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lyrics:
existence, existence
existential dread
existence, existence
existential dread

it’s getting late and i’m in bed
come to the door, n let me give you head
i swallow your cum like i’m swallowing lead
worried you’ll see the blood i’ve bled
but that’s alright, you won’t notice
i feel like i’ve already blown this
i recently realized you don’t give a shit
recently realized you’ll only want me as your bitch

existence, existence
existential dread
i wish i didn’t, i wish i didn’t 
didn’t get out of bed

is my only use for being bred?
is my body used to being red?
capillaries bursting in my head
the feeling of you, i can’t forget
i’m worried about being forgot
i have little to no forethought
don’t care whether or not if i’m seen as a thot
don’t care whether or not you think i’m hot

existence, existence
existential dread
i’m stuck in my, i’m stuck in my
stuck in my own head

did you hate me cus you raped me?
or did you rape me cus you hate me?
did you even wanna hurt me?
did you ever wanna love me?
did you hate me cus you raped me?
or did you rape me cus you hate me?  
can you feel anything?
did you feel anything? like

existential dread (prod ERLAX)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3knURdzIwtY stranger prod roses

lyrics:
you’re a stranger
you have changed, now
you’re the remainder
why’d you entertain it

emotions swirl around like dust
rained so hard i turned to rust
fallen back on broken trust
fade to black in broken lust
red green eyes blue on the bus
you smoke me out and drink me up
take me back when teeth were cut
you’re my only one, this is only once

fill me up and bleed it out
erase my pain fill me with doubt
b70’ bars or in the ground
either way you’re not around
hurts so bad now we’ve been found
we’d laugh out loud up in our cloud
pretend the end won’t come around
i’m sorry have i let you down?

you’re the stranger
you have changed 
you’re the remainder
made me your entertainer

pink red lips are smiling now
white blue in the lightning now
good green in my pipe ri now
citing our fights while i write ri now
everything is so frightening now
rib-cage keep on tightening now
sharp white teeth are biting down
realities dividing now

stick a needle through my eye
i told u i would never lie
u saw me, how i died that night
n never cared to make it right
i’m up so high fly wit the kites
dont speak now, i don wanna fight
tired of this shit, takin the pipe
then kick me out your room at midnight

love me then like nah you're lame
n act like i’m the one to blame
ill tat my face and change my name
you know i’ll never be the same

cus you’re a stranger
you have changed, now
you’re the remainder
why’d you entertain it?

stranger (prod. roses)

Piggie

https://youtu.be/Jg5Pl31cVtA?list=TLPQMTYwNzIwMjO9GG0-atKObQ

wasted, faceless, i give and give, and you take it 
wasted, baseless, bittersweet, i can taste it 
faking? faking? now, why the fuck would i fake this?
i'm breaking, shaken, but you don't care unless i say it

i try (i try) i fall (i fall) i fly (i die)
i fail (i fail) to learn (to learn) why oh y o y

wasted, tasted, the gum covered, dirty old pavement
amazed and im dazed and the whole world is covered in a haze, yeah
misplaced it, your vape yeah, i promise you i didn't take it
cus u take it, taken it, never give back what you've taken

i cry (i cry) i crawl (i crawl) can't fly (i die)

i cry (i cry) i crawl (i crawl) can't fly (i die)
i fail (i fail) to learn (to learn) why oh y o y 

you do, what you want, not like i can stop it
i did what you wanted, now they're tellin me to drop it..

i've cried (i've cried) won't fall (won't fall) i'm flyin (i'm flyin i'm flyin)
don't think (don't think) i'll ever (ever) know why oh y o y

wasted, wasting

wasted (drunk demo) prod by GrizD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5j5ITYOcBs

you ate what was left of me
disaster, memorized the recipe
i wish i could remove the memories
sugar sweet but i got cavities
cinnamon powder, fill up my lungs
swore to god, you were the one
stick a knife in me, i’m fucking done
you taste like your vape and old hard gum

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
a secret hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

you know all of my birthmarks
discovered in the back of your car
store my leftovers in a jar
you never have to reach too far
you’re an oven, i turned you on
burns and scars cover my arms
you said you would do no harm
but you disarmed me with your charm

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
the secrets hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

sickly sweet like old caramels
all you do to me is give me hell
thought that i would never tell
withholding cries until i yell
cut myself into juliennes
im playing a game that i’ll never win
i’ll always let you back in
wish you were a better friend

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
a secret hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

candy heart demo (prod tunnA Beatz)

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existential dread (prod ERLAX)

lixh pickett