heard this chill guitar beat late the other night & couldn't help but spit on it 🎶

As Of Lately (Freestyle) (prod. Ahnboi x Jang0)

Just made this one in under 4 hours, we going hard this year don't sleep on me 💯

Now or Never

(prod. warningsadvibes)
@warningsadvibes

lyrics:

All these people around, but I'm feeling alone,
Broke my heart twice and it turned to stone.
They say I'm so sad, but she give me a deepthroat,
I say "what's going on?" better watch your tone.

All these people around, but I'm feeling alone,
Broke my heart twice and it turned to stone.
They say I'm so sad, but I'm in the zone,
I say "what's going on?" but I'm far from home.

She’s by my side, scrolling her phone,
I don’t give a fuck 'cause I’m so stoned.
Where should i go?

Then I eat some snacks, tryna face all these different time zones.

That’s a fact she’s so nasty.
Take everything you want,
'Cause you know I fuck you right.

every single night is been rough
you can say i'm the only one but i don't trust u

404: Far From Home

p. Dayswake 

Shout out riverkinn, go check out his incredible work also!

Lyrics -

(Swamp)
Just let me dance all night and pretend that I’m not that lonely 
Ok
while the drugs kick in and they do what they do 
I’m in a trance almost paralyzed and I can’t move 
Then I realize 
My ego has died I killed the old me 

I feel it inside come control me 
I’m a vessel for you, only you, and you solely 
But do you even really think you know me 
Uh oh 
What did I do again 
An overflow of psyche as the chemicals releases inside my head 
Look around there’s magic everywhere this dance floor is a mess 
Oh 
I think we’re in for a world of surprises and nothing less 
Or at least I think that’s what she said 
Where were you my friend?
And where am i again? 
Again. 
Again.

Just let me dance all night and pretend that I’m not that lonely 
Ok
while the drugs kick in and they do what they do 
I’m in a trance almost paralyzed and I can’t move 
Then I realize 
My ego has died I killed the old me 

(Riverkinn)

Had to accept it’s my fault you never called me 
Every night replay the last time you saw me 
Over and over again 
Over my dead body 
The blood that I bled combined with tears that I shed to shred the old me 
Into little pieces 
To releases
Something I could learn to regret 
Fell so far had to wait so long 
For the feeling that I couldn’t debate so strong 
Now I see everything I needed 
Feels so wrong to me

Trance w/ RiverKinn

lyrics:

Get the fuck out 
Light the truck up
This had took away faces
They refer back
Im the top guy
Im in 25 places
Light this blunt up
Drop the match stick
Blow a Hole thru that pavement
Whos the right guy
Whos the right one
No one else want the placement

Im so right now
Im so hay day
Im so I dont care what who say 
Fuck it pour the next deuce
Im counting lines up on a Tuesday
If I text a bitch its link time
All im getting backs a true say
Fuck it never mind the mood change
Im too busy for a mood swing
So Tell me baby u think who changed
I been always on the same thing
This what never going broke bring 
Lotta problems when the phone ring

Light this blunt up
Drop the match stick
Blow a Hole thru that pavement
Whos the right guy
Whos the right one
No one else want the placement

Im in the mix baby im me again
Sorry as fuck
U deep in that drink calling me again im not home
Took me a second to get in this mode
Even my skin tryna turn into to stone
Too many numbers thats not in my phone
Half of the industry hearing my tone
And Baby im back in the city again
Sold out shows in sold out clothes
Baby im back on the grease again
I catch fire and there I go
Whatever I say is wherever they go
Thats my dog he take his bones
I just want this cash in my hand before I land
Before im home

So pick the fuck up
And throw the rest out
I been here for like ages
Its just the break down
This the last one
This when all the shit changes
Light this blunt up
Drop the match stick
Blow a Hole thru that pavement
Whos the right guy
Whos the right one
No one else want the placement

this where everything changes (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Draped in this porch light
Is a broken man 
Stained with his guilt wine red thru his hands
These Words that we know
Halt the truth relayed to him
When everything is lost he picks up to start again

Based on his blood sports
I cannot defend
He just picks the brick back up as he stands
Ive been getting out more
Hell be sure to state
But Fuck if I could tell his rage paved thru his wake
When Every single second counts double on this day
Plan ahead for proper use to minimize ur waste
I cant even feel the copper splatter on my face
Id be none the wiser without profile of this taste
In his bruised hand he holds my back teeth
before the dirts layed he stashes more flesh
On this Wednesday im pushing daises
But On this Thursday im pushing roses 

Draped in this porch light
Is a broken man 
Stained with his guilt wine red thru his hands
These Words that we know
Halt the truth relayed to him
When everything is lost he picks up and goes again

Wait and Watch as his mask drops and his face shows
Its just like a mirror of looking at my own
I swear to god its like the last night I was out alone
Just Listen to my insight and stay the fuck at home
Its Big guns on the green line and a tired soul
U could get marked just like anyone u know
Leave his face on him side ways with a black hole
He just blew his brains out the back his fucking skull
Flayed on the stop sign sits his beating heart
Its like the human body get help break and fall apart
So Back into his hiding hole inside the long dark
He Rests until the year is done and halloween starts

Hlwn25 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

Another story of a boy who never grew old
How’d that truck taste
That shit was aiming for him
He said in the worst way
I will see you on road
Tell that fuck face
That im waiting for him
Play the tape back
Look at me im love struck 
I just want that back
Look what we had
Waves touch gaff
Just look at me im sea sick
I dont have sea legs
I cant swim back
Just look at my hands
The ropes burned holes in
The legs of my pants
With the force of cannon
I am no man
I was tucked down
In the bowels of the ship
In a selfish abandoned
As the weights laid
I will stay back
Sure my worst fate remains in my head
For Next birthday
I will eat cake
Sure my ship mates ive hurt are all dead
I cant believe my luck
If u could call it that but really ur just war shy
Next time I sober up
Ill face a battle that gets harder every next time

