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delay my mind
there's too much thoughts
i've been freezing time
but it's still not enough
organs sacrificed
for a sense of peace
i'm pacified
for the night at least

i've been dead
how do you hear my voice
just extract what's left
i never had no choice
we'll share frozen time
right here inside this void
there's a ritual
to bring me out your head

just sacrifice
all that you have left
just bring me back to life
for a minute at most
for that's all the time
i'll need to manifest
and we can build a new home

please delay my mind
there's still too much thoughts
i been doing fine
until it's not enough
organs failing now
but i'm pacified

reconfigured (shadowside)

i know that you care 
i know your right here 
but i cannot stop the demon in my ear 
“it’s like she can’t stand you”
that’s what they say 
can’t be abandoned 
with my own brain  
stuck in my mind 
i feel all my pain 
drive all night 
i can’t see through the rain 
swerve and i steer 
i love you my dear 
i hope you hear this 
while i’m still here 

it’s not like it’s your fault at all 
feel like i have lost my soul 
wish it could be different 
wish you could be with me 

your scared, i know 
never hurt your soul 
watch me loose control
just hold me tighter 
cause i don’t know 

i know that you care 
i know your right here 
but i cannot stop the demon in my ear 
“it’s like she can’t stand you”
that’s what they say 
can’t be abandoned 
with my own brain  
stuck in my mind 
i feel all my pain 
drive all night 
i can’t see through the rain 
swerve and i steer 
i love you my dear 
i hope you hear this 
while i’m still here 

it’s like i’m in love with those brown eyes 
they brought my soul back to new heights 
everything’s bad when it’s alright 
but everything fades when your here 
won’t you come back with me tonight 
i stop all the drugs when your by my side 
it’s like your my cure to a bad time 
so won’t you stay a little while

demon [in my ear] (prod. micheal harrison)

Hurt myself

Got bad dreams, make it go away
I’ve been doing nothing, I can’t see a new day
I ain’t taking pills no more
That shit just fried my brain
I think I’m insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away, and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero 
I’ll take my time back 
but I can’t fear you, No I can’t hear you
And I can’t see you, I’ll take it back and know that I’m not near you
No, I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value
I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight.
 I just wanna feel you.
And fill my mind 
with all the time 
that passed me by

pass me(BiscuitBoi)

I'M SO FUCKING SHIT (probably won't drop this btw)

lyrics:
it ain't the same anymore, but i don't wanna move on
staring at your picture, i only want a response
my mind has been so blank like my entire roof gone
you see the vacance in my face, i hear the lies that you talk
i want emotions in my headspace
i wanna feel something that ain't stress or make me dead weight
i'm failing to make what i want, and that's all i need
how am i failing to know what i mean?

yeah, yeah,
i feel like i'm flowing, don't know i'm going
i hope that the river will take me off leash
ain't know what i'm knowing, i have no control
and i'm talking 'bout shit i can't mentally read
what do you know about losing it all
to some people that fucking make fun of your screams?
i was grade six, in the back of the class
i couldn't handle the world on my feet

it ain't the same anymore, but i don't wanna move on
staring at your picture, i only want a response
my mind has been so blank like my entire roof gone
you see the vacance in my face, i hear the lies that you talk
i want emotions in my headspace
i wanna feel something that ain't stress or make me dead weight
i'm failing to make what i want, and that's all i need
how am i failing to know what i mean?

DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING (prod. neverforever)

one of my favorite songs I’ve ever written, all the way back in nov 2020, no mixing. trying to clear out my backlog of songs.

lyrics//
i just wanna go to sleep
i've been up for way too long
so i had to let the blood creep
down my skin and into my bedsheets 

on my arms
or down my thigh
i'll grow some horns
or maybe a third eye, oh

cause god knows i'm a monster
inside
crawl under my skin to feel
alright
i just wanna talk to u
for one night
only god knows i'm a monster
inside

monster

deadwood forever, deadwood even in heaven

lyrics
How did time get away from me now?
I always hoped that it’d be better than this
She’s in love with the ghost of me now
I never thought that I’d be something to miss
Losing composure
When you’re pulling me closer
Can we stop with the faces
Faking every emotion
I feel better at distance
At least better than coping
Baby everything’s broken
Who the fuck are we joking?

Thinking I need medicated?
Baby I’m done with the pills I’m just dealing with stress
Never believe when I say I’m depressed
You say I’m blue and should come to my senses
I see the posts in my mentions
Why don’t you stick to a message, huh?
Don’t even cover intentions
Stick in the knife and I see u enjoying the blood

How did time get away from me now?

Don’t even care what you said
Don’t even care for the ending
What are we trying to mend?
Nothing is worth the protecting
I’m so fucking close to the edge
Baby I’m sick of pretending
Quit being friendly
You’re fucking deadly

(Time falls down
To the bottom of the well I drown)

How did time get away from me now?
I always hoped that it’d be better than this
She’s in love with the ghost of me now
I never thought that I’d be something to miss
Losing composure
When you’re pulling me closer
Can we stop with the faces
Faking every emotion
I feel better at distance
At least better than coping
Baby everything’s broken
Who the fuck are we joking?

Maybe time will heal the wounds
But fuck it better fix it soon
Cause I’ve been slowly losing sanity
I trade it all for you
All the change up in the wishing well
It’s never coming true
I give it all for you
I give it all for you
After everything you did to me
I finally see the truth
I still fall for you
I still fall for you

(I still fall down)
-
P.S. I spend a lot of time tryna write well so thank you for reading <3

times up. (prod. dash)

Crying on her shoulder

(AMV)
youtu.be/BF80mKRorAw?si=ME50fqEmTtJjaJLN

(Lyrics)
I got bad dreams, make it go away
I've been doing nothing, I can't see a new day
I ain't taking pills no more
That shit just fried my brain
I think I'm insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero
I'll take my time back, but I can't fear you
No, I can’t hear you, I can't see you
I'll take it back and know that I’m not near you
I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value

I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight
I just wanna feel you and fill my mind

With all the time that passed me by...

-Original Song-
https://soundcloud.com/icarus_lurks/pass-mebiscuitboi-2

Listen to @icarus_lurks 🤍

Pass Me (02) [BiscuitBoi]

really rushed song with horrible mix (still good)

she was my everything. (prod. neverforever)

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i don't get along with my mind

New music out whenever I feel like it

reconfigured (shadowside)

Caramel

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