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Lyrics:
I 
Just hitched a ride 
And found my way back into you life 
I’ve 
Been told a million times 
This won’t work out but I still try 
And that I do, it’s too often agin 
I think I’m addictive to you till the end 
This might be a problem or so they say 
Is it true what they claim 
You’re really here to erase 

wait!
If you’re hearing this it’s not to late 
How long was I out? Cause when I opened my eyes
Nothing here looked the same 
You know I’m just like you at time, a little scared of a change 
I don’t feel too safe 
So What happened to our home 
Just answer the question then I’m back on the road 
Does the story end with me making it out 
Or i forever haunt the ruins of this house 

should’ve just packed it all up and just ran when I could 
But I stay for the tragic part, it’s always here the books 
Your the queen and I’m the character that’s overlooked
But it’s your realm, don’t worry I’ll be good 
Until it’s so
And I’m the man here in distress 
I thought 
I’d be cool
But I’m not, I’d doesn’t make any sense 
Cause I really tried my best 
I wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for you and this mess 

But one wrong step and I’m forever lost 
And I’ll be dammed if I admit you’re the cause 
Well I can’t lie cause the more that I think 
It wouldn’t be so bad,someone blamed that’s not me 
guilty trait in my veins, a Disease 
I’ll watch you hurt and burn and repeat 
Till I’m satisfied and I find my peace  
Then I’ll hitch my ride right back to your feet 

wait!
If you’re hearing this it’s not to late 
How long was I out? Cause when I opened my eyes
Nothing here looked the same 
You know I’m just like you at time, a little scared of a change 
I don’t feel too safe 
So What happened to our home 
Just answer the question then I’m back on the road 
Does the story end with me making it out 
Or i forever haunt the ruins of this house 

For know it’s good bye 
I’d rather watch this all alone 
From the tattered ruins of your thrown 
That we once loved and considered a home

or so they say (prod.drmabeats x mcx)

i close my eyes
im too high i cant sleep
i was alive
but dead when u found me
u became friends with the enemy
i dont like the way that u do things
you wont change 
what the point in all of this?
talking to a wall
you dont give love its opposite
i dont like the way that u do things
i dont like the way that u do things

im jus speaking with my chest
i wanna runaway from this music
and one day go start fresh
cuz i think im starting 2 lose it
and my mind starts to forget
and idk if this music 
will make it any better

everyday im feeling less
got zero time and so much stress
i wonder when this all gon end
i hope that its soon idk tho
idk tho
hopefully my life gon change
where the lights go?

and im feeling so cold
and idk where 2 go
slowly losing home
so i got no hope

all them years have passed 
counting cash
im on the high road
i wish love would last
falling flat
girl im so done
ill have a heart attack
karmas back, give it to me
and ive been waiting for the day
but the days seem the same 2 me

i close my eyes
im too high i cant sleep
i was alive
but dead when u found me
u became friends with the enemy
i dont like the way that u do things
you wont change 
what the point in all of this?
talking to a wall
you dont give love its opposite
i dont like the way that u do things
i dont like the way that u do things

enemy [under the maple tree]

(prod by michael harrison)
10/21/24
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
Never thought what you said when you stab my back
And I'll keep movin' to the songs that we sung back then

[VERSE]
Tired of movin'
Sick of the boxes always intrudin'
Nether the less, I think I'm clueless
Baby girl, you think I'm stupid?

[PRE-CHORUS]
Counting sheep
While I'm counting the days that your gone
Never thought you'd leave so soon (yeh)

[CHORUS]
Never thought what you said when you stab my back
And I'll keep movin' to the songs that we sung back then

I'm still clueless. (prod. michael harrison)

[he4vy] 

 i didnt think that this would happen 
never thought id feel this small
living like a broken shell could you imagine
living like youve never lived at all
and the vices giving me all the distraction 
but it doesnt really help my cause 
swear to god that it feels like im doin back bends
know theyre waiting just to see me fall

pick yourself up off the pavement 
i can tell youre always anxious
if youd give it all youve got kid
i can tell youll be famous
i dont think that i can take this
giving face when faceless
never gonna feel alive
im burnt out like a flamed wick

they dont like the way im living lately 
i know its not healthy 
you say you hate the way im so addicted
god damnit fucking help me
always doing the most
never been one to cope
know its only gets worse
ill pay my dues to a rope
bite my tongue til i choke 
im scared of being alone
can you all just let me go

