vlm x diary 2

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saga-#warrenworthington

june2024 @dimpleb @jannahsent @kuriyai443 @bxxngan @lilsadboiiudig @1sowhat

1. whatwasleft
2. prosper
3. 444 w/ @jun12s
4. lettersofremembrance
5. lastwords!
6. sidewalkbranches
7. amongthewiltedflowers w/ @yuzien
8. mist
9. shorebreak w/ @prodsmash
10. ifiseeyouagain w/ @yuzien
11. recollections



https://www.instagram.com/jun12s_/

https://www.instagram.com/1yuzien/

https://www.instagram.com/smash29k/

recollections - june2024'samples (ft. candle, yuzien & smash29k)

@mxsui

I've been lost and found
lost and down 
tossing around
can't clear my head out 
you fine you stand out 
don't look for handouts 
just glad I can now 
just glad it's all over 
still I'm not sober 
I can't get over 
that you with him 
why with him 
guess I'm not him
why you did it 
If I say I'll be wrong 
I can say I'm alone
I can say if it weren't cip what would I be doing 
fuck it where would I be going 
don't know how I'm still going 
when true colors showing 
you weren't here for me
got my head steady rolling 
playing games and I ain't knowing 
how I ain't know 
hurting my soul 
taking a toll 
swear I don't mean it 
girl you the reason 
if one thing i know 
you had left me feigning
you had left me dreaming
all the shit we done had 
was it for no reason
wasn't for the keeping 
left me in the deep end
you ain't have no reason
cuts on me I'm bleeding
I've been sorrier 
I'm so sorrier 
I done cried for worse 
you done left me hurt
no no don't go 
I don't wanna be alone
but at times I get distant 
don't want attention 
no one I'm missing 
soul just ascending
tell you don't get it 
tell you don't hear me
but I speak clearly
why do they fear me 
why am I teary 
why do they go go go.......

why you with him (mxsui)

dancing in the rain p. 1kkyoto & zukobain

u bröke my heart, ruined my life… w/ kynlary {symelz}

produced by shyne2400

follow trend, i love guns
need you pray 4 me i feel numb
its some shit i think, i do bad all day
just keep fucking up
let time pass away but love derealization 
all this shit im facing, good dope yeah i face it
i hate conversation 
i hate myself sometimes
think i should die
should i blow my brains in the sunshine 
a beautiful way to lose my mind
incase i bitch out got cyanide 
don’t wanna cuss a bitch out say sayonara
we make brothers check say sike right now
got nothing else to lose in life right now
i lost my fucking mInd already last year
fuck that talking niggas bleeding
tis the season
i wasn’t tryna trade i need it
up on the v i dont care who up in it
your girl or yo kid i keep shooting
that arp shaking like that bitch anemic
it’s a year of forgiveness but not of forget
some of you niggas still gotta beat it
aint tryna talk it out fuck what you talking bout 
tired of clones niggas killing ya fetus
i seen history repeat
niggas sneak diss yo ass is a geechie
wonder how its gone be when you meet me
pray that you dont get smoked like them tree leaves
pray that you dont get smoked cannabis 
and the thc i fell in love
they tell you that you not a killer but in that position you do as you must
in that colosseum its just blood with brothers (x4)

bluhdie (prod. shyne)

@pyu

they dont know me like they think they do, its okay
ill go travel coast to coast
pardon me, been M.i.A
i cant even fucking cope
without pictures of your face
she said baby hey lets go
ay you know i love the chase

smoke dope when i write about you
what the fukk??
cmon baby, kiss me up & hop to
yeah

can you love me?
cant you trust me? u_u
dont you want me? x_x
thoughts so haunting --

gouging out, papers in my diary
love me bella, say it so much you get tired of me
its a story, man this shit dont need no titling
do you adore me?
chest so heavy i keep panicking

they dont know me like they think they do, its okay
ill go travel coast to coast
pardon me, been M.i.A
i cant even fucking cope
without pictures of your face
she said baby hey lets go
ay you know i love the chase.

toobad2sadd (meta)

SPOTIFY

the right path (prod shyne + 77mending)

toforgivebutneverforget (Mordys Suixide)

going thru all this pain but i keep on rolling 
i try to hide my anger  but i can’t control it 
niggas change up everyday, i can’t believe you  folded 
depression hurting me so deep these drugs kill me slowly 
girl you meant so much to me i really hope you know this
 i was begging for some help i thought that  you’ll notice 
they say i’m too emotional that’s probably why they don’t like me 
tryna say im stealing sounds but no one sounding like me
im tryna show my fam the world japan im tryna sight see 
girl leave me the hell alone don’t even try to write me
you’ll think this shit a mmo how bitches kite me 
baby let me go, can i love you nooo
anti depressant use em when im feeling low
self esteem shit main reason i don’t post 
done with this lame shit this pain done took a toll
manipulating myself saying this jus how life goes
all my friends gone they turned into my  foes
i been scarred before man i thought you knew that 
you really hurt my heart why the fuck you do that 
my trauma hawked me down  like a panzer soldat 
why everything good always fucking go bad…
i can’t trust no one i can’t trust a soulll
yall say this who flow? tell him take some notes
without 0 retune yall can’t hold a note 
im talking about my real life none of this a joke.
ima pop it on my own i dont gotta brag or boast 
this just my lifestyle no this shit not new
girl if you lived my life you’ll wanna die too 
i almost killed myself man i really tried to 
i make that real shit that niggas sit and cry to
these niggas not really care about you 
i know the feeling well when nobody likes you 
all these evil thoughts i pray that they go away 
i say im good dawg knowing dam well that i ain’t
and when i go up they gone try to eat up off my plate 
but i don’t care, all that matters is my people straight

negativity > positivity (shyne)

Ova!