(prod by @everythingmackk)
12/2/22
PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle

\\LYRICS//
[INTRO]
Every time I try I fear for my life
Every time I try I never feel alright
Every time I try I fear for my life
Every time I try I cry in the night

[VERSE]
Waking up soon when I feel pain
I dance in the rain and say i'm okay
I'm not a big fan of the things you say
I'm hearing the devil call my name
Hey, lost in my neverland
How do you stay calm during a storm, yeh
Lost tryna be a grown ass man
Laughing while crying on the floor, hey

Waking up soon when I feel pain
I dance in the rain and say I'm okay
I'm not a big fan of the things you say
I'm hearing the devil call my name
Hey, lost in my neverland
I'm flying real high like I'm Peter Pan
I smoke tons, hold my hand
Breathing in and I feel Zen

[BRIDGE]
Never thought I would be at the end of the rope
Hope I choke out and die
Never thought I'd be in the arms on an Angel

[HOOK]
Burn this place
I hate these walls
Gods are born but titans fall
Locking time inside my vaults
I miss you but most of all

Burn this place
I hate these walls
Gods are born but titans fall
Locking time inside my vaults
Play in snow then I feel cold

[VERSE]
Waking up soon when I feel pain
I dance in the rain and say I'm okay
I'm not a big fan of the things you say
I'm hearing the devil call my name
Hey, lost in my neverland
How do you stay calm during a storm, yeh
Lost tryna be a grown ass man
Laughing while crying on the floor, hey

Waking up soon when I feel pain
I dance in the rain and say I'm okay
I'm not a big fan of the things you say
I'm hearing the devil call my name
Hey, lost in my neverland
I'm flying real high like I'm Peter Pan
I smoke tons, hold my hand
Breathing in and I feel Zen

[OUTRO]
Burn this place
I hate these walls
Gods are born but titans fall
Locking time inside my vaults
Play in snow then I feel cold

I dance in the rain. (prod. mackk)

fallout ft flesh (p. bloodcryy + ryan kelly)

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care 

Inclined to what I say I ain’t done with the meaning
And get the selling point this currency defeated 
I’ll make a trade it’s only fair I hope that’s fine 
Sick of everything this steadily decline 
I say take a break for a minute now 
Reserve a little bit of patience alright 
And we made a mistake letting this allowed 
Uncertainty always finds the wrong time 

Finds the wrong time 
And what is uncertain 
I think I need a purpose 

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care

better moments (dead spyro)

(it's very seldom and we're ordinary people and we’re alright, tell myself it's alright)
Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
In spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying   

Now i keep a tighter schedule every hour take a pill
This house was unattended for a while where's the thrill
Irritate provoke the selflessness it's what we hope for 
I checked the walls and every corner of this floor
Sometimes you find something you wish you'd never seen 
It steals away expression yeah it takes the only gleam
And your vision now is blurry muddled out 
Expression everywhere you see without doubt  

This pattern i recognize its steady all around me 
This lack of strength is serious discouraged by the founding 
A formless sort of figure follows on it plunges equal
This optic sort of horror full of elms upon a steep hill 
This distraction 
I admit
Entertains for the moment 
Occupy this until it
Will, become my proponent

Yeah it's dull enough for the eye i don't think it's blinding
in spite of all the opposites tired of their findings
I'll mull it off with tonics while opulent confiding    
I used to think of you so highly no lying

dull enough (dead spyro)

sharpen the blade w/ re: (yunnygoldz)

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

Wake Up w/ Brecken

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

god im so fucking bored I might go try shoegaze 
who are you who are you who are you aye 
theres no need to get fucked up cuz its jus Tuesday
make a move make a move make a move aye 

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

I wont ever stop this shit until this shit go sideways 
why u talkin all that shit I got a migraine
im really tired imma kick it back at my place
im losing wires and im suffering the time waste	

told u im just weak as fuck I wake up got a runny nose
I got some people they staring at me from across the road
I wont really stay w them cuz im feeling like a ghost
imma make it out this town
catch me going coast 2 coast

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

who r u [tiresss]

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

calamity p. wraithontheporch

produced by cxrter & cl6udy
mixed & mastered by backyard beetle
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
seeing faces all around me
i’m just coping in the backseat
bright stars, yeah they gleamin’
tweakin’, i just lost another weekend
everybody living like it’s so easy
then switch up on me saying i don’t got a reason
same coat, four seasons
october my reality, yeah you know i’m breezin’
let me know if i’m a burden
i don’t belong, yeah i’m certain
watching skies fade blue
am i inferior to you?

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

talking like nobody even knows me
yeah i know that you’ll forget me in the nosebleeds
rhinestone on my ribcage
all this pressure, i’m a lightweight

seven days and i can’t get rest
five calls, now my phone’s dead
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you
ponder all of my setbacks
i’m a needle in a haystack
trying the best i can
and you can’t understand
why i’m inferior to you

same coat, four seasons (prod. cxrter x cl6udy)

I make music sometimes


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I dance in the rain. (prod. mackk)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)