Jan 2025!

Core core

Black Noir [🔪]

Real Gym

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Drawing at 3am

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Thoughts…

the rodents' discussions

TV Girl - Blue Hair

Juice WRLD- Rich And Blind for an hour a f#$k%$% hour

Billie Eilish - TV (EIIKSE Mix)

Cults - Gilded Lily (slowed+reverb)(bass boost)

released by @dreamscapeee

link: https://blutown.lnk.to/drifting
bandcamp: https://blutown.bandcamp.com/track/drifting

drifting

One Day - Take Care

Ribeirox - no man comes back the same.mp3

the lonely tree (slowed)

xQc corecore

https://songwhip.com/jettsett2/xqc-corecore

YouTube: https://youtu.be/bhGUCa9KGPc?si=iz9K4O_pncbi-ZE2

Original Video: https://youtu.be/Fydwp8Wbx8k?si=fgno4chrRm_4sGea

XQc Corecore

Dear bruce, I Need To Be Honest And Clear

alvedon - retire final (slowed & rain)

Good Morning (PROD. Nikblor)

i feel so lonely-kxrrvpt

mommy is proud x boy by passion mango

Lxakies Reason Why Stands Before You.mp3

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts.

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/40njHIBZY0OnjuKEPKC9pu?si=Dgpu5ZQ9RqGJrE62MYVpCw

if you need more of this you can follow me - https://www.instagram.com/lesmusicprod/

Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

Fluffycakes — I miss you

Game Boy

Butterfly

Sent From Heaven

In My Restless Dreams, I See That Town

No Love

KissMeThruDaPhone Prod. 1kkyoto

parent issues(super slowed)

sample: "Hello Seattle" - Owl City (2007)

written, performed, produced, mixed, & mastered by me

(I get so nervous just being around you)

(Enough love for the both of us, let it surround you)

(I get so nervous just being around you)

(Enough love for the both of us, let it surround you)

Yeah, I’m tryna touch base
I’m rounding third on my way home
Time pass by
Where do the good days go
Samurai Jack cuts on my wrists, ha, you watching me bleed out
They used to leave me out
Now they wanna be Vs now

(Take a victory lap)

Gossip column, she saying my name
Tryna knock me off, you better have aim
I’m going out with a bang
Retail therapy all she know
She keep spending bands on clothes
I’ll be with you; hail, sleet, snow
Just promise to hold me close
Just don’t let it get too cold
My heart’s already froze
Can’t take the heat, move from the stove
Don’t wanna see you get burnt
When I lost you, it hurt
Like you, it’s no other
She in the Bay for the summer
But it’s such a bummer when she go back to Seattle
Life’s such a battle
It don’t gotta be this hard for me & you
You left me shattered, like I ain’t matter
You didn’t have to throw me in the evening breeze

(Hello Seattle)

(Life’s such a battle)

Yeah
Ha
C’mon
Uh
And it’s like that
Ain’t healed yet, but I’m on the right track
Used to be in the same boat
Now I can’t fit you in my kayak
Tryna wait on a rainbow
But I need a perfect storm
Now when the tide flows in
Will I find you by that shore

Take me above your light
Carry me through the night
Hold me secure in flight
Sing me to sleep tonight

Take me above your light (Hello Seattle)
Carry me though the night (I am a mountaineer, in the hills and highlands)
Hold me secure in flight (I fall asleep in hospital)
Sing me to sleep tonight (Parking lots)

retail therapy

if you like this, you’ll love my band #vlm

https://linktr.ee/vlm2009

written, produced, performed, mixed, & mastered by me

Fell asleep on a late night, touring
Back then I was daydreaming, tryna get #8 Mike Jordans
Without you, I hate life; it's boring
Pictures of you taking up my iCloud storage
Lamborghini, I floor it
Brand new paint job, this bitch Florida Gator orange
Clip my wings, still soarin'
I'm tryna chase that pape like J.P. Morgan
Doin' it for the Glory
I'm in Brooklyn, kickin' shit with @CoreyLingo
Everybody knows we supposed to be together like Beck & Tori

