I do highly suggest watching the accompanying video if you are not sensitive to flashing images.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-ECjXRXpxA
https://caize.bandcamp.com/album/anchor

ANCHOR (ft. Eleanor Forte) (2021)

【DEX】dark streak【VOCALOID original song】

Original by BONES. https://soundcloud.com/yfguds8a7gug
Tuning, cover and art by me
ft. MAIKA(DEX and Kagamine RIN POWER as harmonies)
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this song been stuck in my head for too long. didnt even notice how eerie instrumental is, i love it. also first time trying to tune maika. unfortunataly.

【MAIKA】WIRETAP 【Vocaloid COVER】

TW for themes of abuse, second-person verbal abuse, internalized self-hatred, hopelessness and suicidal ideation

This song has a whole story u should check out the youtube upload to see it!!

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art twitter: [ https://twitter.com/DieoxideCarbon?t=... ]
youtube:
[ https://www.youtube.com/@carbonmonoxide3263 ]

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[ Lyrics ]

First order, act it normal
Perfect walls, don't be informal
Blinding lights beneath the canopy
Ashes won't repair my vanity

Secondly don't act so vicious
Defang, declaw, ain't that precious?
Good victims don't take up space,
you're not like that you know your place

I may not be an actor, but
I've learned to work faster
Discipline is so crucial when
Safety means his approval

I may not be an artist but
My fear I will harness
And if you survive today then
Maybe we'll be ok

I think I'm far too aware
Living a daily nightmare
Dull my brain contain the pain
Then wake up do it again

Can't do this any longer
Not getting any stronger
If this is all life is I'd
Rather have eternal bliss

Breaking
Skin loose things beneath my pins I
Shake free
strings, past sins, these
Ugly tins of mortality

Tugging strings
Let it sink
Play the part
And then you play another

Stitching skin
Fixing springs
Holding back
Violent explosive anger

Biting cloth
Succumbed rot
Shut your mouth
And then you take another

Luna moth
Succumbed sloth
It's gone south
I'll be like this forever

Keep talking
Keep walking
Things are fine
Dont question what is normal

Pull the strings
Make me sing
Keep dancing
Remember you dont matter

How I want to cut the wire
Retake my agency
I'm ashamed I should know better
It won't make me happy

Third thing to keep in mind
To you I've been nothing but kind
You must cherish my generosity
I know how to treat my property

Fourthly, you belong to me
I'm entitled to your body
Don't deprive me of my rights
Or else how could you sleep at night?

I may not be so perfect
Worthless liminal defect
Fear is absolutely needed
When this is how I'm treated

I do not deserve better
But I'm a selfish quitter
I know I'm simply the worst
Because that's just how it works

The clanging thoughts in my head
Violence better left unsaid
Scared monsters under the bed
they tell me that I deserve it

I'm tired of the sickness
Worthless facets of illness
With my autonomy stripped
To my life I'm just a witness

Breaking
Rules so cruel rewind the spool, I
Shake free
Doves in love, my
Dependence on monstrosity

Tugging strings
Let it sink
Play the part
And then you play another

Stitching skin
Fixing springs
Holding back
Violent explosive anger

Biting cloth
Succumbed rot
Shut your mouth
And then you take another

Luna moth
Succumbed sloth
It's gone south
I'll be like this forever

Keep talking
Keep walking
Things are fine
Don't question what is normal

Pull the strings
Make me sing
Keep dancing
Remember you dont matter

How I want to cut the wire
Retake my agency
I'm ashamed I should know better
It won't make me happy

I know
five through six, and
I know
gentle mettle
I know
pick up sticks, and
I know
grieving devils
Was there
Any difference
I feel
Mounting pressure
I can
Taste dissonance
Maybe I'll
Write that letter

Oh I know I understand that
You want me at your command but
Life just isn't all that fair I'll
Bite you back, I'll make you scared

The puppet you once loved has died
You hit and screamed, you made me cry
Those fences I'm not amending
You have no place in my
Happy ending

No more strings
Overthink
Cut the shit
I'll tear you into bits
Just how many?
How plenty?
120?
With nightmares worth a penny

Buried guilt
Rome re-built
Cracked and spilt
A bloodied plastic mother

"You ok?"
Sore and gray
So let's pray
It won't be this forever

Sitting still
Cracked and spilt
No 'until'
Under my feelings’ control

Scared and dazed
Burned and praised
Abstract ways
Rip out my beating soul so

Now I've come to cut the wires
Retook my agency
Pride that's lost in paranoia
Someday I'll be happy

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Pupaphobia // Gumi English [CoF]

Hi, I found this instrumental and added the vocals.
Vsqx is completely based on the one made by the madotspooki.
Vsqx Dl - https://mega.nz/file/AIAxiL4Y#pp_h9rffpEHkcUJpX2drul5hzZKspTMyoK7kZ93qoWk

Faceless Remaster

Lyrics:

Join me on the platform, wind disheveling my hair
My dress is flapping as the train rushes through the gap
I know neither of us want to be standing upon this platform
but we must do our best
while waiting in the mist
Do what the speaker says and mind the gap

I DON’T
LOVE YOU
PLEASE DON’T
LEAVE ME
WHAT DID
I DO?
WHICH TRAIN
WILL YOU CHOOSE?
I DON’T
LOVE YOU
PLEASE DON’T
LEAVE ME
WHAT DID
I DO?
WHICH TRAIN
WILL YOU CHOOSE?

All aboard the last train of the day
What’s the problem?
Are you lost again?
Oh how sad for you
Won’t you just get on the stupid train?
I’m sure it’ll take you where you need to go
You’re holding up the line

Twist and turn
along the railroad track
I fear we don’t know our way back
I want to say before we crash
I never liked you, my dear

Are you really
gonna leave me
on this platform
all alone?
You’re so selfish
How could you do this
to me?
What did I do?
Dear, I love you
All those words meant nothing
You’re so selfish
How could you do this
to me?

Twist and turn. I won’t forgive you
On the platform where you left me
Bang and crash. You won’t be leaving
I will have you to put the blame on

Are you really
gonna leave me
on this platform
all alone?
You’re so selfish
How could you do this
to me?
What did I do?
Dear, I love you
All those words meant nothing
You’re so selfish
How could you do this
to me?

I DON’T
LOVE YOU
PLEASE DON’T
LEAVE ME
WHAT DID
I DO?
WHICH TRAIN
WILL YOU CHOOSE?
I DON’T
LOVE YOU
PLEASE DON’T
LEAVE ME
WHAT DID
I DO?
WHICH TRAIN
WILL YOU CHOOSE?

Mind The Gap【FEAT. Natsuki Karin】

OrgansDotOrg- OUT OF SORTS ft. SONiKA

(12 ½ y/o - 14 ½ y/o)




im supposed to be working on the pv dam u adhd

2017 - 2019 // candy improvement :)))

Fukase / Nice Guys Finish Last [Original Song]

this is where i peaked

youtube upload: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEXuGXs-KHw

Mind The Gap【FEAT. Natsuki Karin】

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