[halfhearted]

live the same day, again and again
got me looking for the meaning
i keep turning on my only friends
but i hope they know i need them
tried to break a habit but its too late
now i wake up in the morning with these cold shakes 
take a shot to help me ease the migraine 
take a trip and finally leave my hkme staye

never coming back
told u id be better
no need to be sad
no need for the letter 
i was scared that youre broke in two
thats why i never reach out too

hate the way im living
its true
and i know that it drives u crazy
when im stuck inaide my room
in shock
when i think abt you
no other soul that id rather run to
so have space if that what you need
but come back to me x2

let me go ft. halfhearted (king theta)

Lyrics -

If ima fuck it up then shit, let’s do it over supernova stuffed inside this blunt
If there’s a salad in this bitch, no point to do it over lunch
But I can tell you missed the point and damn this roach is almost done 
let’s keep ‘em in rotation so we don’t run out of fun 
As I stand before the barrel of your gun 
All sensations lost my body weakens, I go numb 
It’s like I’ve seen something i know I  shouldn’t have now I’m stuck 
I was comfortable love, haven’t you ruined enough 

I get this sense of neglect right when you enter my mind 
Isn’t it obvious we’ve wasted our time 

Look how i fucked it up again 
Now the memories are ashes in the tray beside my bed 
Shit I took it to the head 
And leaves my conscience feeling fresh 
But that’s never what I get 
Now I don’t know

The Ruiner

Stop Calling Home w/ brecken [prod.mxtthxw]

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

I feel my bones crawl right out of my skin I am not comfortable 
inside this place which I reside inside this place which I call home
Ive grown so fuckin numb to this but yet I feel so vulnerable
please cut around my neck and make it quick it's not enjoyable

I tried to call a thousand times the line was unavailable 
I'm deep inside these trenches and my death is unavoidable 
I tried to play my part I couldn't sorry I can't play the role
I hope that you'll forgive me love I hope that it is possible
I know

that every day gets harder by the minute love
well if you said you did it and you didn't could you get it done?
I'm sitting in the living room at 3:02 wit my flashlight on
scrape reclaim out collecters holy fuck I need to hit the plug
i know

that everything gets better if you manifest it
I'm so hungry (hungary) for the cheddar fuck around in Budapest
get 80k off YouTube beats I made this on my own you bitch it's
nothing to me honestly it's just another days recessions

and it's just another dazed depression
I don't like to do this shit cuz Everytime get too aggressive 
passin out inside my jeans I'm too fucked up I'm past beheaded
could you get it done because you didn't when you fucking said it

I've been on the run
from myself for a while now
you don't mean a single thing you say it's best to pipe down 
I don't mean a single thing I say in lyrics typed out
at least that's what I say to prevent creatives right now

i prevent myself from writing
typing
I don't wanna talk now
hiding
fighting
suicidal thoughts in my mind 
behind these bright blue eyes
I write things
I see
tantalizing
sights
beyond reach
traumatized
my body
rotting
play my heart out like guitar strings
play my heart out like the ivorys

did you do it to spite me
or do you just despise me
can you be honest for once

I've been better off lately
hope it's driving you crazy
that I'm doing okay but I still don't wanna wake up
and it's fucked what we'll do for a paystub
you can hide your face but I see right through your makeup
you don't have to try anymore I'll walk away love. 


unavoidable (sorrowbringer)

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

don't want this to end

lyrics:
nightmares in my brain but, its too late now to back out
tell me i wont make it, bet i'm still gon chase the bag now
ten years comin clutch, i swear that i'm gon get the cashout
hope i stay alive for all this shit if i don't crashout

if i die know they'll copy all my syntax
when i'm gone smoke a blunt for me, hit the Maui in some gift wrap
there heaven or a hell? or will it all just end up pitch black
i cant really tell, i just know people known to flip facts

i'm my biggest opp, i pull the blade out in a crisis
i'm still standing up, i'm still breathing all despite it
i move how i want, give a fuck if they ain't like it
i'm here to get this bag, i always knew i would i'm psychic

i will get this this shit solo, ion need no team
got a hundred ways to get it, know it simple as it seem
watch the world on fire, they said fuck my lil dream
but i still do this shit, while its tearing at the seams

ion even rap, i just speak how a demon move
cold hearted from the jump, ill probably leave you bleeding through
its me myself and i, when i face death and pay my due
'til then i still be grinding while i'm tryna make it through

ion hear the hate boy, i'm tuned into the bag now
stack it up in silence, all the talking get you dragged down
work until i make it, i wont stop until i pass out
i was born to be in front, i refuse to be the background

if i die know they'll copy all my syntax
when i'm gone smoke a blunt for me, hit the Maui in some gift wrap
there heaven or a hell? or will it all just end up pitch black
i cant really tell, i just know people known to flip facts

Delusion

I make music sometimes


<333 @333collective 😈

I'm still clueless. (prod. michael harrison)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)

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