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Dead

oxygen w/ Jackie Platinum (johnnyfriend)

Stuck in your mind 
You can’t be there for everyone 
Drugs you should try 
We can fiend them together, love 
Once upon a time we both had things to do everyday 
The we almost died when we wrecked your sister’s Chevrolet 

XANAX IS A TERRIBLE MIX WITH ALCOHOL 
I
WISH I COULD ADMIT YOUR DAD WAS WRONG 
And 
His stolen prescription; adderall 
How
Could I ever fix this after all?

The times when 
We were just 
Survivin 
You’re alive, 
Guess I did some
Thing right then 
Touch the sky
Whenev the sun is shinin
I’m just surprised 
We were too young to die then 

Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
Oblong oxycada 
Watched a lot of friends die 
Damagin medulla oblongata inside 
Heart breaking my mama she wish god was in mine 
Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
I rock gosha, Prada
And a lot of N9
No moonlight sonata 
Have u got up this high?
I can’t talk about it 
Not if god is implied 
Implied

drugs you should try (prod. suni vega)

This song is a reimagining of "My Heroine" by Silverstein. 
Featuring @killingartmusic
Produced by @jolst
Remixed by @carlby
Engineered, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS (Written by Silverstein/ Shane Told)
The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer
You won't try to save me
You just want to hurt me
And leave me desperate
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine
You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in every time
You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

(Killing Art)
Heroine
Poisoning my veins
You’re the reason
That I’m going insane 

I get like this every single time
Fiending for your love like every night
Am I gonna overdose and waste my life
I’d feel less pain with a fucking knife

Like you tore my heart again
You’re just like heroine

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Heroine w/ Killing Art (Prod. Jolst)

ran all my memories thru a blueprint
my life was never planned so i screwed it
i was always dead but you aint notice
i was always dead but you aint notice
i fell back but i dont care
i lit this party up with pink blonde hair
pink blonde hair
pls dont stare
pink blonde hair
pls dont stare
(dont make assumptions)
the world hates me, but,
(hate crime)
imma live with it 
have you ever been held at gunpoint just for bein urself
ever layed late at night wantin to be someone else
when you feel like you lost your body
lifes so exuahsting
go ahead
tear off ur own skin
it wont make u pretty
and it wont make u win
go ahead
take ur own life
livin aint much better
when ur starving at night!

blueprint (vervxin)

pretend da mix is good LMFAOOO
luv yall~

lyrics
_____
sittin humble 
boy we still in trouble
throwback, old homies told me we fit like the puzzle
and now im picking pieces up that leave me left in rubble
then to stumble back up earth again its certainly a struggle
fumble every bag i need a cart again
i grab a dab pen with wax stains on top my cardigan
now the thoughts flooding in
"you'll write a song, go hard again
to cry into the bars surely-"
HOPE I DONT LOSE MY GIRL AGAIN

^^^least that what i been thinking
when my confidence keep shrinking
just might fall into the deep end if i slip again
mental caving in
guess its fuck you win~


practically a rapper, so guess everything come after
but even if i blow up soon then do this shit really matter
its like since been switching up within the feelings, need a green screen to show the real me outside this shell of fucking actor
...no mathers
only shady looks n laughter
show like any track for the masses to get it backwards
and if all i am the artist, then i guess it make it sadder
cause shit all on my art then its jus me u coming after

dylan p2 (djbotox)

@greenwood2000

prod. miercoles

(Lukas)

Thought you'd be dead by 16
im glad you're not
your still around
even if you
feel your body rot
most days...
I know when it gets hard for you
heartbreak...
ill always be a part of you

this wont drag me down
I cant pretend
to shut you out
thats wrong

she knows my true intentions
everyday with her is like heaven
if you had to die
I would kill myself
its the only way
nothing else would help
right the wrongs that I made for us
doesn't change the fact that you're gone

(Greenwood)

Loose ends
I’m closing in
I focus on the things
I try and tell her
Hoping I remember
The way that it felt last year

Deep inside I know it won’t get better
In the forest in the shelter,
Never wanted it to end here

Further on than I could ever be (if it’s all there)
Wish that I was anyone but me (know you don’t care)
Lights to guide you home and finally (in your cold hair)
Know it hurts, just something I could feel

