Steve Harvey (+Sped)

Cover by https://soundcloud.com/safehavendot
Everything else by withered roses

Lyrics:
I have died too many times just to ponder
Why I am alive at all, it hurts to wonder
Wonder through the forest and look at all the greenery
Wonder if live even has any meaning

Stop to take a look at all the different flowers
Bullet in this gun it really makes you ponder
I have cried myself to sleep at least 2 times
I don't really think that I should be alive.

And the rain falls from the clouds
Leaving dew on all of the flowers
"I am not ok" I say too many times.

Take your time
Look in my eyes
I have died.
One too many times

I don't think think I'll ever be ok
All these thoughts they swirl in my brain
I'm so stressed out I can't even cry
Everyday it hurts being alive.

hiding in stress.

-Gh0stboi!-
Makin' my money & playin' my game (Huh)
Not this shit again (huh)
You won't get my heart that easily
No, not again (Huh)
Yeah I'm careful (Bitch I'm careful)
A lot of shit goin' on
Yeah my head full (Bitch my head full)

Yeah she playin' with me though
Yeah, she like eeny miny mo
Only cry when my dough low
I won't cry about a hoe, no
(Yeah)
But I know that I would have a year ago
(huh) Yeah shit was better a year ago
Yeah your ex mans
What he did ion know why he did that
Other one ion know why he did that
I'm the type to change your life
Baby get back (Yeah)

Makin' my money & playin' my game (Huh)
Not this shit again (huh)
You won't get my heart that easily
No, not again (Huh)
Yeah I'm careful (Bitch I'm careful)
A lot of shit goin' on
Yeah my head full (Bitch my head full)

(Huh)
Bitch it's dreadful (Hm)
Really mental (Hm)
Yeah you did that (Hm)
Did it no regrets too (Huh)
Yeah I get that
But you seriously can't expect me to forget that

-caramel-
u wont get my heart that easily
at least not when u mean to me
treat me with respect n maybe
then u'll see a deeper me
honesty is everything
and u been slacking hard
baby i'd prefer my death to that
you won't be the one that i shall die beside
at least not when u fucking lie
bitch i've seen u do it to ur day ones
why should i confide in u
why should i believe in u
i'd rather suck a demon off
like fuck it dawg

makin my money n playin my game
no, Not this shit again
u won't get my heart that easily
No, not again
Yeah I'm fkin careful
i got a lot of shit goin' on
yeah my fkin heads full

Death Penalty (feat. Caramel) (prod. plezi)

Dropping a ft. version of this song with @bvnyvn when he locks his ass in
-LYRICS-
(Intro)
She just wanna get high
I just wanna, hmm

(Chorus)
She just wanna get high
I just wanna get by
I just wanna live life
I just wanna get by

(Verse)
(Inhale)
Tokin' shit, uh huh
Heard you talkin' shit
Told yo bitch to tote my shit
Talk some more I'll blow that shit
The way she talk, she a hoe that bitch
The way I walk, I don't know that bitch
My gun it talk
But like me, it don't talk to hoes

(Bridge)
Cus it's fuck these bitches, ah
Bitch I'm on my mission now
Shit ain't over 'til it's over
'til I change the cash amount
So don't count me out 
When it's going down
(I just wanna, hmm)

(Chorus)
She just wanna get high
I just wanna get by
I just wanna live life
I just wanna get by

(Outro)
Cop that shit, uh huh
Why you askin' shit
Talkin' bout all my straps & shit

Get High (prod. mathu x vyzio x percy)

i had crash landed on this primitive world
the last of my kind, a lonely road to my end
camoflauge engaged so they think i'm a friend
i might as well try to attempt to fit in
i'll try to build a life outta rubble n sticks
life has overtaken every part of this rock
most the galaxy's dead apart from soulless machines
i can sense the beauty in my horrible fate

i know, it's cold, up there
but it's home
my soul, is chained, down here
on this globe
come forth, n see, the stars
and let go

cr..ash_landing.log (drowned)

