(prod by blunkq)
7/8/24
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO-HOOK]
Got a snap shot shawty
Back with an Army
Call her mommy
And I'm not sorry
I gave it up for money

[CHORUS]
But nothing felt like that
Honey, come on back
I left you something
But I feel nothing

Nothing felt like that
Honey, come on back
I lost all my problems
Tryna hard to solve them

[VERSE]
Memories that haunt my dreams on christmas eve when you met me
Oriental, Sacramento
The state that we live in is affecting my mental
Artificial, government hearing
I take off the bandage and I'm still healing

1-UP,
Got a side quest I need completing
But my manas only depleting
And nothing saves me now

[CHORUS]
But nothing felt like that
Honey, come on back
I left you something
But I feel nothing

Nothing felt like that
Honey, come on back
I lost all my problems
Tryna hard to solve-

A room long forgotten (prod. blunkq)

Racks out, she got her ass out
It’s been a minute since last time I’ve crashed out
I don’t even know now where I’m at now?
Yea smoke clouds I can hear the smoke loud 


Frank in the back of whip smoking clips again 
Eyeing the bitch ima get when I have millions 
Why Oh why 
Tonight 
Ur not by my side?
Oh why 
I smoke
July 
My eyes bright red and sore 
You know I love you more 
You know 
You know 


Raindrops from my eyes
I told you that I’ll stay here 
By your side 
Everything is perfect 
When your mine 
Everything is worthless 
When we die 

Raindrops in your eyes 
Tell me if you’re hurting tonight 
And everything is worthless tonight 
But damn it sure feels perfect when ur alright 

I love you 
I said I love you 
I said I love you 
I said love you


#luvflorent #2025 #sad #emorap #sadchill #biteki #heartbreak

never really gaf about new years (Bøjet)

yeah. 

prod. alexmilano

Whether in back of an uber or getting too loud in my best friends car 
Still I look up at the stars 
Wondering where you are 
Still feel you close even though youve become so far 
A chip on my shoulder, the ghost on my back
11:47 out in miramar 


Fresh air 
Fresh kicks 
In an all black fit 
Stacking my money and minding my business 
Taco Tuesday too much dip on your chip 
Running in circles but there’s been no fitness 
Hell yeah im my only witness 
Darkness surrounds getting worse every minute 
Impossible is the name of the mission 
But that will not fuck with my vision 
I still go back to the place we were in 
Every detail can recall how it went 
Said it was love with some secret resentment 
Still cant make sense of the remnants 
Hindsight told me you were right, got a problem with finishing things that I started 
Lost  what was left of myself sunken deep in the floorboards of our old apartment

Only time I feel alive is when the songs bring me back to the places I don’t wanna go 
There are some days I still feel like a hostage 
But shut the fuck up and keep playing my role 
though silent now  I can still hear your screams the guilt from it all could still swallow me whole 
there isn’t much left to do besides 
barrel down the throat 
pull the trigger 
fucking choke 
Too afraid of the reset 
Dont even try to set my goals 
Ill go through the motions again and hope by tomorrow my eyes just stay closed 
This is a letter and I guess a goodbye, sorrow wasn’t sweet when I parted 
What I would give to go back to the comfort and safety of that old apartment

304 (prod. alexmilano)

Made it to this point last year 
Ruminating what I did to deserve this 
Crossed arms in the blacked out cashmere 
Like this treatment has a purpose 
It’s cold in my chest another rest won’t make it better 
I used to think it had a reason 
It’s rough out west I’ll tough it out like the weather 
We used to always give it meaning 

Take take take from me what you want 
Take take take from me what you need 
And you get it you get it all 
Yeah ascend the filler might 
Dosing again no wonder why 
Going for days alone you might chase it down 
We get it we get it don’t mind 

And these days your heart reflects all the weather
Cause it gets colder in December
And last week when you left thought I’ll get better
But now I wake up with no purpose 
And you’re so damn broken 
Can’t fix your heart it’s frozen 
And I don’t wanna spend another night alone 
You’re all I know

Take take take from me what you want 
Take take take from me what you need 
And you get it you get it all 
Yeah ascend the filler might 
Dosing again no wonder why 
Going for days alone you might chase it down 
We get it we get it don’t mind

you get it all ft. cutdeep (king theta)

Track 4 Off my new EP 'You'll Never Figure It Out' 

Guitars & Additional Production by BENNYKAAY

Lyrics:
i’m exhausted 
of all these options 
i see them all in black and white 
cant be trusted 
wanna ruin 
all i have
put up a fight 

i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted over this 

so when’s it gonna break 
sweat it out, wake up to the good page 
i see now 
what id wanna embrace 
but you force me down 
cage me up in my own brain 

i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted over this  

through the eyes 
through the eyes 
through the eyes 

through the eyes in my reflection 
i fear i’m just a kid 
through the eyes of my reflection 
i fear that this is it
is this it?
is this it?

i’m exhausted 
i’m exhausted 
im exhausted over this 
i’m exhausted 
(through the eyes)
i’m exhausted 
(through the eyes) 
im exhausted over this

Exhausted (Through The Eyes)

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cares when I say it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
Aren’t I stupid ? 

I’m so deluded it feels like a burden now
Keep throwing money till I say I’m finally out
But I’m not
All that I’ve worked for immediately out my hands
Say I’m fine but it’s nothing that I could grasp
Isn’t that stupid ?

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cared when I said it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
I’m so stupid 

Eyes glued to my screen all night
Fall asleep without my high
You don’t get it and nor do I
I swear I only use it to pass my time
But what time is it now ?
I’m starting to feel better can you slow it down
I’ll stay awake till I go outside
And pretend it’s not ruined my life

Is this all that I am anymore ?
Can I call this a relapse or
Am I just stupid
I’m just stupid
No one cared when I said it as a joke
I look fine but inside I’m froze
I’m so stupid 
I’m so stupid

I’m so deluded it feels like a burden now
Keep throwing money till I say I’m finally out
But I’m not
All that I’ve worked for immediately out my hands
Say I’m fine but it’s nothing that I could grasp
Isn’t that stupid ?

stupid

do you know how long its supposed to snow for
i cant see anything more than twenty feet in front of me
and if we die in this snow storm
well i dont want to think about it
put your hand on my heart feel my heart beat
i dont know if its still there can you check for me
but i know who you are and youre lovely
i know who you are and youre lovely
ive been lost here for a long time
and the sun here doesnt come up after night
was a painful process when my heart turned into bronzite
and i feel it everyday but i wish that i didnt

go to sleep now she said
itll all be over in the morning
dont fear for the road ahead
for every hero has his journey

but im notahero and i just cant stand for this
im on the battle ground
metal gauntlets on my wrist
i pray before the battle
know im taking fathers from their kids
they bring the archers out
as arrows shower down
my dying thought is of you
i think ill die on this hill
with several arrows in my back
and a big bastard sword covered in blood
what the fuck
im sworn through chivalry but ill die not enough
i feel these trees spread their roots through my guts
i feel my heart turn back on by your love
i dig my sword inside the ground and stand back up
guess she wont have it any other way
so ill live to fight another day

a hero's journey (p. ryan kelly)

i still see blue

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/user-411557229
prod: saint mike
master: https://soundcloud.com/onlyfriendyeah

writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better 
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go 

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it 
it's hard to forget it 
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same 

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest 
i was your porcelain puppet 
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts 
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed 
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same 
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain 

i cant sleep at night 
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life 
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)



after everything (w/ residential)

that's so true [cover] (p. wixxy)

broken home. w/ greenwood (king theta)

Under The Veil (Wisssery)

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A room long forgotten (prod. blunkq)

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