love me very much thats what i heard
she wants me to wear maid dresses 
i must admit that i hate this

if i wore a skirt

pwnd - kms (ft. h4rtbrkr)

falling
over again
its not easy					
to fall in love

feeling so sick 
without your touch
and im missing 
the times that we 
spent alone		

you gave me
an ounce of attention
and i fell
so in love with you	
its hard to say 
what im thinking
and its hard to do
what i need to	
so please come home

you gave me an ounce of attention and i fell for you

cus ive seen caddyshack about a hundred times
talking like im captain kirk in the lunchline
and we dont talk to girls they always pick those guys
and four more years of this i dont know how i'll survive

i cant talk to girls

u lied to me and i dont rlly care if u lie to me
just tell me why ur hair makes me cry and weep
your stupid fucking eyes make me die and weak
oh so violently 

oh valarie
i'll eat your heart cus im madly
in love with valarie
tragically your my majesty
but is it so bad to want my soul back
your heart has turned black

not a rock song about hating you

in my bed hit my head cus im all fucked up
cause shes upset wants me dead and she hates my guts
like whats the deal oh for real i really think u suck
sick of it such a bitch like what the fuck

wake up in the morning
california is just such a drag
cause shes so pretty and its so shitty that im such a spaz
im so done this song sucks and im out of luck
youre everywhere and its unfair like what the fuck

what the fuck (a lose truths production)

mari would u pls come over
i know you leave in may
but now that we're both older
ive got so much to say

mari if u could forgive me 
i know you wouldnt stay
your heart just got much colder
so i'll go away

mari we could start a family
you know id always say
that we could be forever
if youd take my last name

i see a future with you
i wanna just be with you
so come on and just be with me
i promise you'll be happy

mari

ababababababababababababab
prod me

serial killer girl
shes fkn rockin her own world
she shine like diamonds n sum pearls
she makes me jealous cus i m all aalone
why cant she just b mine
i feel like im just wasting time
i spent all day just fuckn cryin
i feel like fuckin dying



i love her what is she fucking blind
ill always have her on my mind
keep getting rejected no point in trying
i guess its time for suicide
i slit my wrist blood falls like rain 
take percs by the hour heal all the pain
i like her but she finds me strange
overdose like twomad on the game

serial killer girl <3 ft sonichu

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

i wanna be a girl cover

i swear this year is severed
would you kiss me whenever
swallowed in your endeavors
i'll never fucking miss her

you wanted out the spotlight
just kill yourself and re write
dismembered but im alright
broke hearts with all of her might

you took my phone number and you wrote it down
if you did worse than me then i'd expect a crown
your stupid tricks and hearts breaks i'll just break it down
you wouldn't ever know if i were the one

i swear this year is severed
would you kiss me whenever
swallowed in your endeavors
i'll never fucking miss her

you wanted out the spotlight
just kill yourself and re write
dismembered but im alright
broke hearts with all of her might

Did I Make A Mistake?

every saying every word just makes worse
and it hit you like that truck and now its rainin on my shirt
all a sudden im so nonchalant so chill that it just hurts
if you die before im dyin then im diggin up your corpse
and ill only sleep beside it and ill take it everywhere
if i peel away your skin then its the only thing ill wear
everytime i get embarrassed i just think about your stare
you got big beautiful eyes and they show me how you care
nothing that you do could fail me
but every single word that ive said just ails me
and i understand that you get confused
till you dont know what you want but i know i want you im so
motherfuckin stupid i just wish that i could be like
half as smart as you and half as straightened as my teeth
but theyre rotten and corroded so you might just not kiss me
im so charming but so stupid but what more could skele be

oh well youll be fine

fully hollow <3

prod me

https://open.spotify.com/track/0tjqZGkade0FwP4AR3G2Xd?si=545f69b242a14f79

why didn't u
call me yet?
i talk to u
to calm me down
head in my knees
im so upset
too many thoughts
im running out

quiet down my head
i rly wanna cry
bleeding out  my mouth
i can never win my fights
and they're joking with me now
and they're joking with me now

dont hurt me
ive already hurt enough
u heard me
but u think its just a bluff

i understand
that u dont want me here
but u dont have to
always break down to tears

why didn't u
call me yet?
i talk to u
to calm me down
head in my knees
im so upset
too many thoughts
im running out

Latest and greatest depression in my pitiful plane of existence

h4ppyenuff