autotune era

i h8 u!

i dunno what im doin 
i said im dumb, told ya im clueless 
move out the way, there’s a cute bitch (move)
she’s a view, i’m shot by cupid 

she was actin kinda bratty 
i spanked her when she called me daddy (you’re not my dad)
she don’t shut up, she so chatty (shut up)
i do not care, she a baddie 

she was pretty like a caddie girl 
woulda made her my world (my boo)
but she’s too busy with her school 
and i’m at parties hittin juuls (wow)

but i don’t do drugs anymore 
ignore the focalin on my floor (now i take adderall)
i swear it just helps me focus   
makes emotion go hocus pocus (yall ugly)

disappear without a trace, yuh
just like i wish her stupid face would (walk away)
i don’t know how i’d replace her   
but i’m trying to erase her   

from my memory   
pretty girls will be the death of me (oof oof)
woulda been her mister mister   
fucked her like a stepsister (what are you doing step bro)

why you buggin like an insect? (ya like jazz?)
i swear i don’t condone inscest   
unless it’s with my stepbrother 
that fucker fucked me like no other (bruh)

and i mean he fucked me over   
i still have not got any closure 
i suck at getting over (escalera oh)
i ain’t no getting closer, no   

i keep getting stuck like glue   
stuck on her and him and them and you   
i dunno what im doin   
i said im dumb, told ya im clueless   

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AjDKooqcrlw PRBLM x YUNGSTER JACK x DAVID SHAWTY type beat (prod. tenoji)

Samples:
move- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGspZjSwzsU 
you're not my dad- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csv3v5bSIEc 
shut up- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MB1W_pBCyB8  
wow- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gnavcUHC6zc
adderall- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8yle4QTGJ0E 
yall ugly https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xECigynJEpw 
step bro- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mMJSiZArup0  
ya like jazz? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mqDOQzfM5Kc
bruh sound effect #2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ZIpFytCSVc 
escalera oh https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ekzwHeZISk8

clueless (prod tenoji)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DG6F5dyIhXQ

lyrics: 
0:15
loosening your grip, pray you don’t drop me
am i beginning to slip; have i started rotting?
remain in stasis, wonder if i’m not me
wonder if it’s on me, feeling like you’ve shot me

0:30
and i know you did things in the nicest way possible
but honestly i think that you left me with another hole
i wonder if you are aware that it’s my bloody heart that you stole
just say you don’t like me, or maybe you’re just way too old

0:45
i’m scared you’ll ball me up like a shirt you’re too lazy fold
scared you’ll learn to hate me, leave me outside waiting in the cold
i know i sound crazy, it’s just that i’ve been left before
and i’m too scared to be alone, wanna find home in your arms

1:01
i’ve dreamt about your love for most of the week 
it’s the only thing that makes me wanna go to sleep
and i’m a little sad that you’re not mine to keep 
but it’s ok i won’t feel a thing by next week

1:16
i wonder if you think i’m cute or a just lil creep
wonder if you want me in your bed, tangled up in your sheets
do i sit in your head like a teabag ready to steep?
it’s kinda hard to swim away when i’m stuck knee-deep

1:31
and you didn’t hurt me as much as i hurt myself 
i wish you would want me, a depiction of perfect health 
but i’ll go home and hang my pride up on a shelf 
and i’ll cry in my bed and envy everyone else

1:46
and it takes so much effort to get out of my shell
and it hurts so bad to realize i am myself
and it hurts so bad to know that this isn’t hell
cus if there’s worse than this, there’s no reason to yell

2:02
i think you less like being with me than walking away
i’d follow you to the ends of the earth before asking you to stay
i don’t wanna fall in love again, i’d rather be flayed
infatuation doesn’t last but it relieves the pain for now
 
2:17
it feels almost like you did this shit on purpose
make me question what i did to ever deserve this 
got me acting like a clown, no, i’m the whole circus
every night fantasizing bout your dck hitting my cervix 

