don't darling - peter mcpoland

St. Peter - Peter McPoland

strip mall

how many

bike ride

whose you are

Lyrics:

I look so stupid in this sweater
I’ll just keep faking it better
Look at them looking at me
Later I’ll be in my bed

Micky brought a pack of blue spirits
Thank god I want buzzing in my ears
How does she sing like that
It’s coming from the ceiling 

I wish I was something special
Cuz nothing they say would change
I’m gripping the kitchen scissors
Need something stronger than weed

I wanna know what it’s like
To breathe in & out of my mouth
To be here now 
I don’t know how I’ll ever be 
Somebody out loud 

Mariah’s playing on the tv
Diet coke, big coat, westerly street
Told them all I had to go
Chapped lips blew a kiss out the door

When I grow up I wanna be tough
Living to land on the moon & stuff
Not scared of big rooms
Not scared of you 

I wish I was something special
I wish this old clock would change
I’m calling the big car early 
getting the f*ck out of this place

I wanna know what it’s like
To breathe in & out of my mouth
To be here now 
I don’t know how I’ll ever be somebody out loud

I wanna know what it’s like
To be here now
I wanna know what it’s like
To be here now 
I don’t know how I’ll ever be somebody

Out loud - voice memo

Big Mean Man

The human mind has its limits sometimes
You can't let go of everything
Even if you try

Not everything 
Always have 
To be complicated
I'll admit it
I signed it there
But you said
They're making it happen
I dont want it

If you could please get out my mind
Thank you
It meant the world when you said that i was nice

Not everything 
Always have 
To be complicated
I'll admit it
In just one time
I could make everything
Better
Or whenever

Nothing you ever do is gonna matter
Now its your turn to be mad
Ive seen every kind of person 
Never saw one like you

St. Peter - Peter McPoland

Caitlyn Moniz