Ultra violet Night time light
I made my bed and rubbed my eyes
Again
I find ive lost more friends
But im alright im all ive ever had
Life goes on and times get hard
But I sit back and pluck my harp and make
Sweet sounds to calm you down
And help you walk on top storm clouds

Hope
Its all ive ever known
Not the bounty at its end
But just the thought alone
So I hold hope
In the passing of the time were dealt
That the wounds we lick at now will scab and heal themselves over
I could the rain shift in slowly over the lake
I could pain inside of ur eyes just melt away
Ive been weathered by the storm ive been cut by its sleet
If I give for you my life then my life is complete

Ultra violet Night time light
I made my bed and rubbed my eyes
Again
I find ive lost more friends
But im alright im all ive ever had
Life goes on and times get hard
But I sit back and pluck my harp and make
Sweet sounds to calm you down
And help you walk on top storm clouds

ultra violet night time lite (sorrowbringer)

I cant die right now I sit these fumes and I breath in harder

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

As I write this down I feel myself get caught in anguish
Seems the constants in my life have all been found and tainted
When the sun goes down at night does it give word to oceans
They find the moon a guest invited here to grant them motion
A plasticine home
With a porcelain bed
On the linoleum floors
Where I break open heads
Theres jakes on the phone
And a scalp in my lap 
Now With All that I know
I just know that its bad

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

I swear I didnt that she would die
It was right here that she attacked me with a knife
I defended myself
It was brutal I know
But the wounds dont match up with the story ive told
Its called love
And you could never understand it
Love comes with hardship
And love comes with damage
And this here is passion
A love left unbandaged
When Im all thats left 
I find love in disparage

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

pure unadulterated love (sorrowbringer)

Save me
I went thru hell just to glow up
Now its just soot where I grown up
Now its just red in my white cup fallen
Now its just blood when I throw up
I need a minute just hold up
He see my face and he froze up
I made some plays now I cant stop ballin
Like I blocked his bitch cause she won’t stop calling
Im in the snow and it wont stop falling
Im in this wraith but it wont stop stalling
Money had called now it wont stop talking
I swapped the Buick out for a big body
I make these bitches wait down in the lobby
I make this bag and I dip like a robbery
He at the drop with a stick like hockey

This shit to you is a hobby
When I punch in know I punch like rocky
I dip the blunt in the wax like poke
I mix my drink till the pink get sloshy
Uh
I got some hate I love it
I dont think hating on me in his budget
He try to reach out now after I dub him
I think we all could see im way above him

Bitch Im not playing around
You come at me and im laying u out
I could’ve shit what had come out his mouth
Its Cringy as fuck and they playing u out
I seen the text from a leak in the cloud
Grow u some balls and then say it out loud
I hop on the stage and I yell at the crowd
I feel like im Oscar my family proud
I hear a lot and dont make a sound
Couple of notches im turning u down
U not on shit when its no one around
The people around u just starving for clout
Its a problem I never had worried about
I got some people I knew from the jump
And they used to that type they stone wall em
I blow this whistle they jump on em
I could sniff out that its hoe in em
I got this method and i haven’t been showin em
I like the watches with chrome in em
I like the whips that im sitting real low in em
I got some horrible principles
I had some fallout the damage was minimal
I like my studio liminal
I beat the shit out this beat like a criminal
I put some Kush in my paper and roll me a baseball bat lets go
I got some mud in my bag like a hiker I need me a chaser whenever I smoke
I spent a year in my house all alone
When u got no one then where u gon go
I had to work on this shit on my own
Now when they see me they already know

This shit to you is a hobby
When I punch in know I punch like rocky
I dip the blunt in the wax like poke
I mix my drink till the pink get sloshy
Uh
I got some hate I love it
I dont think hating on me in his budget
He try to reach out now after I dub him
I think we all could see im way above him

incase u forgot : freestyle (sorrowbringer)

Welcome back to fleet street baby 
This is where it started and before you lay the blame it was the people right here who had raised me
And another nail inside my coffin wont phase me
All of these Conclusions you had reached still amaze me
If You really think that im capable of what ive been accused of tell me baby
Why the fuck do you not hate me
I could see it in her face she thinks im crazy