2:32 
you’re loosening your grip, pray you don’t drop me
am i beginning to slip; have i started rotting?
remain in stasis, wonder if i’m not me
wonder if it’s on me, feeling like you’ve shot me

shot me (prod mutru)

https://youtu.be/gf0TyTKebXg 

lyrics:
all i wanna do is spend my time with you
i'm stuck on, stuck on you, stuck on you like glue
the love i have for you is comparable to few
mm, if you only knew, if you only knew
if you only knew, knew what i would do
boy please get a clue, i would kill for you
and if another bitch tries, tries to fuck with you
i'll stomp her in my boots, til she's black n blue

love making out with you til i break curfew
fuckin in your bed, already half past 2
i really love you, baby, it's the fucking truth
do you really need a reason? i'd offer a slew, like

you're wonderful, near perfect, question if i deserve it
so lovely, it hurts yeah, always wanna be of service
you're comfort, when i'm nervous, always feel like i'm a burden
so gorgeous, tried flirting, but i hide it on the surface
i love you, i promise, don't know how you'd even want this
you want me? you got it; won't leave you alone my darlin
i'm flyin, i'm fallin, so hard when i hear you calling
so baby, be honest, do you know you're so damn enthralling?

cus all i wanna do is spend my time with you
i'm stuck on, stuck on you, stuck on you like glue
the love i have for you is comparable to few
mm, if you only knew, if you only knew
if you only knew, knew what i would do
boy please get a clue, i would kill for you
and if another bitch tries, tries to fuck with you
i'll stomp her in my boots, til she's black n blue, might hurt you too
 
time aint linear with you
it just loops and loops
happy stuck here with you
don't know if you feel it too, but
it feels like forever
but forever aint enough
"i love you"s are whatever
boy you fill me up
and i don't like how you've influenced me so
but i hope our relationship continues to grow
and i hope you know my affections aren't for show
cus you should've learned that quite a while ago

cus all i wanna do is spend my time with you
i'm stuck on, stuck on you, stuck on you like glue
the love i have for you is comparable to few
mm, if you only knew, if you only knew, only knew

time with you (prod morecalcium)

euphoric freestyle thing idk
felt like posting

lyrics:
watching the grass grow
what happens below?
where does the time go?
who knows

looking in my window
snort another line of blow
3 years seems so long ago
but have i even grown?

was it all for show?
the pills, the weed, the snow
where did the lines go?
who knows

im just skin and bone
chances all been blown
can't find my way home
all i do is roam

watch your body glow
spillin like bordeaux 
take off your bandeau
can i see what's below?

will i ever know?
be honest, please, wait, don't
you hate me, yeah it shows
you're not alone, not at all

smoking prerolled cones
my love blew  up my phone
she said she had to go
all i said was 'oh'

oh (prod SaveMeSyler)

beat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZnUVpBfct8

lyrics: 
<29 seconds* of intro>
i don't want to exist-
currently
i'm so tired of all your shit-
you hurtin me

why must i fall so damn hard?
why must i find comfort in my broken heart?

why does it keep raining? (why do you hate me?)
how have you been lately? (why do you hate me?)
why did you break me? (why do you hate me?)
why did you rape me? (why do you hate me?)

i can’t seem to continue-
without you
i can’t believe i never once
doubted you 

why must i be so in love?
why must you make me feel i’m not enough?

you had your hands around my throat like a collar-ar-ar
fill up my lungs with smoke, wonder should i call ya?

i want to go back to sleep-
forever
if there was a way to turn back time-
i’d pull the lever

we were in a weird way in love, weren’t we?
so why do you like to rip me apart and hurt me?

why does it keep raining? (why do you hate me?)
how have you been lately? (why do you hate me?)
why did you break me? (why do you hate me?)
why did you rape me? (why do you hate me? what did i do?)

