#twilight / diary

Ova!

leave me no choice w/ slidetomycrib (prod. chaosysl)

Touch base
Kiss me
Choke me 
Kill me. With your love 
Tie you up 
She love it rough 
Dirty stuff
Hand cuffs
Heard she want assurance when she worried so I give her some
Heard she like to beg I told her do it till I give it up
She love that I’m passive that I really do no give a fuck

LoveMe

Sorry that I lied 
I hate when we fight
Now you’re outta sight
And I’m Ona. Flight
Take me it’s my time
Don’t care if I die
Don’t wait for replies 
Bella look at my eyes
Why can I not die???
I just wanna fly.
I just wanna fly…
Away from all my problems 
Everybody got some 
You’re my cherry blossom
Think I’m better off dead
Diary of blood shed
Please kill me if you’re upset
Bury me at sunset.

Theprivilegeoflovingyou (chaosysl)

contentwithlosingeverything (Meta)

until the end ft kynlary & wokeups (wokeups x symels)

lyrics
elani: she don’t fuck with me no more 
my heart, my heart
baby tell me why, why we break apart
why we break apart 
and she  treat me like a silver star
laying our eyes at the stars
maybe we could go far 
love it when you kiss me when it’s dark

rage: say you mad at me why you lying
call me when the night ends
i’m a monster bae do you really like me
call me when it’s sirens
call me  when the night ends 
call me when you’re frighten 
i’m terrified (yea yeah)

ova: i’m drowning babygirl  can you save me
im trapped behind these walls and they caving 
my heart is torn in piece girl it’s decaying 
im looking for your love im tired of waiting 
im suicidal i told you why
i was on my knees you ignored my cry
all in my dreams all in my mind 
stuck in my head i wanna die
i told the truth you told me lies
i say im fine but im not alright

tell me why ft elanidivine & rage (ikari)

lyrics.
you said you wouldn’t gone leave
 why the fuck you lied?
you used to be my dog 
why you switching sides?
keep thinking about you girl 
you stuck inside my mind 
you really broke my heart 
that’s the reason i been crying 
you was never good for me 
but i ignored the signs 
i’m fighting for our love 
but you not even trying 
i tell you that you wrong 
but you just keep denying 
i’m looking for real love 
but i might never find it 

having dreams about me dead 
i don’t wanna end up dying 
it’s a new thing everyday 
the problems keep on piling 
i’m just trying to tell my story im tired of being silent 
the drugs my remedy
less friends than enemies
some niggas want me dead 
they think about killing me
i’m done taking these meds because it ain’t no fixing me
what was all of this for just a waste of energy?
the pain won’t go away 
she broke my heart in may
so much happening i couldn’t stay 
why would you do that?
i feel betrayed
i’m sad for real this not a phase

inner thoughts (revert x backxster)

lyrics:
in this world all alone
she don’t understand 
what’s right what’s wrong 
if you love me just dial my phone 
if you love me just call my phone 
i poured my heart inside this song 
been crying all night long 
you’ve been dying to see me gone
you say give up but you know i won’t 
been trying to spread my wings 
and move on to better things
babygirl you saved my life 
i got stabbed in my back 
i cant pull out the knife 
girl i told you once i wont tell you twice
i really thought that youll be my wife 
if you not here with me girl why even try?
if you not in love with me then why would u lie?
i’m tired of this…
my heart is hurting
like why you treat me like a burden 
i know that i don’t deserve this
know that nobody’s perfect 
but did you do me like that purpose 
you treat me like a clown at the circus 
i can’t look you in your eyes i’m too nervous 
you don’t believe in me 
girl i know you don’t 
you say stop cutting my wrist 
but you know i won’t 
i guess i got to deal with this on my own
so much pain in my life 
I guess that i’ll atone

atone (violet)

lyrics 
i’m losing faith in myself don’t think i can do it 
if you really love me girl tell  me why would u do this 
im stuck inside my head i think im finna lose it 
girl i really thought you was the one but girl i was foolish 
your love is draining why do you hate me 
my heart is racing girl my chest is caving 
girl im depressed as hell but can you blame me 
my life a living hell no you can’t save me 
i’m always taking L after L when the hell im gone win 
might pull up in the srt i dont really fuck with the benz
they like ova is you good nigga i don’t know really it depends 
nigga really changed on me when i used to treat him like my kin 
everything keep falling but im still evolving  
when i finally get some motion don’t try to call me
i see yall in my views like y yall stalking 
ain stressing bout no hoe ima leave her walking
she get nervous when she hear me talk
she get nervous when she see me walk 
she get nervous when she see my face 
2400 nigga we gone ball
got luh dev with me in da cut he gon jump out nigga like a frog 
you don’t fuck with my nigga shyne?
then nigga i don’t fuck with y’all 
you play wit jannah my niggas gone get ya
i really roll a opp in a swisher
i really had my dick in her mouth 
then that nigga fucked around and kissed her
i really rap the shit that i’m bout 
i don’t gotta cap to none of yall niggas
yall niggas going out sad bout these hoes
boy you a fool thinking you can fix her