DIARY '23

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Im2dull - Her (ft N0tsiah, Jovan & Ecoys) [prod Luvpurp & 177p]

Lyrics:

And I'm too fly with my jeans on
Too fly and I'm clean
All these pussy niggas peons
Blow 'em to smithereens
I got choppas like I'm Tony, like I'm Scarface, or it's One Piece
She approach me and see money, she wanna bounce on like a bunny
She can't really get my time of day
One way and it's my way
I'm tryna get the money and the paper, yeah it's my day
Niggas gone dickride regardless like a motherfuckin' holiday
Niggas be shitty, need Charmin
I'm so charming 
Stay alert, they alarmin'
I'm rocking these fresh garments
Niggas be fake, they Dhar Mann
And I got a bad bitch, her name Carmen
5.56 he a goner
I'm with lil Jay and I'm smokin' 3.5's
Wouldn't be here, shoutout my guys
I think the pills, they keep me alive
But everybody fuckin' dies
Is you gone sink? Or is you gone fly?
I wanna get up, get my pape up, get my shit up, keep my shit tucked
And I'm too fly with my jeans on
Too fly and I'm clean
All these pussy niggas peons
Blow 'em to smithereens
I got choppas like I'm Tony, like I'm Scarface, or it's One Piece
She approach me and see money, she wanna bounce on like a bunny
She can't really get my time of day
One way and it's my way
I'm tryna get the money and the paper, yeah it's my day
Niggas gone dickride regardless like a motherfuckin' holiday
Niggas be shitty, need Charmin

i'm still here (tiramisyoon x neohn x weslie)

Lyrics:

This not my day
Nothing is going my way
Imma go MIA
Pass me the ball and I fake
We was gon' ball, you fake
Doing drugs 'til I faint, ah
Blood on her wrists, she can't, aw
Hollows goin' through your face
Don't think she wanna fuck with me now
Sound. Error and trial
I'm feelin' like I'm in a vault, locked
19 rounds got a volt
Ran down bullet hit his throat
Feel like Isaiah rockin' Suicokes
Soulmate, I just need growth
Twin flame, I ain't tryna go
And this lil' loving don't feel the same
As it would with somebody else
But I don't want nobody else
Buy everything, rockin' the shelf
But she can't see it, she don't care
She a model, but I take the photos
Keep grinding, yeah that is the motto
High in space bitch I'm fuckin' Apollo
Blowin' O's like I'm up in Chicago
Got rich and I'm posted in Cabo
30 bullets, it's hitting his noggin
And a nigga don't plan on stoppin'
Blew a band it's nothing, nothing
Nothing into something, something
Got the party jumpin'
Like Wednesday we humpin'
She scream when we fuckin'
Empty the mag I'm dumpin'
These my grounds, you ain't stompin'
Got rich while you moppin'
Heavy on fashion since a lil' kid I was window shopping
Now it's Louis V that I'm coppin'
They like, "Woke when the next drop?"
Next week imma get it poppin'

we mean nothing (mxsui)

tmz w/ ovanni & kynlary (jkj + violet)

lyrics
elani: she don’t fuck with me no more 
my heart, my heart
baby tell me why, why we break apart
why we break apart 
and she  treat me like a silver star
laying our eyes at the stars
maybe we could go far 
love it when you kiss me when it’s dark

rage: say you mad at me why you lying
call me when the night ends
i’m a monster bae do you really like me
call me when it’s sirens
call me  when the night ends 
call me when you’re frighten 
i’m terrified (yea yeah)

ova: i’m drowning babygirl  can you save me
im trapped behind these walls and they caving 
my heart is torn in piece girl it’s decaying 
im looking for your love im tired of waiting 
im suicidal i told you why
i was on my knees you ignored my cry
all in my dreams all in my mind 
stuck in my head i wanna die
i told the truth you told me lies
i say im fine but im not alright

tell me why ft elanidivine & rage (ikari)

lyrics.
you said you wouldn’t gone leave
 why the fuck you lied?
you used to be my dog 
why you switching sides?
keep thinking about you girl 
you stuck inside my mind 
you really broke my heart 
that’s the reason i been crying 
you was never good for me 
but i ignored the signs 
i’m fighting for our love 
but you not even trying 
i tell you that you wrong 
but you just keep denying 
i’m looking for real love 
but i might never find it 

having dreams about me dead 
i don’t wanna end up dying 
it’s a new thing everyday 
the problems keep on piling 
i’m just trying to tell my story im tired of being silent 
the drugs my remedy
less friends than enemies
some niggas want me dead 
they think about killing me
i’m done taking these meds because it ain’t no fixing me
what was all of this for just a waste of energy?
the pain won’t go away 
she broke my heart in may
so much happening i couldn’t stay 
why would you do that?
i feel betrayed
i’m sad for real this not a phase

inner thoughts (revert x backxster)

lyrics:
in this world all alone
she don’t understand 
what’s right what’s wrong 
if you love me just dial my phone 
if you love me just call my phone 
i poured my heart inside this song 
been crying all night long 
you’ve been dying to see me gone
you say give up but you know i won’t 
been trying to spread my wings 
and move on to better things
babygirl you saved my life 
i got stabbed in my back 
i cant pull out the knife 
girl i told you once i wont tell you twice
i really thought that youll be my wife 
if you not here with me girl why even try?
if you not in love with me then why would u lie?
i’m tired of this…
my heart is hurting
like why you treat me like a burden 
i know that i don’t deserve this
know that nobody’s perfect 
but did you do me like that purpose 
you treat me like a clown at the circus 
i can’t look you in your eyes i’m too nervous 
you don’t believe in me 
girl i know you don’t 
you say stop cutting my wrist 
but you know i won’t 
i guess i got to deal with this on my own
so much pain in my life 
I guess that i’ll atone

atone (violet)

lyrics 
i’m losing faith in myself don’t think i can do it 
if you really love me girl tell  me why would u do this 
im stuck inside my head i think im finna lose it 
girl i really thought you was the one but girl i was foolish 
your love is draining why do you hate me 
my heart is racing girl my chest is caving 
girl im depressed as hell but can you blame me 
my life a living hell no you can’t save me 
i’m always taking L after L when the hell im gone win 
might pull up in the srt i dont really fuck with the benz
they like ova is you good nigga i don’t know really it depends 
nigga really changed on me when i used to treat him like my kin 
everything keep falling but im still evolving  
when i finally get some motion don’t try to call me
i see yall in my views like y yall stalking 
ain stressing bout no hoe ima leave her walking
she get nervous when she hear me talk
she get nervous when she see me walk 
she get nervous when she see my face 
2400 nigga we gone ball
got luh dev with me in da cut he gon jump out nigga like a frog 
you don’t fuck with my nigga shyne?
then nigga i don’t fuck with y’all 
you play wit jannah my niggas gone get ya
i really roll a opp in a swisher
i really had my dick in her mouth 
then that nigga fucked around and kissed her
i really rap the shit that i’m bout 
i don’t gotta cap to none of yall niggas
yall niggas going out sad bout these hoes
boy you a fool thinking you can fix her