wait i just realized this song's 4:20 long

✱ track 9

coprod @can-of-bliss

~~lyrics~~
everything you said, everything you did
brought the shit back up from when we were kids
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad.
can't we be best friends? cmon, don't be sad
for yourself or mad at yourself
don't think too hard cause it's bad for your health"
but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out

i don't wanna freak out again
i live in the real world, i guess
i live in the real world, i guess

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now
we're all adults, i guess
i don't wanna hear you cry again
i don't wanna hear you cry again

oh our words hurt?
how does it feel on the other side?
don't you hear yourself talk?
don't you hear yourself lie?

but you said "it's different now"
cause you got a new crowd
and they're all too young to be calling shit out
yeah it's pretty different now
cause we made a new crowd
and we all found out you were bringing us down

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

you're fucked up if you think i wanna do this
i mean, i know we had to, but it feels like shit
i'm not the one you wanna hurt so bad
i'm not just "them", i'm not "some fag"
i had your back, didn't have to do that
when it comes down to it i don't owe you shit
brush it off i guess, said "it's not that bad
can't we be best friends, cmon, don't be sad"

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

honestly i'm disappointed
but i'm not tryna shut you down
you didn't hear a thing that i said
not that it really matters now

no more, i wanna see you at the front door
no more, i wanna see you at the front door

everything✱

nomore

2/8

mastered by @st1cksyea

I'm not on the mountain
I don't see my friends when the weathers not friendly
Water like a fountain
Took a lot of tears, but I guess I'm here now
Life's hard, so I find
Life's hard, but I'm fine

Holding on to the hands that tell me to stay on the ground
Holding on so I don't make like god and not fucking exist

I left California
Bestie did some shit that I don't wanna talk about
Could never forget you
Sometimes I laugh to myself about the good times that we had
And its sad
But you get knocked down and you pick yourself back up 
And you move on to the next best thing
And I'm just finding what's best for me
Life's a charm on my necklace
Nicotine for breakfast
Writing-
It's a metric fuck ton
Everybody's got one
Life can be a lil fun (If you want it to)
And I wish you could understand the way
That I perceive the things that bring me joy

Holding on to the hands that tell me to stay on the ground
Holding on
Holding on to my friends and my family, so dear to my heart
Holding on so I don't make like god and not fucking exist

BUY ON BANDCAMP

make like god

3/8

additional prod from @wishlane
mastered by @st1cksyea

Shut up, gate that lizard tongue behind your teeth
If you don't then keep it brief, yeah
What's that in the floor? It's crawling out from beneath
What the fuck's it want from me?
Retract my limbs inside my body and I just don't know what to do
What the fuck is coexisting if I can't be inside the same room as you?
(Huh?)

Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why your aura is so red n I don't like it
Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why I hate the shit you say because it don't make sense at all
You're walking 'round, with a crown
Everything is out of bounds
And my world is falling down (Down, down, down)
I wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
I wanna shout it aloud

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
First they're fucking sweet bitch
Then they're fucking sour bitch
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
You're a daisy if a flower bitch
Retract my limbs inside my body and I just don't know what to do
What the fuck is coexisting-
(No no no no ah fuck. Why does this always happen to me?)

Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why your aura is so red n I don't like it
Well I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
Why I hate the shit you say because it don't make sense at all
I get so bent inside
I wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
Wanna shout, wanna shout
I wanna shout it aloud

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Fuck a conversation when it stagnate
I'm jus tryna go around, fuck, get my a- (Don't say that!)
I get so exhausted, people 'round me get me aggravated
I get so aggravated
Damn this bitch got moves and shit
Hustled out of 20 bucks and shit
Just trying to not give a shit (And then you tell me)
And then you tell me I'm wrong when I didn't even ask
And then I take it personally
(But why do you do that?)
(Haha, well)

I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
I don't know, I don't know
And I can't help that I get exhausted around the people I love
I think I jus need a little bit of space
But I could also be a little bit more patient
Because I owe that to everyone
Yeah!

(Oh yeah)

shout it ALOUD

8/8

mastered by @prodmusa

soundcloud doesnt allow descriptions passed 4k characters :c all the lyrics r on bandcamp tho

uh oh! you've caught up with the present!

