prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

who reads the bottle

out everywhere <3
https://open.spotify.com/track/3yrYYfxULnZ1xz344uKbUB?si=c0df62a5705445d0

lyrics:
I dont know I dont know what they want 
I walk out with a mask, and they bleed,  
I dip from the scene they will never know its me 
and im not moving towns, bitch im moving overseas  
I think im the reason ur in love w drugs 
I admit it, didn’t mean it, its just love 
how many thoughts I had of this city falling down?

and I did not mean this gotta secret can u keep it?

Please don’t tell a soul like baby I mean this

im so fucking high all the time I can’t think straight

I don’t feel a thing anymore, I’m so stuck

I commit these sins just for what, only karma

I try fix myself but lately I don’t wanna

and I smoke this blunt put 35 now I’m stoned yea

scene [ushanka boy]

(prod by michael harrison)
10/21/24
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
Never thought what you said when you stab my back
And I'll keep movin' to the songs that we sung back then

[VERSE]
Tired of movin'
Sick of the boxes always intrudin'
Nether the less, I think I'm clueless
Baby girl, you think I'm stupid?

[PRE-CHORUS]
Counting sheep
While I'm counting the days that your gone
Never thought you'd leave so soon (yeh)

[CHORUS]
Never thought what you said when you stab my back
And I'll keep movin' to the songs that we sung back then

I'm still clueless. (prod. michael harrison)

(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

soul partner

Wake Up w/ Brecken

{HOOK}
i have a pain in my stomach 
that I could not satisfy 
it’s eating at me and I don’t why
you left me with no one and nowhere to go and it’s cold its like 20 below outside
I march through the rain in spring and the snow in the winter to make sure that you’re alright    


{VERSE}
a knight with no armor 
a sword with no shield 
but I would be stronger right by your side 
 when I look to the sky I see nothing but darkness
but that was until I looked in your eyes 
my stomach is turning and killing me 
ripping the wings off a butterfly 
my life’s like balatro I’m  playing the cards that I’m dealt and hoping they multiply  
 can’t leave my house without stressin bout death I honestly feel like I’m terrified 
like a horror movie
because I stick to my guns like its call of duty
try to rip through my flesh when the muscles chewy  
and I don’t wanna hear what your saying to me
cus i feel like a mess when it’s late im stressed and the thing that love looks like satan to me

{HOOK} x2


Mixed by @ericgodlow
Prod. by @dercept + @jolst

99knights - satisfy

lyrics 

are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free
i can’t read minds, but i see what you’re creating
you’re digging up this hole for my body and just waiting
you know me too well, it’s not you who i’ll be hating
but you’re acquainted with the horns in the ways that you be paying
oh, please, no more lies
i feel like there’s another soul lingering in those eyes
if so, then no ties
you could let me loose instead of losing my mind
i’m hand-tied, not a human sacrifice
i’ve done plenty wrong, but this much past my plight
i hear cries, but not within the signs
is this really all of my doing this time?
are you with me?
you’re wearing those dark eyes, i think it’s moving swiftly
we both share this dark vibe, we’re not making 50
i carry this weight, i can tell that it is sinking
when you’re not on my side, i start to lose my forward thinking
maybe through these dark times, you could try to save me?
or you could watch me drown with those sentiments that made me
i’m not one to judge, i put pressure on me daily
i would do the same for a soul that isn’t pain-free

50 (shxdy808)

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

Another demoish song lol

Prod: underthemapletree
Mix: me
Voice note: @Rall333

Lyrics: 

lately ive been feeling like myself 
tug of war with my mental health
i dont feel like oh to well
but its fine cause i know i finna dwell

on these thoughts for like oh forever
shit aint happen but never say never
shit aint happen but i feel like a lever
people keep pulling on me like a lever

they say they miss me honestly thats misery
i just think it's history the way they been dissing me
ion even fuck with them i piss on em like pissery
this shit like my message i send it like a missionary

woah-oh

im like a prophet the way im moving off it
pop the ollie rocket i got that like i stocked it 
pop the heelflip on it im moving like an onyx
aint got no wax so i push like bionic
 
yeah i
push like bionicles
robotic flow when i write these chronicles
spit so fire my flow full conical 
99d im hard like im coming close

100 degrees it's hot like im boutta doze off
the way im moving i feel like lara croft
man im sleeping up in the loft
that shit made me fucking cough

yeah it made me so sick
now im pissed off
writing all this so quick
and i feel like i just need to rest now (outside in the sun)
i just need someone to no get pressed now (outside in the sun sun)

in the sun im on a fucking run
im running away from all the problems i face
i love fun
man i miss this shit ion wanna be a disgrace
get the fuck outta my face if you just fill it with hate

it's not like im already busy doing that by myself
i dont need your fucking help

tug of war (under the maple tree)

the fear was born in this house
so i need to leave it here
but i can’t get out
it’s weighing me down
the worst of it has me now

i’m begging just let me go outside
i’m making up reasons now
i’m so used to having a bad time
and now i can’t phase it out

i thought i’d feel better at home
and i thought that you knew me but maybe you don’t
the walls that surround me crush right to the bone
but i’ve been so weak maybe it was my fault

the fear was born in this house
so i need to leave it here
but i can’t get out
it’s weighing me down
the worst of it has me now

born in this house [neverforever]

I make music sometimes


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I'm still clueless. (prod. michael harrison)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)