anti depressants use em when im feelin low

going thru all this pain but i keep on rolling 
i try to hide my anger  but i can’t control it 
niggas change up everyday, i can’t believe you  folded 
depression hurting me so deep these drugs kill me slowly 
girl you meant so much to me i really hope you know this
 i was begging for some help i thought that  you’ll notice 
they say i’m too emotional that’s probably why they don’t like me 
tryna say im stealing sounds but no one sounding like me
im tryna show my fam the world japan im tryna sight see 
girl leave me the hell alone don’t even try to write me
you’ll think this shit a mmo how bitches kite me 
baby let me go, can i love you nooo
anti depressant use em when im feeling low
self esteem shit main reason i don’t post 
done with this lame shit this pain done took a toll
manipulating myself saying this jus how life goes
all my friends gone they turned into my  foes
i been scarred before man i thought you knew that 
you really hurt my heart why the fuck you do that 
my trauma hawked me down  like a panzer soldat 
why everything good always fucking go bad…
i can’t trust no one i can’t trust a soulll
yall say this who flow? tell him take some notes
without 0 retune yall can’t hold a note 
im talking about my real life none of this a joke.
ima pop it on my own i dont gotta brag or boast 
this just my lifestyle no this shit not new
girl if you lived my life you’ll wanna die too 
i almost killed myself man i really tried to 
i make that real shit that niggas sit and cry to
these niggas not really care about you 
i know the feeling well when nobody likes you 
all these evil thoughts i pray that they go away 
i say im good dawg knowing dam well that i ain’t
and when i go up they gone try to eat up off my plate 
but i don’t care, all that matters is my people straight

negativity > positivity (shyne)

how did things get so bad 
didn’t expect it to end like this
i’m starting to cut again got blood all on my wrist
you really broke my heart hell nah it can’t be fixed
you blame me for your pain but we all been through shit
i was so downbad yeah i was at my lowest
i was begging for help from you 
yeah i thought you’ll notice
you used to cry to me 
i used to cry to you 
you used to lie to me 
but i never lied to you 
yeah i suffer from ied so i sabotage myself
i try to express myself but things never always go well
if you didn’t love me for real girl why you didn’t tell me
thought that girl was my world but now everything’s failing 
i thought things would work but dam im finna give up
i’m finna give up 
dam 
im finna give up
i’m on the southside posted with my niggas
who would’ve known that emotions could kill us
creative mode niggas can’t out build us
they switching on me but they know i’m the realest
ah dam know im the trillest
you here to hate then get the fuck on 
pop 2 percs now look now i’m gone
even my therapist fuck wit my songs
love is no good i wish i was warned
she look good but a demon with horns
she hurt me so bad girl my heart is torn
tell me how do i get through this storm

walking time bomb (backxster)

i did what i could
i think it’s time to quit
im focused on my grind 
girl i’m tryna go get rich 
didn’t expect you for to change
didn’t expect you girl to switch 
girl tell me what you want best believe i’ll grant your wish
i’m tired of this pain it ain’t no end of this
a hole in my heart i can’t get rid of it
my heart is broken it ain’t no fixing it
girl all i know is pain and misery

you say it’s ok but it’s not
i gave you all i had when ain’t have a lot 
you want me dead you hope i rot
you better than this that’s what i thought
sadly i was wrong i dont regret shit baby 
you’ll miss when i’m gone
i’m trapped inside my room 
been crying all night long
i thought i told you baby im not safe all alone
i’m trying to stay strong
i know what’s real what’s fake
i know that you a snake
just trying to tell my story and somehow they still hate
like why they hate on ova 
because they know ill be great
as long as the wind blowing I’m gone keep going
wanna know why i’m this it’s a sad story 
i’m done trying with you girl our love horrid
i rather go m i a then deal with torment

negativity > positivity (shyne)

Ova!

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