4/8

mastered by @prodmusa

Feels like we're on the up
And yet it manages to be a big fucking nothing
Circular spectacle
Sitting soft on a shimmering joy
So simple its impossible
Take it out, beam it out, all across the world
(Ugh)
Short cut about to cost a whole lot more
(Yeah)

And I just hate it
Pink rose fragrance
Every one is a two, is a three four five
Your smile from the inside

I feel dumb
For the cards I dealt myself
For the recoil
For my hands
Disappoint
Dissociate
Ribs through my skin
The audience claps
My reality killed itself again (Uh huh)
Because I like to play pretend (Oh woah)
I don't wanna just be friends
(No, no)

Might turn off the door
Never see you again
Yeah
I forget that the universe is bigger than me
(I forget that the universe is bigger than me)
I cant bring myself to be happy
Ohhh

And I just hate it
Pink rose fragrance
Every one is a two, is a three four five
Your smile from the inside

Can I just get one more chance
I wanna try it again
I swear to god, can't let me die
To my insides

pink rose fragrance

just getting started

featuring:
@st1cksyea
@trndytrndy
@can-of-bliss

produced by:
@can-of-bliss

are you mad

(Let's go!)

I couldn’t name the place I’m going
Even though I’ve been there six or seven different times
I can tell the sky is getting darker
I might fuck around and walk back home alone tonight
And even though I came here just to nurse a bottle, to the mouth or to the face, my mom says not to talk to guys
But if a stranger looks me in the eyes and orders me into the restroom, I’m just not the type to put up too much of a fight

You know I’m not like all the othеr girls around the function
He could have gonе and chosen any single one of them
I know it’s not my voice, it’s not my looks, he wants to rush in
When you’re a rarity, you end up shackled to a bed
The music’s way too loud and I don’t care if he don’t love me
It’s just a number, what’s a couple drinks around some friends?
And for some reason I don’t mind it when he interrupts me
He looks me in the eyes and I can tell i might be dead

Put me in your pocket, baby, let’s go for a drive
Let me tell a little secret, I’ve lived way too many lives
I know that you want it, baby, let me be your little crime
I don’t know where i would end up if i make it past tonight
Put me in your pocket, baby, let’s go for a drive
Let me tell a little secret, I’ve lived way too many lives
I know that you want it, baby, let me be your little crime
I don’t know where i would end up if i make it past tonight

(The devil inside of you says to listen to secret girlfriend)
(Secret girlfriend 2036 world domination)
(My lifelong dream has finally come true)
(Of course i’m not in love with him, It’s just a convenience)

I see it coming for me six or seven miles away
I greet it standing in the road, a smile on my face
He treats me like a million bucks when he wants something i can give, i wake up in the hospital along with bruises on my face

I see it coming for me, I’m convinced i love the pain
I greet it standing in the road, a smile on my face
He treats me like a million dollars, give him everything
I wake up in the hospital alone with the new-

Never thought I’d make it this far off the path
Got a smoke in hand like I’m a man
Then he gives a smile, spits a laugh
“You know pretty things like you aren’t meant to throw-“ (ugh)
Got a funny feeling in my chest
Got a smoke in hand like I’m a man
Then he flicks the lighter, takes a drag
“You know pretty things like you aren’t meant to throw tantrums”

Streaming

Tantrums

Chichi relentlessly drives herself towards a near drug overdose.

adderall

this took so fucking long
visuals by temberlin, view here: https://youtu.be/_VdNkETf3CI

