(prod by Michael Harrison)
12/6/24
WRITTEN, PERFORMED AND MIXED BY @capkyle
[for the best listening experience: listen with headphones.]

\\LYRICS//
[CHORUS]
I got bugs in my ears
And they tell me their secrets
I don't care who hears
It's only me and my demons
Inside a four grid square
Where I pounder my meaning
Insanity is already taking me away

[HOOK]
20 nights alone in this Asylum
I don't got no real friends
Only got pretend ones

60 nights alone in this Asylum
I got bugs in my skin and they so at home

[BRIDGE]
Can we meet one more in the Summer?
I don't care what you say, that's a bummer
In a moment I gain back a bit of my sanity
But always and somehow it ends in calamity

[VERSE]
Can you meet one more in the Summer?
Cuz, It's cold out here in the Winter
(Did these padded walls grow thicker?)

Said, I'm stationed.
My mission is already dead
I don't got patience,
I lie in my bed

When my head was a mess
You say, that's standard issued
Feel like fixed Bayonets
When I'm slicing my tissue
I think you ran outta sinew
And I dunno what's next, yuuuh

[CHORUS]
I got bugs in my ears
And they tell me their secrets
I don't care who hears
It's only me and my demons
Inside a four grid square
Where I pounder my meaning
Insanity is already taking me away

[HOOK]
20 nights alone in this Asylum
I don't got no real friends
Only got pretend ones

100 nights alone in the Asylum
Can I taste your flesh?
It's my favorite part!

[OUTRO]
Got a problem with memory.
Do you care to elaborate?
And you feel like satellites?

It sure is Silent up on this here Hill. (prod. micheal harrison)

(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

soul partner

produced by cxrter and fonkyfake
additional production by lxst boy

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lyrics:
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait 
for you
To come back 
but I know you won’t
Yeah
Shit I’m still sitting by the bottle 
My bear feet yeah held up against the cobble 
I’m just a drink away from reading the Bible 
This vodka hittin my head starting to wobble 
I didn’t give myself the blame and now I’m liable 
I just wanna be respected and reliable 
But ima ghost and im unfindable 
An the way they leave me so fast 
You’d think that I’d be unfixable 
But I feel invincible 
When I’m with you
When I’m with you 
When I’m with you 
When I’m with you 
Such a slight switch in my mood
And now I’m feeling invisible 
To you, to you, to you
Something I should be used to
I’m tryina find me a way to be fine
But every thought feel like a hurdle 
Yeahh
said she’s worried I’d hurt her like you 
But how could I hurt you when I know what you been through 
I can’t stress the way that they sayin my name they don’t know the Y is silent, like you 
Don’t worry baby I won’t ever get violent with you 
I know I’m annoying I got lots to say
I know I’m annoying I got lots to say
But I’m just showing you my true self 
I could never hide that from you 
An Now I can’t hide 
from the thoughts I have of you 
This trust no one tattoo on my arm cuz of you 
at least i guess I learned a lot from you 
If im doing the right thing 
If im
If im doing the right thing 
Will always be a question on my dome
I’m so worried of letting go
That I can’t let no body else close
I feel like I’m wasting away 
At this point you would think I just wanna rot away 
At this point you would think that I’m just gonna decay

decay (prod. king theta)

lyrics


mucus and blood drip down the walls
none this feel the same at all
i had seen you way you were
way you were
THE WAY YOU WERE

biting in
see the walls around me start to spin
i think its the way i
i think its the way i process 
shit im better eating you

i cant
focus
you gone now
its bogus 

shooting myself in the foot
isnt it just what you want
isnt it just what you asked of me
i feel like somebodies after me

feel it take over my head
and my brain
and my body
im sick
and im vomiting
blood
look inside am i someone you love
someone u trust
im better off dust

biting in
see the walls around me start to spin
i think its the way i
i think its the way i process 
shit im better eating you

focus (p. hollowprpl)

healer. w/ brecken & lil booj (king theta)

lyrics

pink purse
i swear i never meant to make your feelings hurt
i swear ill sail the seven seas if i could make it work
im really glad you look your best today, i feel the worst

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july
so thats the best thing that i could ever look at its so
my hands trembling and my body shaking out of controol
its something well understand when were old
can you help me open up the door im tryna get out of the cold

I’m pulling up it’s warmer inside the car
take this drive with me and stare at the stars
the man i used to be i left his ass at the bar
going through these changes it feels new to me
like who are we?
21 years old the world feels new to me
talking bout the things i did it feels like yo ass is shooting me
you killed that part of me
blank slate i don’t even know who to be
just show me a sign that you’re really there
just show me a sign that you really care
talking about my memories like you were really there
like are you aware of what this shit really feels like
i was scared to fall asleep without the glock nine
baby come a little closer every nights a cold night
don’t know how long it takes to find us but we’ll find it on our own time
find it on our own time