Frankly im just tryna make some ends meet
Regardless of how lucrative the job theyve sent me
Ill take the pay if any
In times of darkness I could stretch a single note to pennies
Ill show u how to struggle proper
How to run on empty
Sometimes I wonder why god had chosen
A low life like me for the gifts I take for granted
For fun I would imagine
I used them once and heaven frowned as I had painted damage
I know the void awaits my presence I could hear it laughing
The poll spins still
As Red and white light wrap the caulking underneath of the barber shops sills
And cut thru dusk
And cut thru us
Im still on clock
The jobs not done
Maybe u could trust me when im locked away at last
And I could only touch the shape of you against the plexy glass
To show my love
To show my lust
As Your life moves on
mine collects dust

Welcome back to fleet street baby 
This is where it started and before you lay the blame it was the people right here who had raised me
And another nail inside my coffin wont phase me
All of these Conclusions you had reached still amaze me
If You really think that im capable of what ive been accused of tell me baby
Why the fuck do you not hate me
I could see it in her face she thinks im crazy

fleet street (sorrowbringer x pizzle)

Im tundra born and there’s snow all over the place
And This food so cold I cant even describe the taste
Im way too calm so I get just why they hate
His jays hat bouta get blown off of his face
Check my head its something inside my brain
Lemme Check my schedule im on call today
I hate impressions lets get this out the way
I hate this talk when there’s nothing left to say 

I hate these people here and I hate this talk
Oh you had taken up 3 new hobbies tell me now why would I care at all
I had got problems too believe it or not u really not special at all
Baby come thru we having a ball
You could find me here facing the wall
You could find me here facing a blunt
Cause I cannot stand this unless im dumb
I cannot stand here unless im gone
We having a good time really its fun
I Know im an dickhead what do u want
I got a pocket thats full of my tums
Im popping them now and touching the sun
When im coming down im leaving at once 

Im tundra born and there’s snow all over the place
And This food so cold I cant even describe the taste
Im way too calm so I get just why they hate
His jays hat bouta get blown off of his face
Check my head its something inside my brain
Lemme Check my schedule im on call today
I hate impressions lets get this out the way
I hate this talk when there’s nothing left to say 

p3 drug fueled rant (sorrowbringer)

lyrics:

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna track

Me and jabari are back im seeing the wav its under attack
Girl dont be like that cause u know that im busy im writing on smack
I tuck my blunt in my hat and I hop in the buick and push it down flat
I cant be here all the time I know that u dripping ill hit when im back
I pop out in something thats way too clean to be in his budget
I walk by and this Kush smell something just like blueberry muffins
I smoke cause I love it my bitch love it too who doesn’t
Bari and I just dropped it put us right back in discussion
she like how the fabric feel she like the lv buttons
I like how this steering feel and I like the way its cutting
I cant find my phone but really Im waiting till it stop buzzing
I dont know what to say right now and im better off saying nothing
So Fall into me
Before my heart dies
U could get me right I just know it baby
Lean into me
And for the last time
Whisper in my ear how I own it baby

So Take me on my word I know its worthless as of late
And Just like you im struggling to find purpose in this state
Now Im lighting blunts in the venue I carry my pain on my back like a jersey im wearing my brand
U heard what I said but ill say it again I just pop on the stage and im laying my hand down

Finish that bottle up baby im up in this booth and im ordering more
I got some money im using for fun if I dont well then what is it for
Passive aggressive im leaving u here to be angry as long as u want
I got some problems myself im not tryna make more than I already got 
baby im under attack they zapping my brain they stabbing my back
How could I ever relax I dont even sleep I dont even nap
People I knew from the jump they switch on me now and they all on my ass
But Even inside of my dreams im tryna to work im tryna tr-

league of problem solvers (jabarionthebeat x haze x natemorgan)

remember to look up.

New music out whenever I feel like it

cr..ash_landing.log (drowned)

Caramel

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