molly - jordy searcy cover

I'd Have to Think About It

Lyrics:

If the trees are alive 
Then I guess I am too 
Feel the need to survive 
Looking for things to do 
Just to prove that I’m here and I was when I’m gone 
If the trees are alive then I wanna be one

If my soul is a fire 
My body’s a forest
The music is water
The void is a chorus
I hear when it calls me from under the blue
If my soul is a fire I wanna be cool 
All the trees are alive and I wish I were too

All my idols are just 
Two dimensional things
In my head on the wall 
in the light of my screen
And it’s lonely I know but I’m seeing it through
Oh my idol you’re dead and I want to be you

Oh I’m gonna get there someday
I can feel it the horizon drawing near
I wanna live to be
Taller than a sycamore
Burning brighter than a meteor
Dying like a distant star

Oh my love is a ghost and I guess I am too
Dreaming up visions of light breaking through
How it builds and it swells and the climax is you
I will live I will die I will make something new
I will live I will die I will put it to use

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The Trees Are Alive

easier said than done. (voice memo)

being in love with someone so much you want to become a part of them.

folded in the basement with my head inside your chest
taking medication so that you can feel less
and i swear to you right now, this ain’t part of my depression
but if i died here in your arms i wouldn’t be upset
could we live in this tangled mess forever?
they can pull our bodies out when they’re old and weathered
maybe over time they will have joined at the center
no trace that you and i were never not together
ooh, if my blood is your blood, i will course
ooh, if your love is my love, i want more

my blood is ur blood - kevin atwater

dogs - kevin atwater

Verse 1:
You’re not what I wanted
You’re not what I need
I’m not your accomplice
I think you’re my enemy 
I didn’t feel it ‘til it was all that I felt
I didn’t know you ‘til I knew you way too well

Chorus:
You’ve got me picking at my scabs
You’ve got me scratching just to scratch
Now I’ve got all these cuts to cleanse 
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends

Verse 2:
Oh, it stings like a rash
And it burns like my ash
It’s like when the meds won’t kick in
And you feel your heart race quicken
Oh, it stings like a rash

Chorus:
You’ve got me picking at my scabs
You’ve got me scratching just to scratch
Now I’ve got all these cuts to cleanse 
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends

You’re not what I wanted
You’re not what I need
I’m not your accomplice
I think you’re my enemy 

Bridge:
You’re not the good guy 
If you think everyone should die 
In the end
You’re not the good guy 
If you tell the truth but would lie 
If you could do it again
If I could do it again
We would’ve just stayed friends 
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends
We should’ve just stayed friends

we should've just stayed friends

star tripping : kevin atwater (demo)

Bobby By (Sandy) Alex G (w Conan Gray) By Cavetown

This song is pretty much how I think when I enter new romantic encounters. I always hope for the best but there’s this nagging in the back of my mind that says that everything is going to end and I’ll be disappointed. This is like that rant you want to text your crush or your ex or whoever, but you know it’ll get you nowhere so you type it out in your notes and then delete it in the morning. It’s a sort of catharsis I guess. 

Lyrics: 

Be my first first 
Be my last be my worst
Be the best make it hurt
When you leave me inevitably 
Take it slow
Please don’t rush to go
Even though I know
That it’ll come when I most expect it

I don’t want to be afraid 
That every phone call will be 
The last time I hear your voice

It’s in my blood it’s in my bones 
It’s in my past that’s how I know
That I don’t really have a choice

It’s okay 
I saw it coming anyway
You don’t even have to say
That you’re sorry I know you aren’t
You’re just fine 
You don’t have to lie 
I’m a big kid I won’t cry 
I'll disappear and you’ll never see me

(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my face
(You’ll never see me)
I’ll make sure you never see my 

Hey it’s me
I just had the nicest dream
You were sitting next to me
And that was all it’s so stupid I know
Well... okay
This was all just to say
I’ll delete it anyway
In the morning

my blood is ur blood - kevin atwater

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