If I fall asleep
Please just let me rest, let me wake up in a dream
Life a movie, but you don't wanna see behind the scenes
I keep hearing voices, don't know what they mean
Just promise to let me be

If I fall asleep
Please just let me rest, let me wake up in a dream
Life a movie, but you don't wanna see behind the scenes
I keep hearing voices, don't know what they mean
Just promise to let me be

Said you wouldn't change and it still went bad
Teardrops on my window sill, hit the glass
Vanity cover for her, she's in her bag
February in New York, watch the time pass
She gets so fly, like eagle, like McNabb
She's got a huge ego and it's sad
Wishing we could go back to what we had
I been in that field, bloodstains on my knee pads
You ain't got a turf stain on your jersey
I know I ain't perfect, but I'm working
I don't know if you know that you hurt me
Baby I'm the real deal, don't worry
I been balling real deal like 30
I'm bout to call a tech on you, girl, playing dirty
8th grade, teardrops on my Jordan 13s
Worrying about you & me

If I fall asleep
Please just let me rest, let me wake up in a dream
Life a movie, but you don't wanna see behind the scenes
I keep hearing voices, don't know what they mean
Just promise to let me be

If I fall asleep
Please just let me rest, let me wake up in a dream
Life a movie, but you don't wanna see behind the scenes
I keep hearing voices, don't know what they mean
Just promise to let me be

Victory

iTunes

iCloud

lyrics

done a lot im afraid to say 
who would’ve knew things would end this way 
say im fine but im not ok 
shouldve knew that love was fake 
why this happen to me 
you the only girl i need 
you no longer by my side so i cry myself to sleep 
without you by my side i’m incomplete 
im not the one you want but im what you need 
got slits all down my arm i cut till i bleed 
girl when you broke my heart i swear i couldn’t eat 
swear i couldn’t breathe i accept defeat 
focused on myself that hoe for the streets 
fucking up my health this shit make me weak 
i might be this way forever till my health deplete 
focused on money and dollar signs 
fuck what you say the world is mine 
searching for love it’s so hard to find 
i’m giving up i’m tired of trying 
heart and soul is so divine what im posed to do 
girl i need you by my side man im missing you 
i miss you so much and its annoying 
all i wanted was love but u fed me just lust 
inlove with your vibe inlove with your touch 
lets take it slow baby we do not gotta rush 
niggas failing in life they don’t know they identity 
even after all the shit you did i still got my dignity
 babygirl im scarred for life babygirl it’s no fixing me 
i just want to know why? 
why you do this to me?
all this pain and misery, do i deserve it? 
i was looking for your love it left me hurting 
i’m trying to ease the pain this shit not working 
you doing better without me am i a burden?

am i the problem? (1sadboii)

Who Really Cares: 

An album about Sex 
Or lack thereof 
And its consequences 
Or lack thereof

Music and Lyrics by Brad Petering 

Mixing and Mastering by Jason Wyman 

Additional Vocals from Amber Quintero and Maddie "Acid" Keaton 

"Cigarettes out the Window" and "For You" feature Frankie Cosmos samples, used with her permission. 

"Not Allowed" features samples from The Yeastie Girlz's "Ovary Action" 7 inch. Used with permission from the Girlz. 

The cover art is a slightly altered photograph taken by George M. Hester. Used with his permission. 

The liner note image with two people on a bed is a slightly altered photograph taken by the late M. Richard Kirstel. Used with permission from his family. 

As a friend once said: Thanks for yr ears
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Cigarettes Out The Window

No Surprises (Radiohead)

https://mentalhealthcomp.bandcamp.com/album/running-from-the-dark

"Running from the Dark is an album compiled in honor of mental health awareness month. Each track was graciously donated by the artist and many include personal explorations of mental health.

All proceeds from this compilation will be donated to the National Alliance on Mental Illness. NAMI is the nation’s largest grassroots mental health organization dedicated to building better lives for the millions of Americans affected by mental illness. "

Fog Lake - Oh My God

Keane - Somewhere only we know

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

how to never stop being sad

The Walking D3ad - Heaven (DEF CUT Mastering)

am i the problem? (1sadboii)

Ova!