i keep getting texts from people i don't want them from (prod wavvy)

lyrics:

all alone 
please stop calling up my phone 
i’ve  been on my own
now my heart is cold 

you broke all my trust, 
now it hurts to think of us 
a picture frame covered in dust ,
was it love or was it lust 

now i sleep way too much 
dreaming of you, missing your touch
now i’m off these drugs 
the only things that keeps me numb 


not what you want not what you need
i’m not enough for anything 
you stabbed my heart left me to bleed 
now there’s a hole where you used to be


shoutout twilightblue and draven for everything. love y’all

all alone (twilightblue)

OMW!! [p. zvanz]

(prod. idly blare)
feat @greenwood2000

(vacant)
been stuck in my bedroom lately contemplating  
they tell me i need help i dont need saving 
how do u fix a broken soul when thats all what they've known 
they ask what am i scared of i answer i dont know 
maybe its myself or that these walls will close in on me   
oh i falter oh i wonder 
how it feels to b okay is it really how they say  
is it my fault by the way i ponder 
when i go it'll all b over 
gave my heart and soul to the one i owed 

(greenwood)
i'd wait for you to call
so senseless when we talk
think that i've been sick again
i can't tell you what it really is
i was good for like a minute, never lasts though
said you wish that i would listen but i can't so
i could tell you what's been killing me, what's happening
really i wish you could understand like half of it
feeling something broke and worthless
i would travel back and tell myself that you were worth this
face the silence it just feels wrong
hard to blame the sickness, it's been part of me for so long
think i know from where you left off
i would do it different, it's just been so long since we've talked
heavy hand inside a freeze frame
i was focused on just tryna find some meaning
kinda thought you'd always be there
in the mountain air and cedar
i just really want to see her

seclusion (w/ greenwood) (idly blare)

(prod by @IOF)
8/9/23
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//

[HOOK]
Oh, darling hold me tight
I'm an asshole I won't lie
But those tear drops in your eyes
Well, they keep me up at night

[BRIDGE]
Ima dumb kid
Listening to sad songs
I just want some romance
Happy doesn't last long
I don't wanna talk shit
Fiending off some toxins
I don't really care about what they say

[{ROBIN WILLIAMS SAMPLE}]

[CHORUS]
Ima dumb kid
Writing sad songs 
I was happy for a bit but didn't last long
All these nights
It's never ending
I fear your life is better without me

Ima dumb kid
Writing sad songs 
I was happy for a bit but didn't last long
My mind craves your attention badly
Wish we took a picture when we we're happy

[BRIDGE]x2
I'm a failure, my sweetheart
Can you talk me down off this long jump?
I know it's hard to stay in this
Your heart is weak from the bullshit

[VERSE]
I remember then we were young
Can't change that
You were moving back to your hometown, sadly
Packaging your boxes full of clothes and dreams
But it turned out I'm never what you need


[HOOK]x2
Oh, darling hold me tight
I'm an asshole I won't lie
But those tear drops in your eyes
Well, they keep me up at night   
(goodnight)

Dumb Kid (prod. IOF)

on the fence + popularreject & jomie (prod. DarkFurei)

Holding your hand by the reservoir….

Lyrics:

Holding your hand by the reservoir 
admiring just how pretty you are 
Even your eyes your nose your hair your lips your head to your toes
I want it all
I can’t get enough
I float away when I feel your touch is this what they call love


I ran into the reservoir after the dog and i got wet
But it was worth it to see you smile I’d do it again 
Then I got lost in your hazel iris
Sunlight tied around your hair
And the butterflies in my stomach never left 
It’s so new to me when you hold my hand I don’t know how to act
Sweating uncontrollably when I call you beautiful I stare at the grass

holding your hand by the reservoir (cobalt)

lyrics

see your mandible slack
in this tar built house
it's hard to talk back 
with your jaw ripped out
and the blood that flows down
can't replace hers now
let your body succumb to rot
in this moss imbued town

rip off his face
body erased
I jus wanna taste
I just want your hate
let it flow freely 
let it replace
all of your hope
frm bogwalking days

preserved Abt 
500 meters down
they can find my body
and try to break me out
all in vain
in my throne of spite
I will take back what I gave to you those nights

see your mandible slack
in this tar built house
it's hard to talk back 
with your jaw ripped out
and the blood that flows down
can't replace hers now
let your body succumb to rot
in this moss imbued town


preserved like 500m underwater in indescribable agony

prod. idly blare
lyrics

oh hows ur head doing baby
cuz u burned a hole thru mine
at the end of the day we all want more time
so no sleeping
baby im daydreaming
thinking bout better days
praying for a better way

i miss smoking tobacco
i gave u my gun with no ammo
just to see what u would do if one day i let go
u pulled the trigger back n hurt me little by little
its fucked up but nowadays dont sleep at all
im paranoid that one day u wont catch my fall
i kno its all my fault
but i gotta finish what i started
i dont even like recording make me sick to my stomach
i dont like what i make
n i dont like how u say that u like what i make
happy birthday
hope u got what u wanted
so happy
but i continue falling

oh hows ur head doing baby
cuz u burned a hole thru mine
at the end of the day we all want more time
so no sleeping
baby im daydreaming
thinking bout better days
praying for a better way

your eyes can actually shoot lasers if you try hard enough (idly blare)

prod. eclipse7

(without you...)
let me go,
i dont know who to blame when my world comes crashing.. down
and ill never know whats truly best for me-
it wont take much time and,
i cant take just half of this,
time only kills if you let it,
i dont want silence to kill us,
ive been wanting some time alone with my feeilngs.
(i cant picture life without you)
(no value)
x2

let me go, i dont know who to blame when my world comes crashing down
and ill never know whats truly best for me.
it wont take much time and
i cant take just half of this
time only kills if you let it
i dont want silence to kill us :(

(gone in the head)
(feelings..)
(i cant picture life without you)
(no value)

gone in the head.

silence with my feelings

silence killed us

A Song Called Cope

I make music sometimes


<333 @333collective 😈

Dumb Kid (prod. IOF)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)