Somewhere inside the Hudson
Ive sat for a decade in Ice cold
Way back in port town suburbs
My scent still sticks to my old clothes
Ive lost all but my worst habits
You’ll be who I look for on my walk home
Rolled up in this bleach burn magic
Does this hit of numb ever get old

hudson bay floater (xlhc x fantasy camp)

big thanks to kotaray and kairu :))

Kota verse
Feelings i know are now gone
Tell me are you strong?
Burning my flesh these wounds are wrong
Talk to the ways of my tongue 

I’m a mess I’ve been so stressed
Out everyday cause Im hung by my neck
Hurt me now who’s next?
Can barely walk cause I’m bleeding out my head

You are the ghost inside
Death has brought his bride
Why can’t we live our life
Without a fight

ryn Verse
Hold me before I fade away
Living in a world of pain
Your love is what caused me to stay 
But that was before your love changed 

Now I'm lying down in the alley
In the gasoline you poured around me 
Gonna strike your match
Then the flames will surround me 
Burn me like the kisses from your lips
now I'm drowning

My body all burned apart 
My soul tied to your heart 
Why can't you let me go?
obsession made me go (ghost)

kairu Verse
dealing with the consequences
stuck inside my pessimism 
i dont wanna suffer
let alone another

try to circumnavigate 
the feelings that i cant explain
but i dont want to need you
lately ive been see through

i fought so hard, to get to where you are
filled my heart, with too many scars
broke my bones, hoping you would notice
sold my soul, but i just wanna rest in peace

pop out, in a white lotus
blackout, losing focus
my mind feels like an ocean
ive been trying to make it out but ive been lost at sea

ghosts w/ kotaray & kairu (oson x 3nalog)

lyrics:

Its Tough luck tough love

How many people i try to become I been stuffing inside of my body
Some of them pieces of shit well probably
I keep so many in here its an army
And If they could hurt u, theyd probably harm me
Already on purpose they emotionally carved me
So I kept all the shit inside me
And it just keep ulcering out of my body

Animal masks step foot in the lobby
I had cast spells thats banned and they got me im fucked
Oh but Peeling back skin is my hobby
I pull the skin from my pinky to palm 
So What is the problem in here whats the qualm
80 bpm my heart I am calm
I killed a man in the winter 06 
And I had been wearing the same clothes since
But Its too hard lie now
I knew someone’d find out
I kept all his things and
I dress up and play house
That saran wrap body
Its my only friend now
Hes got strong opinions
Ones I aim to shut out
When the smell is fucked up
And my neighbours riled
Ill just blow his skull back
And wear him a while
All this blood had filled the eye holes
Im so out of style
I just Fit my feet in his feet
Now I wear his smile
And What do you do all night while im up at work
I see you sit back tongue tied tryna find the words
To try and ask me why exactly im not home at dusk
Girl just ask me cause ive spent years just carrying on for us

How many people i try to become I been stuffing inside of my body
Some of them pieces of shit well probably
I keep so many in here its an army
And If they could hurt u, theyd probably harm me
Already on purpose they emotionally carved me
So I kept all the shit inside me
And it just keep ulcering out of my body

Tough luck and tough love
Tough luck tough love

winter of 06 (eric godlow)

lyrics:

White dust All over my outsides
Im fucked up Dancing on this cork tide
Loose lips They’ll Tighten by the court side
Bruised hips From Slow dancing with tough guys
June 5th Thats the night my heart died
Unzipped Wet Flesh on the road side
So crisp Just Wait until the bloods dried
Two fifths In me by the sunrise

Under the streetlights she becomes a dancer
You and this new guy in somebodies camper
What does he taste like and how does he stack up
I didnt ask you but I know you’ll answer
A Dark room brain hung with polaroid scars
Film reel legs and some SLR arms
I got banks full of pain and a lens full of tar
These Megaphone veins feed my Radio heart
If This is what its come to Im leaving I promise
Snow hugging prints to the ground where its calmest
Ive lived a life full of colons and commas
Im Graced with a peace to know this periods upon us
No one Theres no one
To carry all this extra weight Here after all
Just once Well just once
Id like to have somebody here That I could call
No one Theres no one
To carry all this extra weight Here after all
Just once Well just once
Id like to have somebody here That I could call

White dust All over my outsides
Im fucked up Dancing on this cork tide
Loose lips They’ll Tighten by the court side
Bruised hips From Slow dancing with tough guys
June 5th Thats the night my heart died
Unzipped Wet Flesh on the road side
So crisp Just Wait until the bloods dried
Two fifths In me by the sunrise

slow dancing with tuff guys (sorrowbringer)

shout out pl4zte for the cover art

[lyrics]
i been gettin wasted right here alone in my room
i just can't seem to face it sober now i know u know that too

meet me where we first met girl
i can show u things that you've missed before
my flags were so blood red
and you knew that girl and you still ignored
now my demons are resurfacing
if you leave me now i guess i'll die on the floor
my brain has overloaded
i'm sick of socializing i can't speak no more

let's go back and just try again
i know u know that soon i'll die my love
my brain is bad and demons side with it
i know u know that i can't cry my love

could i still be cool when ur texts wont send
when i'm jaded, wasted, on sent

i been gettin wasted right here alone in my room
i just can't seem to face it sober now i know u know that too

half way thru november (sorrow bringer)

i don't get along with my mind

New music out whenever I feel like it

half way thru november (sorrow bringer)

Caramel