what did i do? (prod. 5head and metlast)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3knURdzIwtY stranger prod roses

lyrics:
you’re a stranger
you have changed, now
you’re the remainder
why’d you entertain it

emotions swirl around like dust
rained so hard i turned to rust
fallen back on broken trust
fade to black in broken lust
red green eyes blue on the bus
you smoke me out and drink me up
take me back when teeth were cut
you’re my only one, this is only once

fill me up and bleed it out
erase my pain fill me with doubt
b70’ bars or in the ground
either way you’re not around
hurts so bad now we’ve been found
we’d laugh out loud up in our cloud
pretend the end won’t come around
i’m sorry have i let you down?

you’re the stranger
you have changed 
you’re the remainder
made me your entertainer

pink red lips are smiling now
white blue in the lightning now
good green in my pipe ri now
citing our fights while i write ri now
everything is so frightening now
rib-cage keep on tightening now
sharp white teeth are biting down
realities dividing now

stick a needle through my eye
i told u i would never lie
u saw me, how i died that night
n never cared to make it right
i’m up so high fly wit the kites
dont speak now, i don wanna fight
tired of this shit, takin the pipe
then kick me out your room at midnight

love me then like nah you're lame
n act like i’m the one to blame
ill tat my face and change my name
you know i’ll never be the same

cus you’re a stranger
you have changed, now
you’re the remainder
why’d you entertain it?

stranger (prod. roses)

Piggie

https://youtu.be/Jg5Pl31cVtA?list=TLPQMTYwNzIwMjO9GG0-atKObQ

wasted, faceless, i give and give, and you take it 
wasted, baseless, bittersweet, i can taste it 
faking? faking? now, why the fuck would i fake this?
i'm breaking, shaken, but you don't care unless i say it

i try (i try) i fall (i fall) i fly (i die)
i fail (i fail) to learn (to learn) why oh y o y

wasted, tasted, the gum covered, dirty old pavement
amazed and im dazed and the whole world is covered in a haze, yeah
misplaced it, your vape yeah, i promise you i didn't take it
cus u take it, taken it, never give back what you've taken

i cry (i cry) i crawl (i crawl) can't fly (i die)

i cry (i cry) i crawl (i crawl) can't fly (i die)
i fail (i fail) to learn (to learn) why oh y o y 

you do, what you want, not like i can stop it
i did what you wanted, now they're tellin me to drop it..

i've cried (i've cried) won't fall (won't fall) i'm flyin (i'm flyin i'm flyin)
don't think (don't think) i'll ever (ever) know why oh y o y

wasted, wasting

wasted (drunk demo) prod by GrizD

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s5j5ITYOcBs

you ate what was left of me
disaster, memorized the recipe
i wish i could remove the memories
sugar sweet but i got cavities
cinnamon powder, fill up my lungs
swore to god, you were the one
stick a knife in me, i’m fucking done
you taste like your vape and old hard gum

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
a secret hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

you know all of my birthmarks
discovered in the back of your car
store my leftovers in a jar
you never have to reach too far
you’re an oven, i turned you on
burns and scars cover my arms
you said you would do no harm
but you disarmed me with your charm

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
the secrets hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

sickly sweet like old caramels
all you do to me is give me hell
thought that i would never tell
withholding cries until i yell
cut myself into juliennes
im playing a game that i’ll never win
i’ll always let you back in
wish you were a better friend

getting baked every evening
eyes glued to the ceiling
trying to stop feeling
innocence slowly peeling,
away from me, your eyes gleaming
do you know how much you mean to me?

i had a candy heart
but you broke it apart
and i know you don’t see it that way
but listen to what i have to say
you’re the popcorn between my teeth
a secret hidden underneath
the layers of dark
you ate my candy heart

candy heart demo (prod tunnA Beatz)

Favourite Toy

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cowlix go moo
aka lith aka pickett aka vidas aka calix aka calzone
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what did i do? (prod. 5head and metlast)

lixh pickett