amnesia

(prod. 66smokey)
lyrics;
i'm drowing in your tears again,
just leave me to rot in this room that im in,
im going crazy will you be my friend?
im sitting here lonely with your blood on my skin,
one more chance it wont happen again,
open the door please let me in,
i see all your cuts all over your skin,

(all those cuts all over your skin) 2x
(ahhh)
(woahhh) 
(woahhh) 
(woahh)

SKIN

@ripouturmolarsforme
girl i know how hard your life's been on you
i hope it's not too much
but i'll see what i can do
last breaths on the leaves
i'm hanging from a tree
girl have patience with me
see how loyal i can be

@ateurheartout
i can promise you'll find no one better (no one better)
don't you dare lie to me
need air to breathe
i know how hard it's been (i know, its been)
let me ease your pain (let me ease your pain)
reach from within (from within)
cuz i
i know

@ripouturmolarsforme & @ateurheartout
girl i know how hard your life's been on you
i hope it's not too much (not too much)
but i'll see what i can do (but i'll see what i can do)
last breaths on the leaves (last breaths on the leaves)
i'm hanging from a tree (hanging from a tree)
girl have patience with me (have patience with me)
see how loyal i can be
(ooooooh)

(what the f**k)

(um, hi, can you text me back?
like, why do you hate me?
why do you want me to die?
like...
nothings funny
sh*t is not sweet)

(you're so goddamn wretched)

last breaths on the leaves, vicious

prod me

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? 
the one let you stray so far.

empty responses from you, and now you're washed out
you've got nothing to do
but maybe there's hope, beyond that rope
but for now, you are just something i used to know
i'm not a coward, ill bear all your weight on my back
was it me being selfish? no, it couldn't be that
there's nothing left for me to spare
cause i'm here and you're there
miss your smile, and your hair
i'm all alone in despair

so i'll say your goodbye's, and ill tell you goodnight
ill take what is wrong with me, cut off my eye
i deserve it, im so worthless
i'm so sorry for ruining you
you were perfect, fucking perfect

now that the party is over, you're in the wrong
cant forgive nor forget what you did since you're gone
now my world is revolving and its all your fault
or was it me? the one that let you stray so-

me fui pal infierno, y volvi pa buscarte
porque queria dejarte
confia en mi, lo que hago es pa ti
no te aleje de mi, cause i'll be the one
who will set you free

afterparty

unofficially prod twikipedia

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
how you're keeping me sane

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better- fuck!

since you're all that i want
try my best, never stop
jump that hurdle, cross that block
till i'm up in your arms
i love you its obvious, no wonder
tell me if i'm obnoxious, since i'm younger
so many words i couldn't say
devoted I'm the pen to your page
and there's nothing i wouldn't do
if it wasn't for you, if it wasn't for you

I'll be your winner, your winner 

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you

you'll forever be worth it my love
i'm afraid of the worst so i cant open up
so tell me, would you leave me?
could you teach me?
how you love me so well
oh so well

our connection will never be severed
cross my heart, hope to die if i never get better for you
be your lapdog just tell me what i need to do
if i lied i'd be sorry would you see me through
scared about losing you
swear that it's true
afraid at the fact you could le-

fuck this shit, i'll just go tell her in person

heartfelt

no where to go (intro)

nail

tides (interlude)

memories

so gone

deranged

rot in peace

running away

highway

im still scarred from you

im so tired of this feeling wanna really really die
everything i do is trash i wonder why i even try
im so bad to all my friends i wonder if i even died
would they surround me with flowers as if i was still alive
wanna jump off of a building only way that i can fly
if i asked her if she loved me i bet she wouldnt deny
but that bitch just told me she was out seeing another guy
i waited a fucking year for you to come ruin my life

stupid bitch i fucking hate you and your stupid fuckin faith
and if you hear this note i hope you know it's way too fkn late
blame me for your cuts, and drinks, you can blame me for anything
when i kill myself in your backyard i bet it leaves a sting
hate your basement and your ceiling, i hate kansas when it's spring
hate my birthday, i hate you, i hate my life and everything
hate the way you fucking type i hate the way you fucking sing
and i hate my fucking mind i even  hate the way i think

i hate kansas when it springs

Cast of Characters:
Entheogenic Psychonaught (Josh Clary)– @josh-clary-1 –Josh – Warwick fretless four-string bass and Fender Stratocaster
J.J. Terrell– @j-j-terrell – electric piano 
K2 and the Three [and the Four]--@k2andthe3, @k2-kara –Ken -- drums
Mistermark-- @user-432503709 -- Mark –- percussion, VST flute, and production editing
Llanpsych -- @llanpsych -- Tez – Fender Stratocaster electric guitar
The Beautiful Dark -- @thebeautifuldark -- Carl --  vocals and lyrics
TexMex Shaman– @texmex-shaman –Stephen — production, mix, and mastering

This song began more than a year ago, when Josh created a song out of a looper beat with his four string fretless bass. It sat on the shelf until a few weeks ago, when he shared it with JJ, who was in creative mode one Saturday evening. Josh had actually forgotten that he'd added a bass line to it, and thought he was just passing on a looper beat for JJ to play with. 
  However, JJ heard it, and was so excited that added his magical electric piano part, making it sound like a real song, instead of just drums and a bass. Ken also heard some magic in here, because he came up with his own brilliant beat to replace the looper that was used in for the seed. Mark was next to throw in, adding the striking drum pattern breakdown, and the thrilling flute solo, as well. Tez came in shortly after, adding his thrilling guitar to the mix. After everyone had added their parts, Josh came back and added two guitar parts, the simple low end line, as well as the high strumed triads. At this stage, Mark did some editing, as it is in his skill set, and made it less dense and easier to listen to. 
  Now that the song was musically complete, out newest member, Carl, dropped the amazing vocals you hear, singing his original lyrics. After Carl was done sprinkling his magic in it, we needed an able producer to bring out the magic of the recordings. Good thing we have a trained producer to do the job in Stephen, who mixed and mastered it superbly, as always. 
  This is Eclectic Collective's first fore into the afrobeat genre, although a few of us are really big fans already, and Josh has a few other originals in this genre buried on his page, as well. As always, we all enjoyed the process of hearing this one come together. We hope you enjoy listening to this as much as we enjoyed making it.

rot in peace

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