change my mind - phritz
medicago - leastfavorite! (ft. blissom)
Die Young - Ke$ha
Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites - Skrillex
R4C3 - gaptoothv4mp
WEEKENDS!!! - Skrillex
Shit On My Ass - Brian Robert Jones
Roses - The Chainsmokers (ft. ROZES)
party 4 u - Charli XCX
let down - Jane Remover
7/11 Drone - dylan brady, daisy
T2MS - deth coni
DEFEATED - deadman 死人
TELEPHONE LINE 415 - underscores
4MOODss - SEBii
Trap Queen - Fetty Wap
prism - monty.pk
nrvs again - dad sports
sydney - gabby start
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
All Time Low - Jon Bellion
Ain’t It Fun - Paramore
cute - torr
Doubt - Hippo Campus
Your favorite sidekick - underscores
Muck - underscores
Sad Machine - Porter Robinson
Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
God is a Freak - Peach PRC
Crush Culture - Conan Gray
adderall - 1pressy
Texas - James Ivy
Fast Talk - Houses
parks dept. - To Oscar
Alone - Marshmello
Alien Boy - Oliver Tree
Peach Scone - Hobo Johnson
Heads Will Roll - The Yeah Yeah Yeahs (A-Trak Remix)
Tokyo Drift - Teriyaki Boyz
Jailbreak the Tesla - Injury Reserve
Bang! - AJR
wont come around - chriad
Mask - Dream
Car Radio - Twenty One Pilots
Guns For Hands - Twenty One Pilots
behavior - webcage
you need to get out - phixel
rock music - gabby start
Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz (ft. Ludacris)
On Melancholy Hill - Gorrilaz
Chocolate - The 1975
Musician - Porter Robinson
it gets lonely - kmoe
Something Comforting - Porter Robinson
Firework - Katy Perry
Cinema - Benny Benassi (Skrillex Remix)
n2o - aldn
mid - gabby start
ed hardy - GORESET
end it - heavn
GUMMO - 6IX9INE
Attention Horse - Glitch Gum
Call My Dad - AJR
dropout - brakence
I HAVE NO FUN! - leastfavorite!
1m n0t 54d Ju57 a L177L3 6LU3 - Can of Bliss
rainbow bridge - gabby start
LAST NAME ! - leastfavorite! (ft. cat.flp, blissom, and futureseeker)
Nice Boys - Temporex
Futurecore - lumatheproducer
doitrightback - saoirse dream
it will all be worth it in the end - Teknikvit
8486 - svnth
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
2006 Kinko's field trip - underscores
homeswitcher - Jane Remover (with kmoe)
2 fruit walls - bobby
down! - k0a
actor - webcage
Pretty Drama - To Oscar
The Way You Move - Outkast
First Steps - Lena Raine
Liquor Store - Remi Wolf
NINETEEN - Ana Kennedy
Kids - MGMT
headaches* - swazy*
8teen - Khalid
BL!NK - Frost Children
Sakura Trip - AIKA
Homesick - Catfish and the Bottlemen
Tough as Nails - Mosie
Bee - Jedwill
Icarus - Jedwill
Rainbow Road - nanobii
Triumph - cute girls doing cute things
Hello - Martin Solveig (feat. Dragonette)
Kyoto - Skrillex (feat. Sirah)
BURNING TIRES - FROMTHEHEART, Knapsack
smack'd - Button Maker (feat. swazy*)
Hot Milk - Snail's House
trustfall! - underscores
BABY - grape milk
means to defeat envy - f1nley, paxen imz1, sc2un sh4re, shibes
Dream Drop - Instupendo
copperwires - fyoum
devil cry - kurtains x whitetrash
la fleur - juno
mos thoser - food house
Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO
selfdestruct - torr
The Fractal Song - gabby start
cult - twikipedia
ADHD (unreleased) - futureseeker
Loansharks - underscores (ft. gabby start)
Don't Drop That Thun Thun - Finatticz
Whales - Hail Mary Mallon
Middle - Zedd, Grey (ft. Maren Morris)
burbank house - tsubi club
The Box - Roddy Ricch
gloves - kmoe
*Equip Sunglasses* - Hot Mulligan
Divinity - Porter Robinson (ft. Amy Millan)
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
My Type - Saint Motel
Energy Drink - Virtual Riot
Preset Junkies - Virtual Riot
Peanut Butter Jelly - Galantis
I Can't Stop - Flux Pavillion
Centipede - Knife Party
Technologic - Daft Punk
diazepam - leastfavorite! (prod. carrocker)
gone - OG Lost
missed ur call - Jennifer May
CTRL - NotNevy (ft. 13erry & Shy High)
PLEASURE - Moore Kismet
BRODYQUEST - Neil Cicierega
Die2222Night - saoirse dream
Push - Hamdi, Skrillex, & Taichu
Dimension - Reach
estrogen & the doldrums - sebastian6
minimal beat - trndytrndy
...
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