So much to turn against
I’m choking on the things I try to tell her
Hoping I remember the way that it felt last year

irreplaceable (feat. Greenwood)

lyrics//

been stuck on my meds
been up in my head
been saying oh well
it is what it is
but i got no patience 
i got no time
cant get out of bed
cant get out my mind

i been so sick of them saying
it all will get better
cuz lately im breaking
i still got the sweater
you left me in vegas
i gave you that box of ur shit
to replace it

i wrote you that letter
i guess that you hated it
its been way too long for the year that i dated
if you get the time couod you dog ear the pages im
trying my hardest but trying dont won’t make it

remember the days 
ask how im doing im going to waste
ask me to smile i dont have the strength
to lift up the corners and lips on my face

embracing the past is a waste of my time
youre taking me back to a simplier life
and you know im sorry
i stepped outta line
forgot all the blessings infected with lies

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone


cant pick up these pieces im just a man
and you take it for weakness and who i am
im just a figjting a demon to find a plan
weight is heavy
but lucky to have some fans

i was in love with you but
prophesy wasent true
now
autumn reminds me of june
and heartache reminds me of you

the city dont feel the same
cuz you in another place
so why do beat me until i feel broken
i been down this road and i know that its hopeless
i know where its going
im going, gone

it didn’t take too long to get attached 
it was only your words and the way you laughed
but also the beauty that you had
i wish that you knew that you had that
lemme get back on track
one day i started to hold you too fast
and then you said
that you feel like you are trapped
well i guess that i gotta sit here and be sad
wake up make eggs in the pan,
holding on by one single strand
gotta get over it make me a plan
no more games
no game boy advanced
gotta get over it
i already said that but i really meant it
i still got your sweater on
i’ll put it to flame in ashes

ily thank u for listening

going going, gone w/ brecken

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/xelfiy/eye

ALL PLATS

rip nc 63 at a highspeed
who tf let an emo on a type beat 
gettin kinda cozy but these idiots dont like me
everybody scared that ima pop n make it my scene

30k i got capri sun in my lunchables
i been eatin hella good but i aint close to full
coulda used your hands like a man but u chose to pull
now he outta line n i dont know what he finna do

i aint a made man
spent 100 bucks on some off brand ray bans
call the drain man
do you got sum gas or am i sober for the weekend

i got big plans
glocky wit a middle finger stick it to the big man
oh you a big fan?
fuck up outta here dont even know what my name is

BIG MAN

BIG MAN (PROD. WAYTOOGONE)

b side from resize frame (unreleased / scrapped[?] decks proj)
prod @fleshgolem
enjoi

lyrics:
baby i been sick for so damn long
gather my wits with something strong
and i know the risk i’m taking on
but if we don’t miss it, something’s wrong
so wrong

covered the bases i missed on the road
always forgot how to feel so at home
never invited to be one of those
now i been poppin and playing these shows (like)
i know the ins and the outs of your soul
bury me, baby, i won’t let it go
starving surroundings will leave me alone if
self preservation applies to be hostess

if its the end of me
just say its heavenly
i swear i meant it
feel what you’re saying
despite resenting these
apologetic pleas
i’m staring back at
you, feeling ancient

baby i been sick for so damn long
gather my wits with something strong
and i know the risk i’m taking on
but if we don’t miss it, something’s wrong
so wrong

incarnate freestyle [flesh]

lyrics

we don't complete each other here
me and you been running from the fear
at night who you call when you don't know how to steer?
thats right but life, life just isn't fair

who, who knew 
it's just 'bout yourself
fuck just trying to help
baby your still, mine

for the love of god
please be waiting in the world
without you my heart will melt

you, make me feel brand new
baby i just wish that every single day was us just staring at the stars on the roof

but i'm dreaming, i'm dreaming
'coz it just isn't the whole truth
deep inside the jungle 
i reside here humble 
anything else i refuse

i don't catch these flames for anyone
baby special, i went one for one
hold me tight 'till we become the sun
form these planets for these other ones

no i won't, i got told to keep it slow
my instincts they don't ever fold
baby lets just break this mould

i know it's love
i'm sorry how i come across
baby can you see the doves
i'm doing everything for us

trust 
baby can you give me trust
even if it is just once 
that really is a must

one for one

one for one (jabarionthebeat)

BBW 2 (bigbodywhip)

21 (YOURMOTHERPURPLE) Prod.by vamp1relif3styl3

Thanks for listening!
Prod by luvgrip @luvgrip

brandnewheart/coldbrickwall

hi! enjoy these songs i made. sending good energy to you 🖤  music on all platforms. [emo rap/alt pop] follow me on socials! thanks y’all much love. nethercult.

Carlby is an alternative pop artist from the Midwest. Working alongside producer, @horoshavibes, his music is a blend of pop, emo rock and hip-hop.

Contact - carlbymusic.com/contact

Heroine w/ Killing Art (Prod. Jolst)

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