it could be worse i could be layin in the hospital
or laying in the dirt with all my family and my friends gone
it could be 10 times worse but i don’t recognize a thing
think they could tell that it hurt
when i lost you i went to sleep
cuz if im sleepin theres a chance that i could see you still
if im dreamin theres a chance that i could feel it still
might be walkin in a trap but i dont even care
i would rather see what happens when i get there
i miss your attitude and somehow that cold stare
gimme bad news but you fix with no hardware
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news
but i cant fix this i think that we met our doom
i can see the floor give out beneath our feet as we speak now
rocks fall from the ceiling bury me into the ground
cant tell if your kidding but your fillin me with doubt
and i hate how it sounds
i hate the sound of your car starting up to leave
i cant make these thoughts leave i wish that you could see
wish that you could see everything that i had done in thought of you and me

just tell me youre still in it in it
try to grab ahold of my heart i cant feel it
you said that its sounding like art
but you dont understand it
and neither do i
but when youre laughing and look at me its the fourth of july

still in it w/ kiddamo & brecken (p. under the maple tree)

produced by @prodcxrter x threemvsk
featuring @decksmusic x @flesh

https://open.spotify.com/track/7IaPndHHSCwBx3zEFHtFAY?si=CL8_mcGpSG2pvXp4xVEwlQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3nvvOZ7UptPO8PoFNhNMn6

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
every breath i take is just a waste when
you don't share the air that i breathe in
but i'll try my best to stay patient
it's just when i'm with you it's like i'm dreaming

i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@decksmusic]
whats the point in going back on my word?
i’ve felt it once or twice before i’d never raise up the dirt
you saw the mirror break connection at first
cuz that reflections never perfect, our relations are earned
i need like eight hours 
to break sour
you see me in the waves, cower,
all that power will go to your head
paste valor
your flush malar
i wonder what’ll make matters worse
could it last you a lifetime?

i don’t wanna overwhelm you with my pain
i put the pen down, call it a night
in the presence of the same i’d be a lifeline
tell me right now, is that alright?

[@lottaheart]
i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@flesh]
hold my hand
let's walk around
i'll always have the memory
it finally start to hit me
way back then it was something else
we were snowed in
but you kept me warm
for years i've been frozen
opponent of myself i know that
i'm just glad that's not the me that you knew
i put up one hell of a show
remember how callie would hide all the time
i guess that's what i feel like
that shit makes me wanna cry

hopes high w/ decks & flesh [cxrter x threemvsk]

production by gloyo

lyrics-


verse 1 - blaidd
I'm feeling like a live round 
cutting shapes in the live lounge 
tap me and I bang back 
you don't wanna see the mine bounce back
billiom fragments of pain i stack
my card won't work
but they don't take cash
how can I eat?
if I can't buy snacks
3 dot popped 
I'm seeing black
the perc just hit 
so I can't text back

hook - sendflowrs
cold hands, ripped clothes, her face white 
new girl, new love, the same fight 
I'm thinking, are you free tonight?
no boy, hands feel by waistside
I've been on shit, too fucked, I'm too fried
most days, I talk to the sky 
asking, are we the same side?
big Zoot, big boots I'm on hikes

verse 2- blaidd
I just wanna tryna take the train
I won't ever take the bus now 
my Mrs wants a berkin 
and I just want a buss down
pussy wanna war 
I don't really give a fuck now 
I wanna play the O2 
I wanna have it shutdown 

sit by and smoke to some blaidd
pop one, get stoned,and get high 
drink one, buzzball, to the mind
love hurts, I've learned to see signs 
I'm damn sure, I'll make a new life
hide out, rain check,then let's slide 
I make more,than most of you guys 
man are turncoats,they like to change sides

hook - sendflowrs
cold hands, ripped clothes, her face white 
new girl, new love, the same fight 
I'm thinking, are you free tonight?
no boy, hands feel by waistside
I've been on shit, too fucked, I'm too fried
most days, I talk to the sky 
asking, are we the same side?
big Zoot, big boots I'm on hikes


WASTESIDE  w/sendflowrs (Prod. Gloyo)

prod yunnygoldz

lyrics ⬇️ 
lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat
just look at my characteristics 
i swear i got nothin to show
a lot less than most
not what you expected not even close
when i look in your eyes mine dont wanna close
if i love you then everyone knows
that i wont make it there without a new dose

yea i swear you look beautiful in every single pose
not an angle to imagine that i think uou could blow
but everything explodes when your over 
and nothing ignites as we planned
i can tell how tonights gonna be in advance 

ive lived half my life like this oh man
oh god why cant i forget what im missin most
itchy throat that i cant pass by so im sinkin another boat

whys it so hard just to look ahead in my life for a minute 
everyones upset i dont know why theyre livid
can you tell me when it’s finished 
oh they think im trippin out on the barstreet
but really im just chillin with grayson
so when you tell me that you love me
it only seems like its partly

hardly ever wanna step foot inside house now days
and i dont wanna look up
yea
cuz i would rather hide my face
and its hard not to tear up
when i think about everything i fail in my life in your eyes
but its okay
and i cant even flinch when they hit me with those words in my face cuz i know that theyre coming
doesnt matter what i think cuz im a still a disgrace according to their wording
but im hurting, tell em everyday and only thing they say is sure thing

tell me when it’s finished

Flesh

I make music sometimes


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It sure is Silent up on this here Hill. (prod. micheal harrison)

Cap.Kyle (Kyle333)

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